Kat: So yeah here's the letter for Wheeler... I feel bad that im not posting as much as i would like. Kinda planned to post every day or every other day. Im sorry if im not posting quick enough for you readers. Please forgive me if its not enough or quick enough for you.
I blame taking summer classes right now for not posting enough right now. So i might not be able to post again for a few days maybe a week or something. I dont know right now, just kinda depends on work load from my classes. Please please forgive me.
Dear Joey,
I'm so sorry I couldn't tell you this in person, but I'm going away. Not just for a couple of days, not just for a couple of weeks, not just for a couple of months. For good. I didn't know how to tell you about it, it scared me, because you are my best friend, Joey. The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance.There is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one. Saying goodbye, was the hardest thing to do, I never thought I would, especially not to you. You always listened, and knew what to say, knew when to give a hug. The hardest part of any friendship is when it is time to say goodbye, and even though I wished I could make you stay, I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly.
You are my friend and this is true, our friendship is strong between me and you. We had moments that were good and bad, even times that made us happy and sad. We supported each other through everything. I'm sorry for the things I've done and for the things I may do. I'm sorry that my brain is like this. Joey, you've got such an incredible future ahead of you and I'm sorry I won't be there to see it all. Just know that I will and always will be proud of anything you do. I'm sorry that you didn't know this about me. It's been hard for a long time, and I hope you all know that the connections I've made with each of you have made me so happy. I'm sorry I kept this to myself, but I didn't want you to worry. I love you. I'm so sorry.
Im not sure what else to say besides the fact I will miss everything about you. I'm glad I got to know you Wheeler. If it doesn't sound too weird, I would actually say that you've become a good friend of mine in this short time. Thank you for accepting me without even knowing me. You are the brother I always wished I had. Though our path may change as life goes along, but the bond between us remains ever strong. Some people leave our lives unexpectedly, we hold on to the memories, and spend the rest of our lives searching for little reminders of them. Please always remember me. How, what and why the painful part of our relationship happened doesn't matter anymore. Though it's only been a short while I've never had a friend like you, but soon I will be leaving you, and I don't know what to do, your love and understanding, have brought me a new. I am so glad that I met you, although our acquaintance wasn't long, you have made a big impact in my life, and it is thanks to you, why I remain strong, your friendship means the world. Those aren't enough and will never be enough to erase the beautiful parts. I will love you, unconditionally always. I am proud of what we shared, I am proud of being your friend. You're a good person Joey and I hope you stay exactly the way you are and I hope you get a meaningful life filled with happiness and love.
And now I'll get to the reason as to why I'm writing this letter to you. It's time for me to leave. I'll be honest with you, I'm not sure when or if I'll ever get back so this might be the last thing you'll hear from me. I'm not good at this 'saying goodbye' thing so if this is the last words I'll ever give you, I just want you to know that I think you're a wonderful person and a good friend.
I hope I'll see you again.
From
Cassie Blake
Damn it all, Fuck Cassie. I will miss you. I started crying. I never thought this would be the end. You will be missed. I looked out the window I know everyone else will miss you too.
Kat: So yeah there you go... Please dont hate me. I might only have 26 chapters and im stuck on the last chapter .