Chapter 3: Do you want to have sex with me?

Apparently she couldn't. As soon as Jay parked the civic in front of his apartment, Cali pulled Jay into a kiss, crushing his lips to hers. He melted into it, kissing her back, cupping her face, and gripped his arm around her waist to move her closer. Hearts pounded and the car was getting hotter as they moved. "Jay…" She moans as Jay grabs her ass and moves her on top of his lap. "There…better?" Cali smiled and kissed him harder. Jay finally pulls away to catch his breath, she was better then he figured. Cali rested her forehead against Jay's forehead, both looking down as she unbuckled his pants. "Wait Cali…" Jay says as he pushes her hands away. Cali leans back as best she could so she could look into his eyes. "What's wrong Jay…why are we stopping?" Jay sat silent for a moment. Should I cross the line with Cali? They locked eyes and Jay could see the same innocence that he could once see in Laura's eyes…the very same innocence that attracted him like a moth to a porch light. What the hell…maybe you can finally move on. Jay kisses Cali again, dragging it out till both where light-headed. "It's getting a bit cramped in here…"

Cali banged Jay up against his apartment door, kissing the back of his neck. Jay just laughed as he unlocked his door. "Geez Cal…am I that addicting?" She laughs but continues to kiss his neck. "It seems that way Jay..." They made their way to his room, walking backwards as Jay removed Cali's shirt. "But, are you as good as L has told me?" She taunts. Jay smirked and slides his hands down the back of her thighs. "Well…I guess I'll have to prove myself to you, huh?" He lifts her up and she wrapped her arms around his neck, continuing to kiss him passionately.

They fell onto his bed and Cali finished removing Jay's pants. He pulled her down under him and took his shirt off. She kissed his chest and he ran his hand up her stomach "you're so beautiful" he leaves a trail of kisses from chest down. Cali bit her lip and leaned back. Jay kissed around her stomach and her belly button; unzipping her pants and pulled them down.

If you could only see

how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

The lyrics to the song Jay wrote to Laura suddenly start to repeat themselves inside his mind. 'What the hell? This is a pretty shitty time to be having second thoughts!' Jay pushed the words from his thoughts, focusing all his attention to the beautiful girl underneath him.

"you ready?" he whispers in her ear. She puts a hand on his chest "wait, do you have-" "uh..yeah" he answers reaching for his dresser to get a condom.

"It'll only hurt for a second...I promise" he warns. Cali just nods, staring back deep into his blue eyes. Cali's mouth dropped to the pain and pleasure as he entered her. Jay watched her closely, searching for her soft spot. Cali held his arms, starting to glide with him. She whispers something soft and seductive into his ear, making him want her so badly he couldn't stand it. He smiles against her neck when she moans, he had found her spot and slipped back and forth inside her. She arches back and he kissed her chest sliding a hand underneath her bra strap. They breathed harder as Jay kissed her harder and she scratched his back. He hissed at the sudden wave of pain and pleasure from her scratches. Jay came with her, going faster as she squealed, adding more red marks to his back. She screamed one last time and then they collapsed onto another.

The next morning, Jay awoke to find a peaceful Cali curled up under his arm. He replays the night's events over in his head…and to his surprise, he feels happy. Well…who knew all I needed to get Laura out of my head was her friend. Jay sighed contentedly and snuggled closer to Cali.