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Previously…

Jasper nodded, "What did she see?" He looked to Edward who still looked worried, "She saw you and Demetrius fighting, it wasn't clear who won or lost but it was enough to scare her.

"Then he is going to make a move." Jasper said sitting down, "We must be ready. I won't let him hurt her."

Carlisle nodded, "Yes, it would seem a few phone calls are in order to check up on our old friend. Edward, could she see the location or time?"

"No, it wasn't clear."

"Alice?" Carlisle asked. She shook her head no, "I have nothing yet."

"Ok, Jasper stay with her, she will need you. The rest of us will get started and see what we can find out."

Esme smiled at him, "I have some soup when she wakes. I figured she might be hungry." He smiled in thanks and went back to his room. Slipping in beside me he tried not to wake me but I felt his presence and turned to lie on his chest. This was quickly becoming a habit and one I did not intend to break.

I could smell him, overwhelming my senses, overtaking my heart. The heat from his skin burning into mine, I tossed in my sleep. He was leaning over me then, "Gabriella, stay with me." His voice was so uncertain pleading as if I could ever say no to him. He was my life.

I met his eyes stroking his cheek, "Always my love." His lips were on my neck and I couldn't deny the heat that radiated between us, why was he hot and not cold? I felt my body again toss restlessly on the bed, sweat dripping down my forehead.

""I love you Jasper." I whispered softly gripping his hair, "Make us one." The smile that crossed his face was one of pure joy. He moaned and traced my lips with his tongue, "Like last night or like the other day? Your choice love." It was apparent we had done this before. I was so comfortable in his arms it was as if I belonged nowhere else. I felt my eyes drift shut, "Like in the woods."

"Ah, you are a naughty girl Gabriella." He teased and I heard the sound of clothes ripping as I felt him flip me onto my stomach and pull me back to him by my hair, "As you wish." He whispered hoarsely, his teeth on my neck…

I gasped sitting up in bed, sweat pouring from my pale skin. Jasper was at my side at once. "Are you ok? You were restless so I thought you would sleep better if I moved."

I looked into his face and tried to control my breathing. It was only a dream I told myself. His beautiful head tilted, "Darlin' are you ok?" I watched him silently for a moment then laid back down, "I just never knew…."

"Never knew what sweetheart?" I watched the way his blonde hair fell down his cheeks so perfectly. I loved long bangs, I never told anyone that but I did. His hung to his chin, they were perfect just like him.

"You had such a naughty streak." I said before I thought. I always have a bad habit of putting my foot in my mouth where Jasper is concerned. He looked at me shocked, "What? What does that have to do with anything and what do you mean?"

I ran my hand through my wet hair and cringed, "It just means you are kinky. I had not pegged you that way." He leaned back crossing his arms, "I am not kinky and how would you know?"

"I saw it, I saw us."

He suddenly looked interested, his eyes softened, "What did you see? "I shrugged, "Just…it was odd you were warm. I didn't know you could be warm. How is that possible?"

"We are warm only to others of our kind." He stated simply.

I knew what that meant, I think deep down I knew it already anyway. I knew my time was quickly running out and I was not afraid. It was supposed to be this way my heart told me everything was as it should be. He stroked my cheek, "Tell me." His eyes held such passion and concern. I wondered what else he hid behind their ocher depths.

"We were making love, you asked me how I wanted it. I said something about like in the woods. I don't know what we did there, but apparently something pretty wild because you threw me onto my stomach and pulled me by my hair." I flinched then unsure how he would react.

He chuckled. I was surprised by this and met his eyes again. He smiled calmly, "It's simple love, if you were my kind and I am assuming for me to treat you that way then you were. It was probably just very rough."

"Oh." I flushed embarrassed. He bit his lip mimicking what I usually do. "Gabby, it's nothing to be embarrassed about. Making love is great, but our passion can't remain pent up forever and when it lets loose…I can't imagine trying to control it."

"But not as a human."

"No, I would kill you." He said easily. I nodded playing with his fingers. "You could make love to me though?"

"If I am careful, very careful. I think I can. I won't know until I try. It's a matter of controlling the way I feel so that I don't hurt you, I can't lose focus and that's hard to do when you're in the mist of passion."

He ran a finger down my chin tracing my collar bone, "Then there is the other factor."

"Which is?" I asked watching as his hand trailed to rest on my thigh. He sighed, "I would want to turn you. I don't know if I could control the urge. The emotions would be so intense."

