Silent Angel:

Forgiveness:

"Cas, I'm so sorry about yesterday" Dean said when Castiel got in the car, "you know I didn't mean to."

Castiel nodded.

"Can you forgive me?"

Castiel shrugged. He wanted to but he couldn't help but think it would happen again.

"I didn't mean to, you know that"

Castiel nodded, yet again.

"But you can't forgive me?" Dean wasn't sure if he should be more sorry or angry.

Castiel shrugged.

"You don't know? Oh my g-" Dean stopped. 'No, no, no. Don't say it. Not religion! Your in enough shit already. Don't make it worse!' Dean took a deep breath,

"How can I get you to forgive me? I'll do anything."

Castiel thought for a while, then much to Dean's displease, he shrugged again.

"Ok. Fine" Dean started the car and drove towards the school. They sat in silence, due to Castiel's inability to talk and Dean's fear of saying the wrong thing.

'I could take him on another date' Dean thought to himself as he stopped at a traffic light, 'buy him lunch...No he brings lunch. I'll buy him something. Start teaching him to talk again.' Thats when Dean relised they hadn't had a lesson in weeks, he was to caught up in having a crush on him to teach him anything.

'Why don't you just forgive him?' Castiel shouted to himself, 'he apologized. You said you would never hold a grudge again, what do you call this. It's not like it's his fault. He just forgot, he wasn't thinking. He was caught up in the moment. Thats it, he was to busy thinking about how much he liked you to think about all the pain you were in. He was just being nice. That's what couples do. Couples put hands under each others shirts, and they don't get pissed off about it!'

"Hey Cas" Dean said turning left at the roundabout, "I just remembered, we haven't had a lesson for a few weeks, what do you say, we start learning again. That'll be good right? We stopped learning after out... First kiss."

Dean remembered that night. Castiel walking him to his front door, the sweet contact of lips. He could never forget it.

"Ys" Castiel nodded.

"Good, so, we can start tomorrow, my place, after school?"

"Ys."

"Good." Dean pulled into the parking lot. "Gym, first thing." Dean reminded him opening the door for Castiel before taking his hand. "Mind us showering at the same time now that I've seen you without a shirt on anyway?"

Castiel gave him a knowing look.

"I know you don't like it, but it's me. I've already seen then. Micheal even told the story of how you got them."

Castiel glared at Dean,

"It's ok. I mean, it's a horrible story and I'm sorry you had to go through it but, I don't think any less of you. Your still hansom" Dean assured his boyfriend, entangling their fingers even more, if that was possable. Castiel thought for a moment. Dean was right, he had already seen him shirtless. He didn't mind Dean knowing the back story, he just wished Micheal had consulted him before telling Dean the details. Now that Dean knew, things were easy. Since that caused most of Castiel's issues, now Dean could figure out a way around them, but Cas didn't know if he was ready to Dean see them again, the first time it was only by accident.

"I promise, I won't touch them. I won't even look at them, unless you ask me to of corse. Cas, I'm just worried about you. Please?" Dean begged.

Castiel sighed, 'It's not really my place to say when Dean can and can't shower.' Then he nodded.

"If you'd rather I didn't then just say" Dean mentioned, "I don't wanna invade your space or anything."

Castiel shock his head.

"Ok. Good. Come on, let's see if Sammy's spending anymore time with that Jess girl?" He pulled into the school parking lot. As he went to put an arm around Castiel, Cas (even though he didn't mean to) flinched. Dean's heart broke a little on the inside, as he settled to just holding Castiel's hand. Castiel felt bad about flinching unknowingly so he squeezed Dean's hand in reassurance. Dean offered him a weak smile but his heart was still slightly torn up inside. He led a rather sorry looking Castiel into the school building. Sam was sitting around a table with a punch of other people from his year, Jess was sitting next to him and they both locked happy. Sam looked up at Dean and smiled, Dean smiled back and led Cas away, Sam wanted to hang with his friends, then Dean was gonna let him do that.

"So, how's it going, fags?" Came Alister's voice from behind them.

"Just keep walking, Cas. Just keep walking" Dean whispered noticing Cas tense a little. They contuied down the hall way, only to find their path blocked by Crowley.

"Crowley, get out of the way!" Dean shouted.

"I only wanna talk to you, I'm not going to hurt you. As long as you communicate with me" Crowley said approaching them.

"I'm not interested" Dean tried leading Cas around Crowley but Crowley just kept getting in the way. "Let us past!"

"I just want-to-talk" Crowley repeated.

"About what?"

"You don't sound like you want to talk Dean" Crowley smirked, putting his hands in his pockets.

"Well, that might be because I'm not really interested" Dean explained, pulling Castiel closer to his side, fearing that either Crowley or Alister will start throwing punches soon. Castiel curled his hands around Dean's arm. "Now, if you don't mind." As Dean went to walk away but Crowley tripped him up and where Castiel was also holding onto Dean, he fell too. Dean hit the floor face first, Castiel landed his top half on Dean his bottom half on the floor.

"Cas, you alright?" Dean asked as he felt Castiel roll off of him so he could sit up.

"Ys" Castiel helped Dean off the floor. "Den" Castiel said his face flooded with worry as he wiped his hand under Dean's nose and showed him the blood.

"It's ok, Cas. I'll be fine. It'll - It'll heal soon enough" Dean pushed Castiel's hand away.

"S-s-s" Castiel couldn't remember how to say it.

"You trying to say sorry?" Dean asked cupping his boyfriends face. Castiel nodded. "It's not you fault." Castiel smiled weakly, that's not what he meant. He was trying to apologize for last night, he over reacted.

"Come on" Dean took Castiel's hand again and led him to the nurses office.

"What happened?" she asked.

"I fell over and took Cas down with me" Dean answered sitting on the bed.

"Are you hurt, sweetie?" the nurse asked Cas, who was sitting next to Dean on the bed stroking the back of Dean's neck and tucking his hair behind his ears. Castiel shock his head, his leg ached a little from hitting the floor but it wasn't that bad, Dean needed his attention right now.

"Don't lie Cas" Dean said pulling the boys hands away from face again.

"Are you hurt?" the nurse asked again. Castiel pointed to his leg, "that hurt? It doesn't look bad, I'll go get another ice pack." She wondered off.

"Cas, you don't have to lie" Dean moved his head while holding the ice back over it, "if you're hurt you just have to say so. No matter how hurt I am I will always put you first, you know that."

"S-s"

"Stop apologizing, none of this is your fault. You have nothing to be sorry for. Last night, that was my fault to" Dean put his free hand around Cas's shoulders, to his surprise Castiel didn't flinch; in response Castiel placed his head on Dean's shoulder. "I wasn't thinking, I should have remember. I hope one day you can forgive me." Castiel nodded, "can that day be today?" Castiel nodded again. "Thank you." Dean kissed Castiel head.

"Here" the nurse said walking back in and placing the ice pack on Castiel's leg.

'That is cold. Oh my goodness' Castiel winced a little and hissed.

"It's ok. It'll help make it better" Dean whispered. Dean handed the nurse his ice pack back.

"You can leave now" she told him.

"No. I'd rather stay, my boyfriend needs me right now" Dean said his other hand resting on Castiel's shoulder, snaking up to hold his neck.

"Ok" she nodded, "put you will both have to go to class soon."

"Thats fine" Dean said, pressing his forehead to Castiel's.