Rosalie's POV:
I felt so guilty for what I was doing, but I couldn't help it I was in love with him now. Emmet didn't love me anymore anyway. He will never go back to the way he used to be so cheerful and always smiling and joking.
We used to be soo happy, but these days he is always snapping at me and constantly being nasty. And the days when he wasn't that way he was too overly nice like he was trying to hide something. So I turned to a friend for comfort and found so much more. My new secret love, as I liked to call him, was more caring and loving and was always there for me.
We lay in bed, his arms wrapped tightly around me. I turned around, so our bodies were now facing each other. I stretched my neck up and kissed him. It felt wrong but so right. He looked down at me smiling then kissed my forehead.
"I love you," he whispered in my ear. This was he first time he'd said that to me, I was glad as I felt the same way.
"I love you too." I whispered. "But don't you feel guilty about what were doing?" I asked him as he stroked my hair.
"Sort of, but you don't love Emmet anymore do you?"
"No but I still care about him. But what about you? Don't you feel guilty for what your doing to.." He slammed his lips against mine before I could finish my sentence.
"I do feel guilty but I love you." he reassured me.
"Aren't you worried Alice will have a vision of us together then she will tell.." before I could finish my sentence again he put his finger on my lip.
"Rose it's okay. Calm down. Lets just enjoy the time we have together." he said. I was calm at once.
Edward's POV:
She sighed. "Ohh Edward why is he being like this with me? I just want him to be close to me again. I feel like he's cheating on me and he doesn't want to know me anymore and I don't understand why." she cried.
"Oh it will be ok. I know he still loves you if that helps. You know you can always come to me if you need someone to talk to. Ill always be here for you."
"I'm gunner let you get back to Bella. Tell her to wear the white dress I picked out for her for dinner tonight." She pecked me on the cheek " Thanks for everything Edward. Oh and sorry I made you lie to Bella, I just needed to talk to you alone."
"No problem. Bye, love you."
"Love you too." she giggled as she danced out the room.
After she left I called Bella but she didn't answer. I tried again five minutes later but there was still no answer, so I headed off to find her.
Bella's POV:
I was dehydrated, not because of the humidity but because of rivers of tears I had cried. My cell had rang but I ignored it. It rang again so I grabbed it too see who it was. It was Edward. Edward. I clenched my fist at the sound of his name, then launched my cell across the bathroom. It kept on ringing so I crawled over to where I had smashed it against the wall. I tried to take the battery out, but I couldn't. I noticed the picture I used as my screensaver on my cell. It was a picture of me and Jacob. I started to think about Jacob then. He had always been there for me. Jake had always loved me, but I had always told him we could only ever be friends, as I loved Edward more. I thought nothing would ever come in between my love for Edward, but obviously I was oblivious. Edward meant nothing to me anymore. I was lying to myself. Convincing myself that Edward was perfect. I didn't know what I had done to deserve him. I knew he was too good to be true. Jacob had always said he could make me happier than Edward ever could, if I gave him a chance. And I never did. I just kept lying to myself, telling myself Jacob was just a friend when I knew he was soo much more. Jacob would never hurt me the way Edward had. Why didn't I see this before. I love Jacob. I love him more than Edward. I need to find him. I need to tell him how I feel. I need to hold him again. And kiss him. I need to feel his burning skin against mine. I want Jacob more than ever now. I stood up and went over to the sink. I swilled my face with cold water and combed through my hair. I grabbed my purse and set off to find Jacob.
I knocked on Jacobs door but there was no answer. I waiting a while before I knocked again. He finally came to the door. My heart was bulging out of my chest as he was standing in front of me with just a bed sheet wrapped around his waist.
"Hey bells," he whispered.
"Hey Jake, oh sorry were you sleeping." I asked. He looked around his room.
"Err no, are you okay? You look like you have been crying."
"I've been better. Can I talk to you."
He looked around again. "Sure come in."
I sat down on the couch and Jacob sat beside me. "What's up?" He asked.
"Well…" I began before I was interrupted.
"Jake are you coming back to bed?" She looked over at me.