"What if I wanted you to?" I asked watching his expression change. He pulled away, "When it's time we'll discuss it."

I knew he was finished for now and I sat up, "I feel nasty. I need to shower. Wait does my mom know I am ok?"

"Yes, dad called her and said you were staying with Alice." I smirked at his use of the word dad. He slowly appraised my body and took my small hand in his leading me to the bathroom. "Everything is here you'll need."

I stopped him before he left, "Jasper?"

"Yes?" The turned to meet my deep gaze.

"Thanks, for everything. I mean…I think…no I know that I…" He placed a finger on my lips. "Relax, enjoy your shower. I'll bring you some clothes to change into."

I stepped under the warm spray and relaxed against the cool tiles, it felt so good. I washed and then simply leaned forward losing myself in thought. I couldn't help but think of him and the future he was obviously going to be a very big part of.

My heart was racing when I thought of his hands on my body, his lips on my neck. Why did he have to be so damn perfect? I didn't realize my name had been called several times until I felt a cool breeze and turned. Jasper met my eyes and then quickly looked down, "I'm sorry, I called you several times. I got worried."

I realized I was naked, he had probably seen everything and surprisingly I didn't care. I was comfortable with him and it seemed to just get better as time progressed. I then realized something… warm water would probably alleviate the coolness of his skin and I smirked, "Hey Jasper?"

"Yes?"

"Warm water, does it warm your skin?"

"Temporarily it makes it somewhat warmer not as hot as the water. Semi warm I guess you would say. It usually doesn't last long once I get out."

He saw only my arms fly out and looked up to feel himself being pulled inside with me. He gasped at me, "Gabby, I have my clothes on."

"Yeah and now they are all wet too." I said with a pout. I noticed as he let his eyes roam over my naked form, as if I were absolutely breathtaking. He pushed himself hard against the opposite side of the shower.

"So what was the purpose of pulling me in here?" He questioned searching my eyes. I smirked moving closer to start unbuttoning his shirt, "I wanted to feel you warm. Why are you backing away from me?" I noticed he trembled trying to retreat into the corner, his breathing raspy and uneven.

"You can't take my clothes off."

"Why not? They are wet."

I slid the shirt down his long arms and it fell to the ground with a loud wet thud. He groaned, "Gabby, please I can't handle this. You can't take off my clothes. It's too much to ask of me."

"Just your jeans, that's all. I want to feel you warm. Please Jasper."

He kept his eyes closed controlling his breathing, "Just do it quick." I quickly peeled the wet jeans down his lithe legs and he stepped out of them turning his back to me, and resting his hands on the tiles. I smiled looking over his beautiful body. He was truly an angel. I traced the small crescent scars on his back with my fingers softly, watching as his fingers dug into his hands. I couldn't see through his black silk boxers but I could imagine.

His skin was warmer than usual. Not a normal body temp by any means, but much warmer. I couldn't help but want to feel him more. It was nice not to freeze when he was near. I moved closer placing my lips on his shoulder. I felt him tense, I knew this was dangerous, he could easily lose control and I don't know that I didn't want him to.

I heard him moan as his hands reached back to slip around my waist pulling me against him. I can't deny the sparks that I felt coarse through me. This was really happening, he was here with me. We were alone and there was nothing stopping us from taking this where we both wanted it to go.

"Where is your family?" I asked in wonder. His head fell, "Hunting."

"We are alone?" I slid my hands over the smooth plains of his stomach and felt the hard muscles ripple beneath them as he trembled.

"Yes." He was panting as he released his hold still not turning, "We need to get out now."

"Jasper, turn around and look at me." I asked resting my hand on his shoulder. He sighed not moving, "I can't if I do I won't be able to stop. Please don't ask me to do that."

"I am not going to ask you to stop." I admitted. He exhaled deeply. "Baby, when we make love I don't want it to be in the shower, not the first time at least." He opened the door and grabbed a towel wrapping it around his waist, he slid off his wet boxers and tossed them in the hamper and turned holding a towel open, "You ready to get out love?"

I can't tell you how extraordinary he is, you'd have to see him for yourself. I stepped into the warm towel he held and allowed him to wrap it around me moving closer to him. He was concentrating on my towel and making sure I was covered, while I only wanted to be closer to him. I rested my hand on his still warm chest, "You're still warm."

"Yes."

I admired the way the water dripped down his shoulders and onto his chest. He grabbed another towel and dried his hair then ran it across his chest watching my eyes. "Gabby, what are you thinking? I feel so many things."

