Silent Angel:
Weak knees and butterflies:
Dean couldn't stop thinking about the way Micheal reacted to him when he mentioned Castiel's scars. Micheal just stood there, back to him, hands on the kitchen counter, head hung.
"How did you find out about those? Never mind, I don't care. I don't care how close you are to Castiel, he hates it being brought up so I suggest you don't talk about it anymore. If he wants you to know then as soon as you teach him how to talk, I'm sure he'll tell you. You can leave now."
Dean couldn't stop thinking about those words. 'He hates it being brought up.' When Dean asked Cas about them he didn't seem angry he just seemed...broken.
Castiel was sitting in the back of Dean's car, since he allowed Sam to sit in the front, he was thinking about Micheal's words to him last night after Dean left.
'You need to be more Carful.' Castiel was being carful, it's not his fault Dean opened the door while he was getting out the shower. Castiel was confused now. He wanted to tell about them, he really did but he kept hearing Micheal's voice in the back of his head telling him not to.
"Well this the most awkward car ride ever" Sam coughed trying to break the silence.
"You alright back there Cas?" Dean asked looking the rear view mirror. Castiel nodded. "You sure. You look like there a lot on your mind. You don't have to lie we're friends remember."
"Still only friends?" Sam thought to himself. "Is Dean really that stupid? It's obvious Cas like him back."
"If you ok all you gotta do it yes" Dean said looking back at the window. "If you're not then just say no. Simple."
Castiel was grateful for all of Dean's help and even now that Dean knew about Castiel's 'wings' he was still trying to help and they were still friends. Dean didn't mind Crowley or Alister making fun of him for being friends with Cas. Castiel had never had friends before, usually having friends requires talking.
"Ys" Castiel said finally.
"Yes? Good, that's good" Dean smiled, pulling into the drive way of their house.
John, (Dean and Sam's dad) was watching from the window. Dean opened Castiel's door for him, shut it behind him. John opened the door and let them in,
"You must be Castiel" John said offering the boy his hand. "I've heard a lot about you." Castiel smiled as he shock the older mans hand, "h-a-ll-o" he said shyly.
"Hello. Guys I'm gonna go get some pizza, any thing you want while I'm out?" John asked opening the front door.
"No" they all shock their heads. Sam went up stairs to start his homework, leaving Dean and Castiel alone.
Dean wanted to ask Castiel about the scars in the shape of angel wings on his back, but after yesterday he thought he should let Castiel have a break of thinking about things before he asked.
"T.v?" Dean asked gesturing to the couch. Nodding Castiel took a seat on the couch. Casually he flicked through the channels until finding what he wanted. An old episode of coyote and the road runner. Dean chuckled and sat next to Castiel. Dean was more interested in Cas than the program it's self. When Castiel wasn't watching television he just seem quite, emotionless and silent. When the t.v was on he would smile, laugh and that's the way Dean wanted him to be.
"Can you tell me the name of this program?" Dean said after awhile. Castiel hit the button on the remote that told you what you was watching. "No, I want you to tell me, with this" Dean pointed to Castiel's perfect, pink lips.
"C-c-" Castiel stuttered. He hadn't even tried talking since yesterday.
"Coyote and the roadrunner." Dean said as Castiel turned to face him,
"C-o-te n d-a ro-d-ru-nn-r?" Castiel was trying but knowing he was doing it right depressed him and he looked down embarrassed.
"Cas, it's ok. Your doing great" Dean assured him as he lifted his head up, "trust me. You're doing amazing."
"Pizza!" John shouted coming in through the door.
"You hungry Cas?" Dean asked looking at him with a smile.
"Ys" Castiel said, smiling back. There was a warm feeling in his heart and he couldn't understand what it was. He felt like his stomach was full of butterflies. He couldn't tell if it was good or bad but he knew that Dean's smile made his knees feel weak.
John layed the pizza boxes on the table and sat in the armchair, leaving Sam to sit on the end of the couch next to Dean so Dean could still sit next to Cas.
Castiel, who only ate 3 slices of pizza finished first. Sam next only eating 4 and then Dean eating almost as much as his father.
"What time you gotta go home, Cas?" John asked clearing up the rubbish.
"8" Dean answered for him.
"Ok" John said sitting back in the arm chair.
"Hey, Cas, you can help me with some homework?" Dean asked suddenly. Castiel nodded, confused considering Castiel couldn't tell Dean the answer.
"Thanks" Dean pulled the boy of the sofa and towards the stairs and then into his room. They sat in silence while Castiel looked over Dean's homework, finally Castiel handed it pack to him. Having done the working out but written in any answers. Dean was his best friend but there was no way he was going to do Dean's homework for him.
"Thanks" Dean smiled using the working out to write his answers in the boxes. Dean looked back at Castiel, setting his homework aside. Castiel smile made his knees feel weak and his laugh always gave him butterflies.
"Cas" Dean said swolling the lump in his throat, trying to get his words out, "I want to ask you something." Castiel blinked, turning a little so he could face Dean properly. He could sense that Dean was nervous and this worried him a little but he tried no to show it so much. "There's a new cinema opening a few blocks down and I was wonder... Wouldyouliketogowithme?" He said it all at the same time. Castiel didn't understand what we was saying and looked at him blankly.
"Would you like to go to the cinema...with me?" Dean asked again, looking down as if it was hard for him to say.
Castiel nodded, "ys" he said smiling. Dean's knees were weak again. There were no words to describe how happy Castiel made Dean feel at that moment.
"Ok. How's Saturday sound?" Dean asked, trying to keep the clear excitement out of his voice.
"Ys" Castiel said with a little chuckle, he wasn't expecting that. The they were, the butterflies in Dean's tummy. They were back.
"How does 5 sound? That way I can be sure you'll be back by 8?" Dean's smile weakening Cas's knees.
"Ys" Castiel said again. His sile widening as he laid down on Dean's bed.
Dean drove Castiel home, walked him to the door and hugged him good bye.
"I'll see you tomorrow when I pick you up." Just like that Dean left. His emotions were driving him crazy and he was confused and scared so he just left. When he got home Sam was waiting for him along with John.
"What?" he asked closing the door behind him.
"Sam tells me you and Cas have feelings for each other" John began.
"What?" Dean asked, slightly angry he turned to Sam.
"You know you do. Have you asked him out yet?" Sam asked surprised at his older brothers irritation.
"We're going out to that new cinema tomorrow. But it's not a date because there are no feelings there!" Dean roared. He was usually so careful about showing his feelings, how could his brother see right through him.
"Even you can't be that stupid" Sam returned.
"Sam" John said sternly. "Dean, I saw the way you were with him today. You really care about him."
"His my best friend" Dean said, '
why am I still hiding my feelings for Cas? They already know!'
"You just don't want to say how you really feel" Sam told him.
"Why would I deny feeling for someone who makes me as happy as Cas does?" Dean asked starting a feel a little violated.
"I don't know, why would you?" John asked taking a seat in the armchair.
"Because Cas is a guy." Sam said crossing his arms "and your entire life you've liked girls. You've wanted to be with them, in that way. Suddenly Castiel Novak comes along and everything goes Topsy turfy. Here's a boy who can't talk, won't start a fight, won't retaliate if you hit him. A boy you can't figure out and you like that. You can't tell if it's his eyes, his smile or just who he is but you like him, you know in that way. The only reason you won't say it out loud is because your afraid, because as soon as you say it, it becomes real and things get serious and your still afraid of commitment!"
Dean was lost for words. Sam dos right and he knew it. What was he going to do?
