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Chapter 6- Jake Freaks

JPOV

WHAT THE HELL! WHAT IS SHE DOING? WHAT IS HE DOING? OH GOD I THINK I'M GOING TO LOOSE IT!

"Bella, what is going on!!!!!" I STARTED SHAKING. I NEED TO CALM DOWN. IF I DON'T I'LL TRANSFORM NOW AND RIP HIS HEAD OFF AND SHOVE IT DOWN HIS THROAT.

"Jake, this isn't what it looks like." Bella said laying her hand on top of mine. I shook it off.

"BELLA I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW." I WAS STILL SHAKING. "I HAVE TO LEAVE." I TOOK OFF. AS SOON AS I STEP OUT THE FRONT DOOR I TRANSFORMED. AS I WAS RUNNING AWAY I HEARD BELLA CALL AFTER ME.

"Jake, please come back. I need to explain. Please I wasn't kissing him back! I wasn't kissing him back!"

A LITTLE WHILE LATER THERE WAS A VOICE IN MY HEAD. WELL SEVERAL VOICES.

'Oh no!' THAT WAS QUIL.

'Jake, you have to calm down.' SAM

'Go back, Let Bella explain.' SETH

'SHUT UP! ALL OF YOU, PLEASE I NEED TO BE ALONE. DON'T FOLLOW. I NEED A MINUTE. LEAH PLEASE GO MAKE SURE BELLA IS OK. Please.'

'Of Course.'

I JUST RAN AND RAN FOR HOURS IT SEEMED AND LET THE WIND BLOW THROUGH MY FUR. WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO. WHY DID THAT BLOODSUCKER HAVE TO COME BACK NOW? I WAS SO HAPPY. BELLA AND I WERE SO HAPPY. WHAT DID SHE EVER SEE IN THAT BLOODSUCKER ANYWAY. MAN, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? WELL FIRST I HAVE TO CALM DOWN. I NEED TO GATHER MYSELF AND GO BACK AND TALK TO BELLS. (grrrrrrrrrrrrr) I need to be the bigger person. [breath, Jacob, breath] I need to clam down, clam down. There we go. I wonder how far I got. I need to turn around and go back and talk to Bella.

Chapter 6 ½ -Bella Freaks

WHAT THE HELL! I'M GOING TO KILL EDWARD. WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS ANYWAYS!!!! OH SHIT JAKE!

"Jake, this isn't what it looks like." I said laying my hand on his. ISN'T WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. COME ON BELLA, YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT.

"BELLA I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW." Jake was shaking really bad. I had to calm him down. "I HAVE TO LEAVE." Jake just took off. As soon as he stepped out the front door I called after him.

"Jake, please come back. I need to explain. Please I wasn't kissing him back! I wasn't kissing him back!" Instantly I turned on Edward.

"WHAT WAS THAT?" I demanded.

"I'm sorry; I don't know what came over me. I just, I don't know." Edward sighed.

"Well, if you're sorry, I guess that makes it all better." I just glared at him. He shrugged.

"I don't know what else to say. I'm sorry. Something just came over me."

"Well, I need to find Jacob. I need to explain."

"Bella, I think you should probably give him a minute."

"Oh, are you actually thinking now, because you weren't when you kissed me." Edward just stared at me. Just then Alice came in; she looked from Edward to me. Right behind Alice was Leah. The must of got here at the same time. Leah just glared at Edward for like the longest time, finally Alice spoke.

"I can see that I'm too late. Oh Edward, why? Bella is finally happy. Don't spoil things. We just came back to protect her and Jacob. I knew you shouldn't have come, this is just too hard for you." Too hard for Edward what about me? Is Alice joking?

"Too hard for Edward, then why comeback at all, and did anybody think before you left. It's hard for me and it's really hard for Jake. "Jeez, Edward you kissed me in front of him."

"Bella, I just came to see if you were ok. Jake is really pissed but he didn't want to leave you like that, but you know he would never want to loose control with you." Leah interrupted.

"I'm fine, but I'm worried about Jake and upset at Edward for kissing me." I turned to Edward. "Did you even think how upset Jake would be when he saw you kissing me?"

"I didn't know he was coming." Edward replied.

"What, you can't read minds anymore?" I asked.

"I…."

"That's what I thought." I sighed. "I'm sick of being so angry and miserable towards you but you don't make it easy for me. I'm listening to all the things you've been telling me, and I want to believe them all, but I just can't trust you. I think the best thing for all of us is if you just help us, than leave for good." I looked at Edward. "I'm sorry."

"Bella, you never have to say those words to me. I deserve everything you have dished out at me. I'm really sorry I kissed you, I should have known better. If you really want me to leave when this is all over I will. Again I'm really sorry." Then he turned to Alice. "We need to leave Jake's coming, we need to let Bella and Jake have a moment."