It's been a while time to get going eh?

Previously…

"Would you think I was crazy if I said I've always wanted to visit India?"

He chuckled.

"Not at all, actually in theory it's similar to some of what Tillie practiced and believed. They don't use traditional medications. They believe a little differently I think it would be a nice place to visit. I've studied about it many times but never been I think it's time."

I smiled at him. Who would have thought he would have been interested in India? I thought about the sun and frowned.

"Jazz the sun."

"Yes, it can be worked around. They wear a lot of clothes in India." He winked and I giggled.

I guess we are going to India.

It took us days to arrive because of the night travel we had to be accommodated with. I wasn't used to having to hide but Jasper was. Light was not something he could be seen in. Once I saw his beautiful diamond skin in the light I knew why. I now shared his fate. He found a very isolated home for us close to the forest in Goa. He bought it from a young Indian couple who wanted to move because she was pregnant. She wanted to be with her parents.

I'm glad he spoke Konkani. Who would actually study that? I guess when you live long enough you study all kinds of things. If you remember everything you do why not? I would have to study it while we were here. I like this because we were isolated but were close to Arambol beach, it was so beautiful and they told of us a hot springs near by. I can't wait to check that out.

There are so many things here I want to see. I also want to go to Dudhsagar Waterfalls. They say it's the second highest falls in the country and it has natural pools for you to relax in. Can you imagine how beautiful? A girl like me could only dream of something like this and you better believe I brought my camera.

First thing on my agenda though was to fit in. I had always loved Indian dress and I wanted to look like them at least in my own way. I felt his hand on my stomach and the baby responding to him. It was almost as if they calmed each other as I looked out at the beautiful view of the lush green forest.

"What do you want to do love?" He whispered kissing my ear lobe. I knew he hadn't fed in a while and I turned.

"You should feed. It's dusk and safe for you. I hear they have tigers, hyenas, wild boar you should have lots of fun." I grinned.

He smirked.

"Yes, but I must take only what I need. I do not want to kill any animal here they are endangered."

I was surprised to hear him say that. I knew that but he was so thoughtful and kind. I felt my love for him grow even more and threw my arms around his neck.

"Tell you what handsome, I'm going to go buy a few things and I'll have a surprise for you when you get back."

He growled and nipped my ear quickly disappearing out the door. I had listened to a few tapes on the way down here and read a few books I just hoped I retained enough to get my point across. When Jasper had spoken I had understood the conversation. Let's see what I could do.

I headed to the closest village and found a clothing shop. It was quite nice actually to be so small and the dark skinned Indian woman didn't seem uncomfortable with me there which I was afraid may be an issue. I hoped my nature wouldn't be a problem. In fact she smiled walking over to me and started talking to me happily. Luckily I could understand her and told her what I wanted.

She explained to me that the men usually slept in kurta pajamas. The detail and such was left to the buyer if they had more money or less. I nodded in understanding. They were all so beautiful not that Jasper would wear it he preferred to sleep in nothing but for the sake of having it for memories I bought one. It was a bright blue silky material with very detailed gold around the neck and wrists. I got a cream colored pair of pants that were traditionally worn under it and a satin blue slippers that matched the top.

I then progressed to suits. They were similar to American suits but with tons of detail on them. I noticed they were all embellished and Jasper wasn't one to wear such embellishment especially in public so just in case we went out I bought him a simple cream colored jodjpuri suit with the same color decorations. There weren't many so I figured he would approve. Then it was on to me I was the most excited anyway.

There were so many colors to choose from and they were all so very beautiful. I found the Lehenga Cholis to be especially beautiful for dressing up occasions. It's basically a 2 piece dress with a slightly open midsection but very dressy. Problem was it showed belly and would be impossible for me now. On to the Sarees which is the most popular Indian outfit. I can effectively wear this if I wear the traditional one so I bought several pretty ones. I had no idea they made them with open backs. Who knew they one be fashionable?

I bought a few Kurtis which is the American version of a oversized shirt. I bought several pairs of Khussas which for is simply beautifully decorated shoes and then I decided to get sexy with a few of the Sarees. I mean if I have a two piece at home for Jasper he won't mind and the beautiful sheer fabric I can choose to lay over my shoulder or not. I know he loves to see my stomach and he would find it ever so enticing. I can afford to be a little erotic right? After all we are here alone together. I bought jewelry at a few places too, there were some pieces I just couldn't pass up.

