SORA

I always dreamed about kissing Kairi, that was one thing I was okay with…more like excited about. But causing her pain…ripping Namine out was supposed to be painful, right?

I'm not too excited about that part. I have had my share of pain throughout my life…physically and mentally. Killing myself to save something so precious to me was not exactly a buddle of roses. I could do it…but could I do it to her? Could I cause her pain?

'Oh stop fussing!' Roxas said impatiently.

'She is willing to do it to you!' He said annoyed.

"it's different…" I said imagining myself ever hurting her…no not possible.

'But you have to..' Roxas continued.

"I know.." I replied sadly.

"…Umm…Sora…sorry to interrupt your little…Internal conversation…but what are you guy talking about?" Riku said suddenly.

I had completely forgotten I was in the room with them.

"Umm….nothing." I reassured him.

Kairi began to talk to Riku and I zoned out once again.

"Roxas…I always imagined my first kiss…special…and not because I have to kiss her…she probably is dreading the kiss the most!" I said in my head only.

Roxas became frustrated.

'She does like you Sora! Even if she didn't you would have to kiss her anyway! This isn't fair I am in here!" Roxas yelled unpleasantly.

And that was the honest truth. Roxas and Namine didn't dissever this.

Riku stood abruptly.

"Well…we might as well get started working on the ship then…" Riku said walking out of the room.

I stared blankly after him, until Kairi cleared her throat.

"Sora…"She started. I NEW IT! I knew she doesn't like me! I screamed at Roxas.

'She didn't say that!' Roxas said encouragingly.

"I was just thinking…i…umm…well I…the whole thing…" she stuttered.

"I know what you mean Kairi!: I blurted out fast.

"I know that you don't-" she cut me off.

"I want to do this." She cut in.

'told you!' Roxas shouted.

"Really? I was...I was just worried…that you know…you wouldn't…you know…want to…umm…kiss me…" I said awkwardly.

She giggled.

"Umm…Sora…I was worried you wouldn't want to kiss ME."

I stared at her again.

'oh boy…it's like I am in a soap opera…' Roxas sighed.

"You silly girl!" I said laughing.

"i…do…actually…" I laughed awkwardly.

And before I knew it she was right next to me, laughing.

'Need some help?' Roxas laughed as I tried to put my arms around her.

My right arm went around her waist pulling her closer…

I looked into her beautiful blue eyes.

I leaned in for the kiss.

"Hey! Come on guys! We don't have all---oops…" Riku said running back in.

Kairi and I pulled away quickly.

Roxas laughed hysterically.

Dang it! I complained.

As we quickly left the room I couldn't help but notice Riku as he eyed me and Kairi.

'He's just jealous…' Roxas said automatically.

I sighed.