He took the towel he still held and tenderly dried my hair. I slid my hands around his waist and rested my face on his chest. It was still amazing to me that I could lay here on this man and feel no heart beat. It still seemed like so much of a dream. He tossed the towel aside and rested his hands on my hips. He never pushed the issue that I didn't answer him.

"I have a shirt you can wear, and some boxers. I have yours in the wash."

He really was clueless wasn't he? I met his eyes and he smiled sweetly brushing his fingers delicately down my jaw.

"You're going to get cold." He said trying to remind me about the clothes issue. I admit it this was new. We have not known each other long and yet it feels like forever. I am not your normal, average run of the mill teenager that you see everyday. I am different. I feel different. I feel old inside, so much of Tillie still seems to make itself known. This all seems so right, it doesn't seem rushed to me, it seems to have taken forever to get here as stupid as that sounds.

I allowed my towel to drop, his eyes followed the towel then trailed slowly back up my small body. I could feel his hands tense where they still held the lower part of the towel. His eyes met mine. I couldn't distinguish the emotions he felt. I bit my lip slowly reaching over and releasing his towel from his hips. Here he stood, finally before me in all his masculine glory. He was truly a masterpiece.

His eyes trailed over me again with blazing passion, he was fighting an inner war over if he wanted to take what I offered and he desired, or if he wanted to continue to fight this losing battle. In the end it would all end up the same. His eyes met mine again and I knew his answer.

He finally tossed the towel and guided his hand into my hair, his other hand opening the door as he led me step by step back to his comfortable bed. I knew this was it, there would be no more waiting and it wasn't happening fast enough. He lifted me gently onto the bed and crawled onto me, careful not to hurt me and stroked my hair.

"Gabby, are you sure? This is such a big step."

I smiled kissing his nose, "We took this step a long time ago we've been one for a long time." His head fell to my neck, "I love you." He didn't need to say more, emotions, passion, lust, love, they all combined into one. There was no longer a separation between any of them, between the two of us. We were finally one in body no longer just in soul. It was the most beautiful few hours of my life. I finally felt complete, I felt whole like this was what I had searched all of my life for.

He was holding me, stroking my hair as he gazed into my eyes. Long had the undeniable fire died out, but the tender glow remained. He shook his head, "Please, you have to push me away."

I had no intention of pushing him anywhere, after what we shared he had to be crazy. I only wanted him closer it was like I couldn't get close enough. He groaned and I felt his hands slide to my wrists and grip them tightly, "You must make me stop." He demanded, almost begged. I suddenly remembered what I had dreamed, what I had seen and I knew what he was fighting I also knew this was supposed to happen.

"It's too strong, I can't hold back any longer." He cried pushing my wrists harder into the mattress as his hard body pinned me. I smiled, "Then don't, take me I am yours." I leaned my head back and felt his lips against my neck, feather light at first. I could tell he was fighting this, trying to stop the inevitable.

"I love you Jasper, release me." I whispered gasping when his teeth sunk into the flesh of my neck. I felt the burning fire but I refused to let it take away from the beauty of this moment. His hands released mine and he gripped my waist gently, his lips still at my throat. I sighed threading my fingers in his hair. It was the perfect moment, it felt so intimate.

He finally jerked back bracing himself on the bed heaving for air. I knew he was fighting not to kill me, I knew this would be difficult for him. No one ever said the road to love was an easy path. He opened his beautiful eyes and they were black as night with a beautiful burgundy ring around them. He leaned to my ear, "I love you." Moving to rest beside me he pulled me into his arms spooning around me protectively. I could feel my body start to tremble as the pain increased.

"I'm sorry sweetheart there is no way to make this less painful."

"Just hold me." I said against his chest. His lips fell on my head, "Forever, I need to put something on you love. My family is coming back."

"All right."

I helped him as much as I could, then trembling curled back into a fetal position. I watched him dress then he moved back behind me pulling me close and covering me with the blanket.

"How long?" I questioned. He sighed, "Three days."

I could hear his worry, his pain. I decided even in my own pain it was too much to handle. I smirked, "Just think then you can pull my hair." I had to tease him, I wanted a smile. He did smile then and laughed slightly, "I can yes. I will be able to do a lot of things."

