So thanks for waiting everyone! I know i haven't update very good lately, but i hope to make it up with my full chapter 15!
Chapter 15 Writing A Song
"Yeah yeah your forgiven prince charming" i laugh.
"Great, so about the song!" he said. I nodded.
"I can help you over your stagefright." he said. "Really? How" i asked.
"Ow Ally Dawson i have my ways" he smirked. I raised an eyebrow at the boy infront of me.
"What is that suppost to mean?" i asked.
"You will find out. I want to you write a song, a song about a girl and a boy that fall in love" he said.
"Oke, and then?"
"Just make shure you have a song tomorrow, i will have the rest." he said. With that he ran happy out of the room. Weird, weirder than normal i mean. I will see tomorrow i guess.
I sat down on my bed with a piece of paper and a pen. I started brainstorming, 2 people that fall in love with eachother. Hmm, maybe something with being broken from old love, and starting a new chapter in your life, trying to trust your new love, but sharing your fear with him. Like telling him that you want somebody to hold you and kiss you a million time, with meaning in each kiss. Hmm... It could work... Something like:
Because the way I see it
That he broke my last part
And he broke my last chances
On a complete fresh new start
That part would be about my old boy friend, mark. I remember him. I was totally in love with him, he was the perfect boyfriend, kissed you on the cheek, holding your hand and being the sweetest boyfriend ever, but he started to act weird, he didn't call me in weeks and was around girls for a big part. I wasn't that typical jealous girl but I thought it as weird. So one day i followed him, and caught him kissing some blonde girl. He looked at me once and kissed her again. Like what the hell! I was absolutly broken, i didn't eat for days and was so tired but couldn't sleep. He was my first boyfriend and my first love, he never kissed me on the lips actually, but it didn't bother me because I was 14. But still, I didn't tell me mom about it, I was just too ashamed, that I thought he loved me since then I was scared for boys, if the would come to close, or say they liked me, some boys actually said that they liked my but i was scared and pushed them out of my life. For the rest there were some boys calling me worthless and ugly, but i didn't want to believe them, i got a depression when i was just 15. And with help of my father i got out of it. My father saved me from being alone, i used to lock myself up in my room, not wanting to talk to any of my friends. And then there was Austin, before all of this he was a jerk, mean, bullying me. Not wanting to come near me, probably ignoring me the most of the time, and even after all of that shit I trusted him more than anything in my life, because he was the reason i stood here, well. Not that plane crash part, but the part where I could love again, and that was the most beautiful present anyone could give me. He was my Austin now, hopefully forever!
Tomorrow chapter 16. I have no idea how mutch chapters my story will get, because honestly anything could happen! xoxo