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Chapter 11-Obsession

BPOV

"Bella, Bella, Bella, Did you really think I could live with out you?"

"No, but I was hoping. Why are you doing this Edward? What do plan on doing with me? Do you really think you can get away with this?"

"Bella, hold on, too many questions at once, but I will try to answer them. I want us to get along after all; we're going to spend eternity together."

"You wish."

"Of course, but that's not the point. Now do you want an explanation, or are you so happy that you don't need one?"

"Happy is not the word I would use to describe how I feel right now, so yes explain."

"First of all, I'm doing this because I'm in madly in love with you. I have been since the first day we met. Secondly, I plan on changing you and us living happily ever after. Finally yes , I do think I can get away with it because for one I have Sara, and Sara is powerful, probably one of the most powerful vampire's I met. Besides I gave your Jacob a false apologize, so he'll never suspect. Plus I have read everyone's mind around me. They all completely blame Sara. I just have to keep up appearance a little while longer. Let's see by the looks of you 3 months."

"What do you mean?" I can't believe this is happening. I wish Jake was here to tear his head off.

"Despite what you may think right now. I'm not so terrible. I will allow your little baby to live. I even have a doctor here who will be taking care of you for the next three months. Then after you give birth to the little thing I'll have someone take the cub over and place it on your door step, then I'll turn you. Of course there will be a note attached to the basket. A note from you." Then Edward quoted me the note.

"Dear Jake, I'm so sorry to do this to you, but I don't love you anymore. Ever since Edward came back to town, I've been struggling, and ever since that kiss I realized that I'm still in love with him. I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you, but I couldn't face you. I'm giving you your child. I can't stand to look at the poor thing. It's just too painful. I know you'll be a great father. Please don't come looking for me. I don't want to be found. I'm sorry to do this to you but I have to follow my heart. Love Bella." Oh I'm so going to rip his throat out myself!

"What is wrong with you? I don't love you. How could you come up with a note like that? It will destroy Jake. Besides what makes you think I'll ever give up my child?" Oh that is so not going to happen.

"You don't have a choice. Truth is I won't be able to look at the mutt's child. Also for your information Sara and Amber came up with the content of the note. I have my own coven now. Besides me there are six other vampires, and we're all vegetarians. Tomorrow I'll let you meet them. I might even let you out of this room, that is if you behave." I lost it then I ran and lounged myself at Edward. Now I know that was a completely stupid idea. What possibly can a pregnant woman do to a powerful vampire? But I didn't care; this bloodsucker was planning to take my whole life from me. THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF!!!!!! I started ranting and raving like a lunatic.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, TO YOUR FAMILY, TO CARLISLE, TO ESME? I WON'T LET YOU TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME. I WON'T LET YOU END MY LIFE. I WON'T LET YOU TALK ABOUT JAKE AND MY CHILD LIKE THAT. I WON'T LET YOU DO THIS!" Edward grabbed my wrist.

"Bella, my love, stop this righ….." I spit in his face.

"I'M NOT YOUR LOVE. YOU'RE COMPLETELY CRAZY! LET GO OF ME." Edward let go.

"I can see that you're not taking this so well. Clare told me it would be too soon. She said that I should have waited; I guess I should have listened. Oh well. Bella cool down. I'll be back in a couple of days."

"WAIT!"

"Are you going to calm down? You ranting isn't exactly nice to see."

"Fine!"

"Bella breath you need to calm down. I can't talk to you when you're like this." I thought about calming down, but in the end I decided to ignore him.

"What makes you think that Jake won't find me?" I asked.

"Sara. She is blocking you. You're still in Forks. You're right under his nose and he doesn't even know it. Anyway he's not even in this state right now. He's probably up in Canada looking for you."

"Sara will drop her guard, and when she does Jake will find me. Alice will find me. Someone will find me." I couldn't tell if I was trying to convince him or myself. All I knew was that I had to come up with a way to make this easier for them. I had to help myself get out of this.

"Bella, don't waste your energy. There is nothing you will be able to do, especially against 7 vampires. You just have to face the facts, you're mine, not his. You've never been his. I'm sorry you wasted the last 5 ½ years of your life. But none of this will matter after I change you. He won't matter, she won't matter. Nothing will matter besides you and me."

"She?"

"Oops. Yeah your baby is a she. Amber told me, she even knows what you're planning to name her. Plus I can read her mind; it is very feminine, very sweet, and very pure. If she didn't miss Jake's voice so much I might actually like her. But even now before she's even born she misses Jake. I can't stand that." I patted my stomach. I got tears in my eyes. I was going to have a little girl, a little girl.

"I won't loose her you know." I said between sobs. "Leave Edward, I want to be alone."

"Bella…"

"Leave!" I looked him straight in the eyes.

"Your plan will never work. I don't love you anymore and I never will again. NOW LEAVE!!!"

Edward slowly backed out of the room. There was pain of rejection in his eyes. He must have thought this would go better. He probably still thinks that somehow I'll come around. But that is not going to happen, never even if his plan follows through. I could never be his Bella again. I can barely look at him anymore. I got to find a way out of this. What am I going to do?