One of my first requests dedicated to redtwiheart12 who was my 2nd reviewer

One of my first requests dedicated to redtwiheart12 who was my 2nd reviewer!

What Hurts the Most

I was sure I could deal with the pain by leavin'
But that bother me
I can take some memories now and then
And just let watch 'em out
I'm not afraid to die inside every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still just kills me
There are days every now and again
I try to pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And havin to walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And you not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of leavin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see my family and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And havin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And you not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Uhh hey yeaaaaaaaaah!

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And you not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

You not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Ohh ohh!