A/N: Dearest readers, thank you very much for your continued support. Thank you for accompanying me since the day I published this story. Your reviews motivate me a lot. Thank you very much!

Now here is the next chapter, chapter 13. Please enjoy. ^_^


It was a crispy sunny morning in the city. Sunlight peered into the silent hospital room, bringing its warmth to the people inside, and, decreasing the darkness. Four days have passed since the hospital incident. Deidara was still unconscious. Hannah was asleep in her chair, and Lei was staring at her with the eyes of a yearning man.

These were the hours when Deidara knew nothing of Sasori's farewell.

"Hannah, I think you should go home. You need to take a rest now."

Hannah opened her eyes, seeing the face of Deidara.

"Thank you for your kindness… but I'll stay here until my son wakes up."

Suddenly, she saw something that made her almost in tears.

"Deidara's hand is moving! Quick, call the nurses!" she grasped Deidara's hand and smiled gratefully.

~0~0~0~0~0~

"Where are my friends? Have they been visiting me? What about Sasori-danna? How is he, un?" Deidara asked repeatedly without a pause.

He had so many questions in his mind.

"He's just… He's is fine, honey…"

"Thank God, un! I thought that bitch's gone dead, un." He laughed.

"You know, honey, we have something to tell you. We know about your relationship with that man." Hannah uttered bravely.

"W-what? How did you know, un?"

"Your friend Hidan told us. We're sorry, honey, but you know it's… banned. You know what I mean, yes?"

"NO! And I don't want to l know, un!"

"Deidara, don't be blind—

"I plan to be blind forever! Please, mom and dad. Where is Sasori-danna? Is he okay?"

"Deidara, you won't see him again. We're so sorry…."

Deidra was shocked. "W-what?"

"We asked him to stay away from you—

Deidara suddenly stood from the bed and raged. "DAMN YOU! I LOVE THAT PERSON VERY MUCH! HOW COULD A PARENT POSSIBLY TAKE AWAY HIS SON'S…" he paused, looking down at the white-tiled floor. His voice became hushed. "…happiness?"

He was crying.

After he wiped his tears, he dashed outside the room, looking for Sasori. He passed the corridors in bare feet and crooked steps.

"Sasori-danna! Sasori-danna! Sasori-danna!"

"Deidara, please stop, honey... please..." Hannah sealed her anguished son into her arms.

"I know he won't leave me just like that. I love him, ma..." tears were trickling down his cheeks.

"He was the one who decided to leave, Deidara." Lei clarified. "He did it for you."

Deidara's eyes enlarged and his mouth opened slightly.

"He said that it would be better if you focus on your studies and live a better life. He wanted what's best for you, honey."

For minutes, Deidara gazed at the people passing by; some people smile, some laugh, some cry. They were all in slow motion. The sounds were muddled up in his ears. Then suddenly everything faded...

~0~0~0~0~0~

It was three in four in the afternoon; the sky is orange and calm.

"Deidara, are you alright?" Hannah asked, touching her son's forehead.

"Sasori-danna... "

No response.

"I thought he would fight for our love, but I was wrong. What a coward man." he said coldly. He had eye bags and his eyes were half-closed.

"He fought, Deidara. But he chose to live you for your good."

"It's nonsense. I need him to be able to do great, astounding things, mom!"

His brows furrowed, looking angrily ay the white blanket that was laid on his legs.

"Deidara, you are a great person. You can actually do a lot of wonderful things, but you just don't pay attention to your talents."

"I never thought that he could afford to be away from me." His voice was chilly and furious.

There was a sudden knock at the door.

"Good afternoon, Ms. Hannah and Mr. Lei. Is Deidara okay?" Hidan asked caringly. What a joke.

"Yes, Hidan. He can go home tomorrow." Lei smiled.

"That's good." he met Deidara's flashy eyes. "Deidara, they've all been worried. They also knew about Sempai's—

"SHUT. UP." he intoned darkly.

"Deidara, don't spill you anger at Hidan."

You just don't know what he had done.

"Uhh, I guess I have to go now. I know Deidara is affected by his loss."

Yes, my loss. Damn you. Go to hell you filthy animal.

Hidan turned and left.


The next day, Deidara stayed at his mother's house with grandma Asuka. It was raining hard at that day; clouds were dark and there were roaring thunders. The heavens were crying.

He stayed inside the guestroom. It had a wooden floor and blue-colored walls.

He sat by the window, staring at the pale sky.

Sasori-danna, is this what you intend to happen? Don't you want me to find you, un? You know how much I...

Tears were beginning to appear from the side of his eyes then down to his face.

I... love you... always.

"Deidara? You a visitor, honey." Hannah grinned widely.

Sasori-danna?

His face lit up.

"Hello, Dei Dei."

"You again?" Deidara asked coldly.

"Okay, boys. Stay here, okay? We'll call you when dinner's ready."


A/N: NOOO!! Deidara misses his Sasori-danna! T_T Sasori, where have you been?!

AAAHH!! Hidan, there you are again. :|

It's obvious that Deidara did not tell anything about Hidan's "crime". When would he unveil the truth?

IMPORTANT: May I ask YOU something. Do YOU want to have a perverted scene between Hidan and Deidara in the next chapter? Please respond to my question because it will surely help me. And if you want, you may give your ideas and I will try my best to include it. ;)

BTW, I would just want to comment on the new "stuff" in wherein we can adjust the color of the page. Haha, I was playing with it when I first tried it. Good they made a dark color because for me it feels better for the eyes. XP

REVIEW PLEASE!!! Arigato!