Chapter One

Please be kind this is my first ever fanfic. I hope you enjoy and there will be more to come. Hopefully I am able to update in a few days. Thanks for reading this as well. I hope you enjoy! Yes, this is a replacement for chapter one.

A few points for me to make are: in this first chapter Kathy is not the one talking to Olivia. Kathleen is the one Olivia bumps into at the park. I am also sorry that I took down chapter three and four. They will be uploaded again when I am finish revising and adding more. If anyone has ideas about what I should do to continue with this story then go ahead and leave a review or PM .

"After that case I could drink the night away and I still won't be able to forget it." I said to nobody in particular. It had taken over thirty-six hours to solve it in the first place. Not, like anyone one of us had gotten sleep in the first place. Looking around in my apartment realizing the dishes needed to be done but I really did not want due to the mood I am in.

Instead, I walked into my bedroom looked for my gray NYPD sweatpants with a long sleeve navy blue shirt to get ready for my four o'clock in the morning run. I need to find a way to stop myself thinking about the father who rape and kill his wife while the children were in the other room listening to everything that was going on.

Right around 4:30 I already made one time around central park and still needed to get some energy out. So, I decided to go ahead and take a walk around this time. I love the light in the sky during this time in the morning because the light makes it look as if there is something on the other side of the tunnel.

When I made it halfway through the park this time; I realized there was someone in the park I have not seen in about four years. The blonde hair and her blues eyes is what gave her away.

"Kathleen, what are you doing out here at this time in the morning?" I question her.

"Olivia Benson? It's good to see you again after all time!" She looks shocked but relieved at the same time.

"If you don't mind me asking, but why are you really here at this time in the morning? When you could be sleeping at this hour or at least be in a house where it is warm." I try asking her again, hoping to get an answer out of her so I don't have to ask her again.

"I really just needed to get away from the house for a little while. Can't stand my mother argue with us after she gets home from work. Her always asking if the housework is done, or if we came home when we should have after school! If she can't trust us to do things then why even leave us home alone in the first place" Kathleen explained with tears in her eyes.

I wanted to ask her a couple questions but I knew the less I knew the better off I was because in my heart I knew this would be the last time I would see her.

"Do you know what the worst part of this is? I can't even talk to her without her picking a fight with me! What kind of a mother does that? Not one that love her daughter!" I noted if I don't stop her I would be getting more information out of her and I didn't want to know because I would go to her parents and say something. This is not something I want to happen because I have not seen her father since he put his papers in. Since then I haven't seen anyone of the Stabler's . In my heart I knew it was his way of saying what happen that day was my fault.

"Kathleen, how about you walk home with me and then I will call a cab for you. I believe and I think you know this but you should really being talking to your parents about this, at least to your mother. Don't you think she will want to know where you are at this time in the morning? I know if you were my child and wandering off I would be worrying about if you made it home or not." Realizing this may seem harder than I think to persuade her to go home because of the look in her eyes is a cold one with no emotion but fear in it.

"Liv, why don't you just leave and pretend you didn't see me here? I know I am no longer your problem and I can see you don't care anymore." Kathleen spoke with tears in her eyes as if someone just put a bullet in her.

"Kat, you need to go home and explain this to your parents because I know deep down they really do love you. It's not that I don't care anymore it is the fact that you should be telling them this instead of me. Who is not even related to you in any way." Hoping I got through to her. At least the tears have finally stopped coming down from her eyes. Maybe I did get through to her.

"Alright, but can you drop me off? As long as it don't interfere with what you were doing? I don't think I can handle going home alone." She asks with pleading eyes.

"I'll drop you off then I need to leave right away. I'll even walk you to the door. The minute that door opens I am out of there and back to what I need to do." I didn't want to sound so harsh but I didn't know how else to let her know I didn't want to see either her parents. The next thing I could be accuse of is kidnapping their daughter.

"That is fine with me. Thank you so much Olivia. I don't know what would have happen if you didn't show up when you did. This truly means a lot to me." Kathleen look Olivia in the eye with that they left to head back to Olivia's to get her keys.

The ride to Queens stay quiet until Olivia pulled down the road she where the Stabler's live. Once she pulled in the driveway. Kathleen look at Olivia to see if she would be keeping her word or not. When she her take off the seatbelt, Kathleen knew she would be keeping her word.

The minute the two of them got to the porch, Olivia rang watch her ring the door bell. Just like Olivia promise. She left once she saw the white door open. She didn't even bother to stay to see who would open it.

Halfway down the driveway to her car she heard her name being called. She didn't look back but kept going the driver's side front door of her car.

"Olivia, please turn around?"