I finished my purchases no doubt making the little shop owner very happy and was on my way. I even made it home before Jasper did. I put our things away and redecorated the place to suit my needs. It's amazing when you have speed just how fast you can do that. I had bought some things to decorate just to make it a little more ours.

It was very simple but it was all we needed. I could smell he was returning and closed eyes smiling. I had decided to wear yellow. I never really wore yellow but it was so pretty I couldn't resist. The top stopped probably 2 inches maybe 3 below where my bra line would be and small little crystals hung around it catching the light and sparkling. The waist was low and hung below my belly button and my little baby pooch could be seen. He was too cute. He wasn't big yet but he would be soon, very soon.

Jasper opened the door and entered the dark home.

"Gabby, why do you have it so dark in here? Not that I can't see you anyway." He teased even thought I knew he couldn't. I was in the other room.

I lit a candle and waited for him to enter the bedroom. He walked in an audibly gasped. I smiled.

"Do you like it?" I turned and waited.

He walked over biting his lip.

"You looked beautiful."

"I never wear yellow but it was so pretty and…" He stopped me with a finger to my lips.

"No Gaby it's perfect. You look exquisite, you glow."

I smiled as he ran his hand down my side to my exposed stomach and stroked there for a moment.

"I like it, I can touch our son whenever I want and I don't have to push nasty old clothes out of the way." He said acting as if they were terrible. I giggled as he pulled me close.

"Ah Gabby I love you so much. I've waited so long to feel this much passion about one being. It's like I can't even express it because saying it doesn't feel adequate. I try to show you but it just doesn't seem like enough either."

I pulled back holding his handsome face in my hands.

"No need baby, I feel it too."

I felt his grip tighten on my hips and I smiled.

"Why don't we go for a walk?" I knew if I didn't we wouldn't get out of this place tonight. He smiled and took my hand. It was late and quiet except for the sounds of nature surrounding us. I inhaled deeply following the smell until I found what I was searching for the hot springs. I smiled to myself.

"So, I was thinking of a little dip."

He looked wary.

"Depends on how hot the water is. Hot water is not good for the baby."

I smirked and lifted my skirt sticking my legs in and sitting on the side. He removed his shirt, pants, and shoes sliding in the water. He rested his hands on the sides of my legs.

"I think it's too warm baby."

"My body temp will keep him cool Jasper you forget I don't get warm like a human anymore." He nodded in agreement and I slipped off my skirt then my top and laid it aside. He gently eased me in against him and I felt myself shiver at the contact, resting my hands on his shoulders.

"This is heaven" I sighed laying my head back. He chuckled.

"Look at the stars Jasper, the sky is so clear isn't it beautiful?"

"It is."

"Do you think the family is ok?"

He turned to me brushing my hair back. His eyes were serious.

"I know they are they are very strong. They will be fine I would have never left them if I didn't know that." I knew he was telling the truth. He stroked my cheek.

"You are so beautiful in the moonlight." He whispered.

I let my eyes fall closed as his lips fell to my neck. It didn't take long for my breath to quicken and my heart to race. I was gripping him tightly when I felt his tongue stroke my chin.

"Are you hungry little one?"

I shook my head no but he didn't accept my answer.

"You're feeding two beautiful and I know better. Why deny the obvious when you know you can't fight it?" He grabbed my hands effectively pinning them behind me to the rocks.

"Come on my little she devil show me what you've got." He taunted me. I knew he was trying to make me angry so I would bite. Sometimes it was just hard to feed from him I can't explain why it just was. It was easier at other times. I couldn't make myself come to terms with it I guess. I should by now but I had not yet. I still felt like it was wrong and I was in some way hurting him and degrading myself even though he said I didn't.

I felt his emotions slam into me and moaned trying to focus. I was overwhelmed with lust and need I could barely breathe not that I needed to. His lips were suddenly at my ear.

"Smell love, isn't that the most delicious sent you've smelt all day?"

He released my hands as his lips crashed into mine. My arms wrapping around his neck, I could never resist him no matter how hard I tried it was just impossible. My lips fell to his neck and he pulled me around his waist anchoring his hands on my thighs.