"Ohh sorry I didn't realise someone was here." I noticed she had a English accent. Jake shot up and ran over to her.
"Bella this is Chelsea." he introduced me. "Chelsea this is Bella." He had a girlfriend!
I should of known Jake wouldn't wait for me forever. As far as he knew I loved Edward. He was just doing the right thing getting over me and moving on. Only now I didn't want him to get over me and move on, I wanted him to be with me. I had my chance with him and I blew it. I was so angry and jealous that this Chelsea person had come from nowhere and took my Jacob. Jacob was my best friend, I know him better than she did. She doesn't deserve to have someone like Jake. Why did I care anyway Jake was just my friend. Nothing more. Who was I kidding this was breaking my heart. I loved him.
"Ohh you're Bella. Its nice to meet you." She said as she held out her hand. I shook it.
"Nice to meet you too." I said. She looked up at Jacob with her huge brown eyes, she flickered her long, feather like eyelashes at him. She was stunning. She had long, brown hair down her back. She was just a bit paler than Jacob. Although she was petit she was still beautiful. I felt intimidated around her. He bent down and kissed her perfect full lips. She looked over at me and smiled. She has a amazing smile as well and high cheekbones. I had no chance against this girl. I forced a smile back.
"Sorry I interrupted something didn't I? I should go" Chelsea said.
"No its okay am gunner leave now anyway. Ill catch up with you later at dinner, Jacob." I said as I searched for my purse.
"Chelsea will be joining us all too tonight, so I can introduce her to everyone." Jake added.
"Great." I forced another smile. "At least you have someone you can cuddle up to and watch the sunset with now Jake." Jacob laughed.
"Bye Chelsea, Bye Jake." I called as I snuck out.
"Bye Bella," Chelsea yelled. "It was nice to finally meet you."
"Bye Bells, remember to tell me later." Jacob called. I just nodded my head and waved.
I felt like such a fool as I left. What was I thinking.
?POV:
"I killed another one." I stated. He glared down at me with disgust on his face.
"You think by killing four humans, you will become a member of our coven," he spat.
"My coven is formed of the most evil and powerful vampires and werewolves of all time and you think the likes of you can become a member by killing four pathetic humans."
I bowed my head. Why did I want to become a member of this coven? I wanted to be with my family. I didn't want to be a murderer. Nor did want to be evil. Every time I tried to think of being good or just living on animal blood, I felt although a powerful erg pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind and only let me focus on being evil.
My family means nothing to me. They were weak and useless. Killing humans is a part of me. The taste of human blood is soo much more satisfying than animal blood.
"Let me tell you the story of how this coven was formed," Belthazor, the leader of the coven began. "Centuries ago, in Russia I met the most beautiful vampire I had ever seen, my sweet Carolyne. We spent all of our time together and soon became great friends. I fell in love with her but could never admit my feelings for her, as I didn't know if she felt the same way and I didn't want to jeopardize our friendship. Many years later I realised she was madly in love with me too. We married a month later and moved to live in America. We were soo happy together. Then one day, the day that changed my life forever, Monday 4th of August was the day that my beautiful Carolyne was murdered. We were out hunting, when I suggested we try separate villages, I sent her off the Lathbury and I hunted in Bridewell. Later in the day I was waiting in Fenwick Forest where we had planned to meet but she never showed. I went searching for her and that's when I found her dead body in a bush. I caught a glimpse of a vampire escaping in the distance. I ran after new born trying to escape, trying to catch her, to punish her for what she had done but she was too fast, I couldn't keep up. My sweet Carolyne had been murdered. My wife's death broke my heart. I was a good vampire back then, but since that day, when Carolyne was murdered, nothing else mattered anymore. I didn't care anymore if I killed innocent people. I had only ever drank the blood of animals, I struggled, but learned how to control my thirst for human blood, so why did I deserve to had the one thing I loved more than anything taken away from me? Why was I punished, when all I'd tried to do my whole vampire life was to be a good person and make a difference? Centuries later I had met other vampires who had been through a traumatic experience like I did too and we formed our own coven to punish the world for punishing us……"
