Silent Angel:

(So, I did plan on this being the last chapter... But I am having a hard time letting this story go :( so, I might upload one after this but enjoy this chapter anyway and thanks for reading this story, I couldn't have done it without you)

You need me and I need you:

"What exactlly are you saying doctor?" Micheal asked, his voice breaking a little.

"It's very unlikly that he will wake up now. His been in that coma for mouths now. Life surport is keeping him alive but there is a high possablity that he is -"

"Dead?"

"Yes, we have to think about taking him off soon" the doctor sighed and handed him a leflet. "I'm so sorry."

"I have to talk to Dean first. It's his dissoin too" Micheal held his own hand to stop it shaking.

"I understand" she walked away.

Micheal put a hand threw his hair and threw the leflet in the bin, he didn't need it. He knew what Dean would say. He has said it everyday since this happened, 'No, Cas is awake in there somewhere. He'll wake up soon, I promise. He has to, he's never let me down before, I won't let him start now.'

"Dean" Micheal sighed as he entered the room, "there uh - there's something I want to say."

"No, Micheal. Cas is awake somewhere, in there and-"

"Not about that, I - I'm not ready to cast him off" Micheal took the empty chair and faced Dean. "I remember when Cas was born. I was 10 and uh - I made it my responsablity that day to look after him and I did. After our mum passed away a year later, I looked after everyone where my dad was in depression. I looked after him, I looked after myself, I looked after everyone else and then, there was the... Inccedent. It only go worse, I sort of tightened my grip on him, I almost locked him up. I was so afraid that someone else would hurt and then he met you" Micheal stopped for a minute to dry his eyes "and, I'll admit, I had mixed emotions about it. The half of me that was still his brother was happy for him and the half of me that was his prision graude, never gave you a chance. I can't apolagize enough for that. You really are good for him and I'm sorry for all the times I doubted that."

"It's ok" Dean dried his green eyes and looked at Castiel's still body. "I would have done the same thing if any of that happened to Sammy. I could never forgive myself. I understnad if you and your family want to move on but I can't. I'm not ready to say goodbye. Cas is still awake in there somewhere and I'm not ready to see him leave. I'm sorry."

"Did you want to be alone?" Micheal questioned.

"No, his your brother too."

...

Inside Cas's head:

"Why can't I wake up?" He asked Dean.

"You're not well enough, theres no rush." Dean strocked his hair and kissed his cheek.

"I love you"

"I love you too, you don't need to rush to get back to me. Take your time so you can get well and then you can wake up. I'm not going anywhere" Dean pulled Castiel into a hug and they stayed like that for hours.

"This is my heaven" Castiel whispered, "but I'm not ready to go to pardise, not yet. There's still something I have to take care of in the not so perfect world."

"Like what?"

"You, again and again and again" Castiel swollowed, "plus. Someone has to take car of you and whose better at doing that but me?"

"No one. I need you."

"I need you too. "

"You gotta promise that you'll come back to me"

"I promise Dean. I'm hear. I'm still awake, I'm just, I'm just taking a break" Castiel smiled, looking to Deans green eyes. "I have nothing if I don't have you."

"Ditto" Dean chuckled.

...

The room was silent as Dean looked at Castiel's body, stroking his hand. Micheal had left long ago. Dean couldn't handle seeing Castiel like this, he shuffled the chair a little closer and touched his boyfriends face.

"I am in love you, Castiel Novak and if you don't wake up. I'm going to the highest building and I'm jumping off of it, because I'd rather die with you that live on and be alone. Do you understand me! We're in this together, remember? Or have you already forgotten? I'm nothing without you, so you have to come back and I know you will because, you're too kind to do something like to me. It might seem selfish that I haven't even asked if you wanted to wake to up but I'd rather have you hate me and be alive that be dead and love me, so you have to understand that I love you more anything. So, if it's light out for you then, it's lights out for me. I love you." Dean put his lips to Castiels and wiped his eyes. "I need you to hear me and if you can, all you have to do is squeeze my hand. Thats it. You're in a coma, but your going to be alright. I won't let you just disapear." Then he felt it. A little, weak squezze but he felt it. "Can you hear me?" There it was again. "Do it again?" And again. "Try to open your eyes? Come on, baby you can do it. I believe in you." He could see Castiel's eyelids trying to open, as if to encourage him Dean kissed him again, when he pulled away there they were; those familair blue eyes. "I don't think I've been happier to see you" Dean cried pulling Castiel into his arms. It took a lot of effort but Castiel eventally managed to put his arms around Dean.

"Micheal! Guys, get in here" Dean shouted, "quick."

"What is it?" Micheal called bursting though the door.

"Cas, y-your awake?"