"Now there is a proposition I like." I replied back but I couldn't hide the groan that followed. The door opened and the family came in slowly. I could see Alice smiling, Rosalie looked angry, Bella looked excited, and Edward looked like he knew all along. There were so many different emotions. Carlisle stepped through walking to me and stroking my face. He then gently turned my head to see the wound on my neck that had already healed. "How do you feel?"

"It burns." I answered as my body jumped on it's own accord. He nodded, "Esme?" She turned and was out the door. He sat beside me, "I'm going to give you some morphine it will help."

"I wanted this." I said seeing the way he looked at Jasper, it wasn't an upset look I just wasn't quite sure what it was. He smiled, "I know you did. I was concerned about any further injuries."

"Further injuries?" I asked hearing Emmett snicker, then I realized what he meant. They knew we had sex, they all knew. Fantastic. Esme came back handing him a bag and sitting beside my head. I smiled at her she really was very sweet, and very beautiful. She brushed the hair from my face, "You will be welcomed in this family dear it will be nice to have a new daughter."

"It will be nice to have a new mother." I groaned closing my eyes. Jasper hummed softly rubbing my arm in a calming motion.

"A little prick Gabby." Carlisle stated to me before I felt the needle in my skin. I didn't care it was nothing like the burning that was radiating through out my limbs now. I felt the cool medication and he removed the needle smiling at me. "It will help."

"My parent's." I managed starting to actually get a little sleepy. He patted my hand, "It will be handled dear. I'll be nearby, we all will. Jasper will remain at your side should you need him." I could not hear him but I knew he had left all the same.

"Tell me a story." I managed. Jasper stroked my cheek, "What would you like to hear?"

"Tell me about our future, the places we will see."

He smiled, "That one is easy. We will see the world, let's start in Alaska, you will love Alaska." I drifted off to the wonderful sounds of my loves voice. I am not sure how long I slept but I awoke suddenly sitting up on the bed when I heard a scream, it took me a moment to realize the scream was coming from me. It felt like I was being ripped apart and then being sewed back together again.

I felt Jasper grab one arm and try to push me back with little luck, this surprised me but I wasn't focused on that. Just the pain that burned me alive, Edward soon grabbed my other arm and they had me down. Emmett smiled down at me holding my shoulders with a wink.

"Carlisle!" Jasper cried loudly. He was in the room in an instant with his bag. "She is already getting strong we may need to restrain her."

"No!" Jasper argued.

Carlisle injected me with the cool medication again and some of the burning began to fade to a tolerable level. He then looked at Jasper, "Son, she is dangerous. She can't control what she does and when she wakes up she will be frightened."

"I won't have her waking up chained!" He growled back.

Edward shrugged, "It would be safer." Jasper shot him a look, "As if you tied up Bella, I think you should stay out of this debate."

He nodded, "You are quite right, Bella wasn't fighting us though. Bella wasn't Tillie's kin."

"Jasper." I whispered. He looked down at me. I could see the pain in his beautiful eyes.

"Do it if you have to, I understand."

He shook his head no. Emmett frowned, "Bro it is for the best."

"No it isn't!" He argued back. I felt myself rearing up again and Emmett's large hand pushed me down. "Tie her down." He instructed.

Jasper shook his head no. Emmett was suddenly around the bed holding Jasper back, "Do it." I could see Jasper was angry, he was struggling against Emmett but it was of little use. Edward and Carlisle had me chained quite quickly. I didn't think it was a bad idea. I didn't want to hurt anyone. Emmett released him and patted his shoulder, "It won't be for long, she will be fine."

"Doesn't mean I have to like it." He replied back sitting back beside me. He stroked my face, "You ok?"

"Y…yes." I groaned tossing my head back and forth. He sighed pressing his cool lips to my forehead.

"Please, it's so hot." I begged. He curled up beside me and rested his hand on my cheek, "It will be over soon my love, very soon." I curled as much as I could against the coolness of his body. It was hard with these stupid chains holding me down. I understood their purpose but not being able to hold Jasper was excruciating.

I felt a cool hand on my arm and turned. Edward sat down, "I am sorry, I know you want to hold him."

"I do, but I don't want to hurt anyone." I closed my eyes arching in pain. I tried to control my breathing but I couldn't. He spoke again, "You are Tillie's blood, and you will be quite powerful it manifests itself already. I don't know what will happen, for now this is probably best."

"I understand." I groaned through clenched teeth. He sighed, "I truly am sorry." I felt his lips graze my head and he was gone. It was then Jasper started humming again it was such a sweet sound, so calming and pure. I tried to relax and lose myself in the sound that was for me alone.