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Chapter 5- Bella & Edward's Conversation

BPOV

I'm so glad we are home. I can't even be around Edward anymore. The way he still looks at me, it's so painfully. Maybe if I weren't with Jake, maybe if I weren't so happy I would feel different. Maybe I would actually be happy to see Edward, but I'm not. I just need to shake it off and forget about him. I have to think about Jake. I can't loose Jake. I love him, I need him, and the baby will need him.

"Bells, you ok. I'm sorry about this whole Edward thing. You want to skip town for a while. Sam and the pack can strategize while we just leave." Jake looked at me intently. I knew at once we couldn't leave. If we just leave I'm sure this Sara person will just be able to find us. Then Jake will still be in danger.

"No, I'm sure wherever we go. This Sara vampire will follow. I frowned. I was really worried. I wish I knew what the pack was thinking, and what they were planning to do. "Jake maybe you should transform and talk to the pack. It would be nice to know what they are planning to do. Besides I don't want to rely on Edward and the rest of the Cullens, because they are unreliable right now."

"Will you be ok if I left you? I would only be gone 30, maybe 45 minutes' tops." He looked at me intently again.

"Yeah, don't worry so much about me. It wasn't my grave that Alice saw it was yours. I'll be fine until you come back. Hurray home! Be careful! I love you!" Man if Jake looked at me harder than that he would bore a hole through my head. He kept looking at me, than he kissed me hard and passionately

"Be careful! I love you too, more than you know." He said as he walked out the door.

JPOV

I shouldn't leave her, I know I shouldn't leave her but I need to talk to Sam. I need to know what he is planning to do. I'll make it quick than I'll be back in a flash.

BPOV

About 3 minutes after Jake left there was a knock on the door. I got up an answered it.

"What are you doing here? Were you listening to see when Jake left or do you just have good timing?" I asked Edward sarcastically. Edward just stared at me for like a minute.

"No, I was listening. I was waiting until he left. Bella we need to talk."

"No we don't. I have nothing to say to you. I know that is harsh but you leaving me was harsh. Do you even care what I went through?"

"Bella, of course I do but I did it for you own good. It killed me to leave you. I couldn't take it I almost came back. Bella, I wanted to tell you how sorry I am. Bella, I wanted to tell you that I still love you, I'll always love……" I put up a hand to stop him.

"Are you serious? Stop, can't you see I'm happy now. Jake gives me something that you never did. Jake trusts me. He trusts himself to be around me; he doesn't treat me like I'm going to break, well until recently anyway. Tears stared falling. Why am I crying I shouldn't be crying in front of him. It only gives him the advantage. "Why did you have to come here? You could have just called and warned us. The pack wouldn't let anything happen to Jake."

"Bella, I couldn't stay away. I read Alice's mind. I saw you there at his grave. I couldn't stand seeing you in so much pain again. I told myself I wouldn't allow to you be in that much pain again. I see you standing there now and all I want to do is throw my arms around you and hold you, I know it's selfish but I can't help it. I should have never left. I should have stayed here. I should have been braver. I should be the one you're married to. I should have done a lot of things." I continued to cry and started to sob. Why was he telling me this now?

"Leave." I said backing away.

"No, I can't. I won't"

"You have to. You can't stay here, I mean stay if you want to protect us, then stay. But I won't let you ruin the best thing that has happened to me. I won't let you……" It happened so quickly, I didn't know what he was doing until it was too late. He kissed me. My lips froze. I refuse to kiss him back, I refuse it. I stood there stiff as statue, and he noticed, finally.

"Bells, I home ear………"