Silent Angel:

The wall:

"Talk" Castiel said sitting next to Dean in the car. It had been weeks and Castiel was sick and tired of Dean's wall, it was coming down wether Dean let it down or Castiel broke it down, it was going down.

"About what?" Dean blinked at him, he already knew but he wanted to here Castiel ask. He was obviously trying to figure out how to say it.

"Yo-r da-d" Castiel took the car keys, so they couldn't go anywhere until Dean spoke about it.

"Cas, give me the keys" Dean asked, with a playful smile.

"Talk!" Castiel shock his head.

"Just give me the keys" Dean's smile faded. "No talking until you give me the keys!"

"No - key. Talk" Castiel crossed his arms not knowing where to put the key to keep it away from Dean.

"Give me the keys" Dean was more forceful this time.

Castiel shock his head again.

"Cas, stop being a baby!" Dean shouted, running a hand through his hair, "for god sake, give me the keys!"

Castiel shock his head, again and stuffed the keys down his trousers.

"As if that'll stop me" Dean undone his seat belt and climbed over to get to keys, finally graping hold if them he pulled them out. Castiel just took them back. He locked the car and held the keys out of the slightly opened window on his side.

'Son-of-a-bitch' Dean thought to himself. 'He sure is sneaky!'

Castiel remembered watching Lucifer do this to Micheal once. He glared at Dean.

"You're a frickin' child you know that?" Dean voice was angry but controlled, the last thing he needed was Castiel flipping out on him.

"Talk!" Castiel replied, calm and pain.

"I don't need to talk" Dean slammed his hands down on the stearing wheel. Castiel flinched in his seat, he knew Dean wouldn't hit him but he just couldn't help it. Dean looked away from Castiel, his eyes feel upon the window that revealed the Novak house hold. Everyone was staring at them, clearly they'd heard him shout or something. That just made him feel worse. Gabriel, slowly walked out the door and over to the car, he walked to Castiel's side and took the keys from his hand,

"I'm with you Cassie" after throwing a glare at Dean he walked back over to the house.

"Great, so I'm locked in, your punk-ass older brother's got the keys and you're mad at me. God, this day can't get any better" Dean sarcastically rolled his eyes in Castiel's direction. There was that glare again.

"Not mad" Castiel pulled his hand back in the window and put his hands in his lap.

"No, you're not mad. I forgot, to be mad you have to have feelings" Dean saw the hurt look on Castiel's face and he would have apologized if he wasn't so mad. Castiel, he could, would have slammed the car door behind him and walked to school but he couldn't.

Castiel turned his back instead. Dean took a deep breath in,

"why is it so important to you? Why do you care how I feel? I'm not the one who needs the attention. You need me, more than I ordinarily thought you did. I'm not that important" Dean confessed wiping his face with his hand. Castiel chuckled. Did Dean really hate himself that much?

"You think it's funny" Dean clicked his knuckles. A noise Castiel knew all to well. "Do you think any of this is funny? In anyway what so ever?"

Castiel shock his head, it wasn't funny. It was just interesting that Dean actually thought less of himself than he did of Cas. He would never really showed any signs of self-hate before, finally they were getting somewhere.

"Then what is it?" Dean threw his hands in the air.

"Think he needs help?" Anna asked Micheal.

"No. This is something Castiel has to do alone" Micheal replied.

"Think he'll do it?" Eventually" Uriel put his hands in his pockets. They were all standing by, just incase things did get out of hand.

"No-tin" Castiel sighed. "Talk. Pl-es."

Dean sighed. "Cas, I don't need to talk. I'm fine."

The wall was back. It was coming down, but Dean's putting the bricks back together. Castiel groaned in frustration, that wall was tough.

"Talk!" Castiel said again.

"We've been talking since you got in the car!" Dean pointed out, "we're going to be late, call Gabriel and get the keys!"

Castiel shock his head, "talk!"

"We have talked. If I get in late, Singer'll kill me" Dean sighed, "I'll call him. Gabriel, come on. You can give the keys back!"

"Sorry, I've been told I can only give these keys to Cassie" Gabriel shouted back, twisting the keys around on his finger.

"Oh my god, Cas why are you doing this?" Dean asked turning to the blue eyed boy, yet again. Castiel had his back to him again. "You wanna talk, but I don't need to talk." Dean's voice was lowering but he was still frustrated.

"Yo ned t talk" Castiel stuttered, turning back.

"No, I don't. You're the one who doesn't know how to talk" Dean reached over to touch Castiel's face but his hand was shoved a side. "You want me to talk about my dad, I really don't have anything to say about him. No can we drop the subject?"

Castiel shock his head. The subject was staying up until the wall came down.

"Like your dad, after mum died, he was never the same" Dean began. "He was just different. His books got darker and he stayed away for longer. He was my dad and when he was with us we had fun. It wasn't quantity with dad it was quality. The way it should be for every parent. I could never ask for a better father, he did everything. Taught me how to fix an engine. Let me drive his car, taught me how to drive, he was there through all my driving lessons. No matter how long he was gone, he made up for it when he got back. I remember one Christmas, he tried cooking a turkey but he burnt it and we ended up having Chinese take away instead." Dean smiled, through his tears. Castiel smiled back at him.

"He, always let me and Sam read his books and they were amazing. Even after they got darker, he was an amazing writer. He used to read to us, every Friday would be our movie night. We'd take it in turns to choose. Sam would get stuck between star wars or Harry Potter. Dad was stuck on Gone In Sixty Seconds or Angels and Demons. I was just whatever. He would always treat us like little poor princes. To him that's who we were. Me and Sam where royalty to him. The only thing he had left to keep him going in this impossible situation. He did good, defently. There is no way anyone could ever have a better dad than my dad. No matter what anyone says, my dad was and still is, the best dad in the hole world" Dean let a tear run down his check.

Castiel wiped Dean tear away, while he was looking into the green eyes he could see the wall slowly crashing down.

"I miss him and I love him" Dean said, "I can't believe his gone and I want him to come back." Castiel smiled, that was all he wanted. All he wanted was for Dean to admit he needed to talk, he just wanted Dean to be honest and talk to him.

"It o-k" Castiel was so close, Dean could feel his breath on his face.
"Thank you for caring Cas" Dean smiled weakly at him. Castiel nodded, and kissed him. He pulled back and moved Dean's hair out of his eyes.

"Sc-oo-l?" Castiel whispered.

Dean checked the clock, "we're late anyways" he smiled, pulling Castiel on top of him. Several minutes past.

"Do you think they forgot about these?" Gabriel asked holding the keys up.

"No. They just, they're making up first" Lucifer said ruffling Gabriel's hair.

Castiel looked down at Dean,

"What's the matter?" Dean asked, twisting Castiel's hair in his fingers. Castiel took the hand Dean had under his shirt and moved it around from his chest to his back, he was hesitant but he was sure it was right. He let Dean's hand fall on his scars. Dean smiled again,

"I'm proud of you" Dean muttered, willingly accepting Castiel's mouth over his again. Then something fell on Castiel's seat. He pulled away and picked it up,

"What is it?" Dean asked. First Castiel held up the keys, passed them to Dean, picked up a condom and read the note attached.

'Hey, Cassie. We don't mind where you do it or when, but it's important to stay safe. Love Lucifer :p'

Castiel showed the note to Dean, who chuckled.

"At least they care about you. Come on, let's go. We'll make up for this later" Dean smiled sitting up. It felt to good to have the wall down. He let Castiel in and felt more connected to him than ever.