A/N: Wow! You guys are awesome. Loved the reviews for last chapet. See? The more reviews, the faster the updates. LOL
Chapter 2:
He could read minds.
God how could I be so stupid? Now he knows everything. There's no way to hide how I feel about him.
How I love him.
A strangled gasp reached my ears, confiming my worst fears. I looked over at Edward to see him gaping at me. What could I do now. I can't be here. So I did the only thing I could…
I ran.
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.GOD
Jacob Black imprinted on ME!
He was in love with ME!
Not Bella, which truthfully I had been expecting….but ME!
What the hell was I supposed to do? Killing him for imprinting on Bella I had expected and planned for. But this. This I didn't know how to proceed.
Bella looked up at me, and I know she had to be confused about the incident that had just occurred. Jacob had completely ignored her. All his attention had been focused on me. Thinking about how I smelled so good, and how entrancing my eyes were, how inticing my lips looked……
OH GOD.
I had never had anyone so totally focused on me like that. Not even Bella.
"Edward! What was wrong with Jake? Why did he just run out like that?"
"I'm…I'm not sure Bella."
"What do you mean? You can read his mind can't you?"
"I wasn't really focusing on enough on him. Sorry"
"Well maybe I should go find him. Just to see what's wrong with him you know?" Bella started looking around for any sign of Jacob.
"Actually how about you let me go find him?" I don't know why I offered to go find him, something was just compelling me to go find him.
"I don't know Edward. I really don't feel like putting up with you guys fighting tonight."
"Don't worry love. I promise there won't be any fighting between us tonight." Except with Jacob's head.
"Well okay then. Go bring my Jacob back to me" Bella smiled.
For the first time ever, I felt a sudden urge to hurt Bella when she said my Jacob.
God I had to find a way to fix this. Now.
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I had to get away. That was the only thing I could think about as I ran. I couldn't be around him. I couldn't be around them.
I couldn't believe myself. I had actually wanted to rip Bella's head off back there. For touching him. For touching my Edward.
She didn't deserve him. She couldn't love him like I could. She was too weak for him. He needed someone strong. Someone like me. He needed me.
"Jacob! Wait!" Oh god. It was him.
I didn't want to stop, but that silky voice was compelling me too. I slowed down and waited. Sooner than I would've liked he was in front of me.
We stood there in complete silence for what seemed like an eternity. It didn't seem like Edward was going to break the silence anytime soon, so I decided too.
"Well? What do you want?" I asked. It came out much more hostile than I had planned.
"Bella wanted to know why you ran off." He said.
"Oh so that's the only reason you followed me? Because Bella wanted you too? Do you do whatever she wants?" I was starting to become increasingly angry. For what reason, I don't know.
"No. I mean, she wanted me to come find you, but I wanted to know what was wrong too." Edward said, much softer than I could've imagined he was capable of speaking to me.
"Oh come on Edward. You can read minds. I'm sure you know why I left."
"Yea…about that. Jacob I think you're making a mistake. You can't possibly feel that way about me." It seemed like he was pleading with me, with every word he spoke. Hoping that it was all a joke. That hurt me more than I thought possible.
"Do you think I asked for this! Huh? I don't want this any more than you do Edward. I can't stop it. I can't help how I feel for 't you understand that? This isn't something that you can just reverse. You're my soul mate. There's no changing that. We're meant for each other." The last part came out a mere whisper.
I don't know what the expression on Edward's face could be described as. To me it seemed like a mix between pain, pity, and anguish.
"Jacob…you know that's not possible for us. I love Bella. Me and you…it couldn't possibly work. We're enemies. It could never work. I don't love you." Edward looked as though he was truly sorry. And that made it all the more painful.
It felt as though someone had just stabbed me in my heart with a thousand knives. I couldn't breathe. The pain in my chest was excruciating. How could I live like this? I didn't want to continue living like this.
"Jacob? Jacob! What's wrong? Say something. Please" Edward was starting to sound panicked. I wanted to tell him I was okay, but no words would come out of my mouth. I couldn't speak around the heavy pressure in my chest. So I did the only thing I could at the time….I let the darkness consume me.
A/N: Well I wasn't going to stop right there…but…then I did anyway. LOL. I know it's short, but I just wanted to get something out to you guys. Read and Review and I might possibly update again today.