I knew he was more than ready for me. He squeezed my thighs

"Gabby, please." He begged. I've never heard him like this and I can't decline his request, not now probably not ever. I sank my teeth in as he gripped me tightly crying out like I've never quite heard before. It's funny I can feel him and all I feel is euphoria and love. I don't feel pain at all. I stopped for a moment when I felt a hand on my head and his whisper, "Don't stop."

Surely he was kidding. He couldn't be serious? I can't keep this up he can't take it. His breath was shaky as it was. I felt him carrying me into the grass laying me gently down under him. He never released my head. I tried to pull away but his grip was too strong. I was starting to get worried. Why would he do this? I needed to stop he would get too weak why would he push this so far? He's never done this.

"Shhh." He whispered. "Trust me don't stop it feels so good. I know what I'm doing." I felt him shutter and clutched his broad shoulders holding on for support. I certainly hope he did. I knew he felt good I felt that, he was also getting very hungry. I felt that too.

"Enough." He said pulling away gently. I released my hold and laid my head back watching him catch his breath. He smiled and ran his nose down my jaw. I didn't miss the black that was his eyes nor the evil in his delicious smile.

"I want you like I never wanted any woman in my life Arelise." I moaned as his hands squeezed my thighs and moved to cover me. Hearing him call me by my first name made me melt or maybe it was just his words. I don't care just take me now please!

"You are so perfect…so truly perfect…and you're mine." He growled with an animalistic quality I rarely heard him take. I knew he was going to be rough. I gripped his back to try and prepare but before I could think he roughly bit into the flesh of my neck. I know now why he didn't want me to stop. It didn't hurt at all what it did feel was absolutely wonderful. I buried my fingers in his hair as I felt his left hand yank my head back. He was going to make love to me while he fed. Oh My God!

He wanted to dominate me and I was going to let him. He reached above me and I knew exactly what he wanted. I slid my hands easily into his. I was his, forever. I love this man he is my other half and no matter what has ever happened he has never hurt me only given me the greatest pleasure I have ever known. I felt his fingers close around my wrist and closed my eyes. I am his.

Being what I am, not quite full vampire some things are still not clear to me. I'm not sure when he carried me to the house or the bed for that matter. I know things are never quite normal where I was concerned. I was tired and lightheaded and before I could get up Jasper was in the room.

"How do you feel?"

I knew I couldn't lie to him he would know. I met his eyes and he already knew. He walked closer removing his shirt.

"I'm sorry love I got carried away last night."

He smiled sadly and pulled me close to him. I inhaled deeply my mouth already watering just at the closeness and I flipped him before he got a chance to move. He smiled brushing my hair back from my face.

"Take what you need love." He said turning his head for me.

"I'm fine for now." I sat up brushing his blond curls back. He is so beautiful it hurts. He sighed looking at me as if to scold a child.

"I can make you."

"You can try." I winked at him. He grabbed my wrists and I licked my lips and moved my hips a little. He closed his eyes groaning and released my wrists.

"You don't play fair." He pouted and I giggled moving to lay at his side.

"Jasper when the baby gets here it's going to be much harder to hide." I said as I thought about it.

He nodded,

"I know love. I have given it some thought."

"What are we going to do?" I questioned not looking up.

He started to play with my hair.

"I don't know Gabby. I wish I did but I don't have an answer for that question. I am hoping the looking for us has died down by then and we can live in peace. If not we'll have to live secluded somewhere it is our only chance. I don't know what else to do. It may make it difficult to acclimate him into society but we have no choice."

"It's just all so ridicules. I don't know why they want me anyway why can't they just leave me alone? I just want to have a happy family just like everyone else."

Jasper chuckled, "Skipping the normal of course."

"Well yeah, no normal it's boring." I added. "Jasper how long can we stay here?"

"Until Alice gives me a heads up darlin' or I feel like we need to hit the road. I'm usually on target with my intuition." I smiled.

"Good, I like it here."

We had been in India for three months and I loved it. Things had gone smoothly so far and we had fallen into a nice routine. I decided to go shopping at my usual place one day and the owner I usually liked was driving me crazy about this new incense. She was telling me how everyone in India burns incense to ward away evil spirits. I took it just to appease her since she had insisted I decided what the heck and lit the stupid thing. I was never much into them anyway, but it smelt pretty good and she was adamant about me having them so I thought why not.

