Authors Notes: So now we find out why Toby done it, why he forced his death... ok cheesey but here it is... it will onlyy be short, if you are very emotional be ready for tears.

We're Not Your Lab Rats!

What was Toby thinking when he forced Whitewood to stab him? Well, only about his entire life before everything else. It wasn't worth it... to carry on living like he was, with memories that kept flooding back like a disaster movie. It all started when he was young...

He loved his mother more than anything else in the world, but his fear grew more and more every day as he watched his step father beat her after a minor mistake she had made. The first time it happened, the worst she'd gotten was the back of her husbands hand slapped across her face causing a red hand print to be the only mark visible on her face. But slowly Toby was being pushed out of his mothers life, by this abusive man that she claimed to love so dearly, that she was blind to the truth of how bad he treated her.

It killed Toby, whenever the young seven year old boy would go to school he'd see his friends with their mums all smiling and happy, he'd look up at his own mother to find her smile... but it was forced and weak at that. He was so young when it had began, but by the time he was ten, things had gotten even worse. His mum had been sent into A&E for major help, Derek had broken her arm. Toby had been reduced to tears for the rest of the day and he decided that this had to end.

Thankfully of course, there were sites that Toby could use that would help him with these situations, tell him what to do in this matter. They helped, but it came at a cost. He needed his mum to be ok with his plan on getting rid of Derek. But he had an effect on her, she'd always turn to Toby and say, "But why would you want to get rid of Derek? He's the best thing that happened to this family ever since you're father left. He's been earning lots of money, bringing in food, and he looks out for us.. Don't forget Toby, he's given you a little half-sister, Lola, and he is afterall, a very good replacement for your useless father." Her soft voice was like an angle, but her blindness to it all was aggrivating. There would be times when Toby had snapped souting for her to open her eyes.

He had never wanted a half-sister, nor had he ever needed a replacement dad, all he'd ever really needed was his mum.

But by the time she had begun to realise how wrong it all was, Toby had turned twelve. Derek had been captured red handed by the police, with them all shouting aggressive orders at him. He'd hit her, again. But this time, it looked as though there was no hope for Toby's dear, dear mum.

As she lay, weak, in the hospital bed, with her hand weakly grasping onto Toby's, she whispered to him, "You were right. I should've listened. Maybe then... we would've, had more time together." Tears streamed down her face as she poured her heart out to her beloved son, "Promise me... you'll stay strong, never give up, and be a good man... like I know you will." Toby nodded, closing his eyes and keeping his tears away from his already weak mum, and finally before she drifted off into a better, painfree world she whispers, "I love you, my brave boy."

He spent the rest of his life in foster care... though it wasn't that long. He misbehaved at school, always getting into fights over someone saying something about his mum, especially Andrew Green and his evil remark that left Toby in a state of anger and fury. "What's wrong dweeb? Did mummy leave you without saying goodbye? Boohoo. In my opinion, she's better off where she is. Dead."

Andrew Green never did say something mean about Toby's mum. Especially not after he was excluded from the school for causing a young boy to go missing for an entire week.

Then there was Jess, Jessica Graham. The most kindest, and prettiest girl Toby had ever met, but also one of the most popular girls. It wasn't long after an accident in the canteen which forced the two to talk did they actually begin to become something... not more than friends, but close.

Prom was amazing, it felt like it was only him and Jess in the whole wide world, her looking lovingly at him, whilst he held her close to him, feeling her heart beat as fast as his. He smiled, knowing Jess was the girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, provided something didn't happen...

... But apparently something did happen, and according to Whitewood, Tobys new boss, Toby had died willingly in an experiment, and Jess had moved on, at first finding it extremely hard, but soon enough finding a man who had known her the most of their school lives. But he'd returned, and God was he stunned when he found out what had happened. Everything that had made sense to him now no longer did, and he would have to start all over again. Just like with his mother, after she'd gone, he'd had to start all over again.

No.

He couldn't go through with all that again, and given the fact that what happened with Andrew Green, something worse could possibly happen with Whitewood. No, this time he wasn't going to run away and tell himself constantly, don't look back, don't look back, knowing he'd be dragged back kicking and screaming again, wanting a better life.

This time he could be with his mother, see her beautiful, light, delicate face again. Thats where he'd go, to his mum.

Toby James Harvey and his mother Maddy Anne Harvey, reunited once more.

Authors Notes: So, its short, but its also very upsetting, I did cry myself when I wrote it, I want to know... did you cry when you read this... or was it not that good enough reason for Toby to die.

P.S. I don't like to compliment my own work. I say I'm a bad writer because I feel I am a bad writer, also the names were just random.