Sorry i didn't update sunday, i was trying to get some ideas, and i have a week with only tests :( But here it is, chapter 12. With my own song, i hope you all like it!x
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Chapter 12 Regret
My lips still tingled from the kiss. I pulled myself up and stared at Austin.
"Why did you kiss me?"i asked in shock. It took a while before I had processed what had happened over the last 2 minutes. This was a dream, he had really kissed me?
"Well, I was waking up next to you and you were so cute. I just had to kiss your sleeping face" he blushed. HA-HA, he had to now how hard my heart beat was when he was so close. But apparently he had not noticed anything.
"Did you like it?" I asked quietly.
"Kinda" Austin giggled nervous. I couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness.
"I wrote a song for you," Austin said. I smiled.
"Can i hear it?" i asked. Austin nodded and started to sing.
I know you can't forgive me easy
For the things I always said
But I wa-ant to let you know
There are some things that i regret
Like not calling you beautiful all the time a day
But instead i gave everything up
And now i have to pay
I know you can't forgive me easy
For the things I always said
But I wa-ant to let you know
There are some things that i regret
Like not making you feel worth to be
The one that I can se-e-ee
But now i made you thi-i-ink
That we aren't meant to be-e-ee
I know you can't forgive me easy
For the things I always said
But I wa-ant to let you know
There are some things that i regret
But how mutch time i have to say
Maybe you think not
But i will make... I will make everything okay
Oooooohhhh
I know you can't forgive me easy
For the things I always said
But I wa-ant to let you know
There are some things that i regret
But I wa-ant to let you know
There are some things that i regret
The whole time that he sang i kept my eyes on him. The words were so beautiful. Along with his voice. Before I knew it I had tears in my eyes. This was the sweetest that anyone ever had done. I got up and walked over to Austin. I hugged him and held him firmly against me.
"T-thank you" i sobbed. Austin kissed my hair and hugged me back.
"I'm sorry" he whispered.
"It's okay. It's okay now "i whispered back. Not letting him go a bit.
"I hope we can be together one day, that one day that you will forgive me for the way i acted towards you." I let go of him and looked him in the eyes. I came closer to his face and mumbled: "And what if i forgive you now?" i asked.
"Then I'm going to do this." he said. He kissed me again and chuckled against my lips. He pulled away a bit. My face was probably red again.
"And then i am going to ask you a question. Do you want to be my girlfriend? "he asked with hope in his eyes. I nodded.
"I would love to be your girlfriend." i said. I hugged him again and we were both sucked up in another embrace.
"I love your hugs" Austin mumbled in my hair.
"I try" i smiled. I trusted him for 100%. He gave me more butterflies by every touch. Every kiss, every word. He sat down on the bed and patted on his lap. I sat down on his lap and layed my head against his chest. After a couple of minutes in silent i spoke.
"I'm getting tired of sitting here with you." i said eyes closed.
"In that case" he said. I layed down and brought me with him. He hugged me close to his chest and layed the blanket over us. And i fell asleep really fast.
Tommorow next chapter!