I yawned and noticed I was getting tired and decided to relax on the couch. I didn't hear my phone ring but Jasper felt something was wrong and headed back from his hunt just in time to catch the phone ring this time.

"Gabby." He slapped my face lightly and I moaned.

"Carlisle take her." I felt myself being passed and movement but I wasn't sure what was going on. I could also hear a plane and Edward talking.

"We're ready." He said I assume to Jasper but I am not sure.

I was laid on something soft and I heard Jasper talking to me softly and soothingly. He was upset and I could hear the panic in his voice. It was like I was in a heavy fog or haze of some sort and I couldn't break out of it. I could hear parts of their conversation as I slipped in and out. I heard Alice walk in.

"How is she?" She asked.

"She's the same." Carlisle answered from my right side.

I could feel her take my hand.

"We got there in time. Aro will still be behind us she'll be ok Jasper the effects of the herb just have to wear off."

"I should have been more careful." Jasper said back. I could tell he sounded broken.

"You couldn't have known. I should have seen further ahead." Alice said back.

Carlisle cut in.

"This is neither of your faults. We are all doing our best to protect her. I am very proud of the efforts of everyone. We must not blame ourselves what we must do is find out why Aro wants her and then make him realize he doesn't. Perhaps there is another approach."

"She can't do much pregnant." Jasper said moving to my side and stroking my face.

"So we improvise." Carlisle said back.

I moaned tossing my head back and forth. Jasper stroked my cheek.

"It's ok beautiful I'm here. It's ok calm down honey." I was angry first, why wouldn't Aro go away? Why couldn't I communicate like I wanted to and what had happened? Someone had tried to hurt me and my baby.

"Gabby, sweetheart." He tried again rubbing my arm. "It's ok you are safe. We're with the family and everything will be ok love." So he says he's not laying here stuck under what feels like a ton of bricks and unable to fight his way to the surface. I feel like I'm drowning like I can't open my eyes to see the light no matter how hard I try. I want to scream and it won't come out.

I tossed my heard harder and felt him straddle me.

"Carlisle." He said then.

"I don't know Jasper. I don't know what they gave her or how to combat the effects of it in her body. All I know is she inhaled it. Alice said she will sleep it off and she appears fine you are the only one who can calm her."

I heard him then.

"My sweet girl listen to me. I'm with you always right here just give it time and let this stuff, this poison in your system wear off ok darlin'. Please relax for the baby's sake. I can't help if you won't let me. You're fighting me. Let me help. Will you do that? Please?"

My breathing was irregular and my heartbeat though shallow was racing. He placed his hand on my stomach.

"Darlin' he's really wound tight. Please let me help." Hearing his voice I reached for him but my hands were too weak. He saw the gesture.

"It's ok love. I know. Carlisle may we be alone?"

I heard the door shut very quietly and felt him leaning down to my ear.

"We're alone now, just me and you. You have to relax."

I felt the slow caresses of his fingers on my abdomen.

"Gabby he's so stressed love, drink and relax please be calm with me. Take me in."

I felt him kiss me gently then bite his lip. The metallic taste of his blood running slowly into my mouth it was warm and refreshing and I wanted more. I could feel calm rolling off of him in waves as he moved my lips to his neck. As I took him in I took in not only his life force but his calmness, his love, and his peace.

My breathing slowed and my heartbeat was almost nonexistent. He smiled as I released his neck.

"There you are so much more relaxed now and the baby is too. He is calm like his mother." I felt his thumbs brush my face.

"I promised you I would protect you and I didn't. I won't fail you again angel." His lips went to my head for a gentle kiss then I felt his face snuggle into the crook of my neck. He pulled the covers over us and wrapped around me. His hand remained on our son keeping him calm. I could feel the baby moving in my stomach and it was almost as if he were repositioning himself to cradle against Jasper's hand.

It was so sweet. He knew daddy loved him. He's right daddy does. I just hope we can figure something out for our future endeavors. I don't know where this is all going or why Aro wants me so bad but I do know my child will be safe from him if it takes my life to do so.