An: Omg...EDWARD'S POINT OF VIEW...FINILLY! let us see what is going on in that head os his!


EDWARD'S THOUGHTS

'Holy man' I thought as I stumbled out of my room leaving Bella behind me.

I quickly made my way across the room and over to my kitchen counter, bracing myself against it.

I had never in my life got up that suddenly right after I came, and let me tell you...It is so not pleasant. Jeeze, I see spots.

I quickly stumbled over to my fridge and got a beer. I just couldn't stop thinking about Bella's beautiful face and body, and quite frankly it scared the hell out of me.

What could this mean? I thought as I took I swig of my beer, Could I actually like Bella?

NO!!! No, that is impossible, in all my 21 years of life I've never felt like this before!

Man, I am so gay!

What would she say to me if I told her a liked her more than a bed buddy? It probably wouldn't be good...I'm guessing the word 'cute' would come out of her lips a number of times.

But...maybe I could hint at it or something...NO, NO, NO! These words cannot leave my head. I must pretend to be myself...god I am going crazy!

As a pondered insanity, I heard footsteps coming from the direction of my bedroom. I looked up and there stood Bella wearing nothing but my bed sheet, and man did she look good. Wow, I am such a pig.

"Hey, Edward?" Bella asked me in her irresistible voice.

"Gurg...um...BLAH! Yeah???" I finally got the words out of my mouth

She gave me a funny look "Can I use your shower before I leave?"

"Yeah, sure, I guess." I managed to make my words come out right "Towels are under the sink." I said as I gestured to where the bathroom was.

"Thanks." She said with a smile and walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind her.

I stared at the place where she had stood for a moment, this cannot just be casual sex. She wouldn't want to stay and shower if this was casual sex. Man, I am confused! I should just call my shrink and spew all my thoughts out for him.

As I picked up the phone to dial his 'Emergency, Suicidal, Depressed, Worried, Angsty, Sexually Frustrated, hit rock bottom.' Help line, I saw Bella poke her head out from the bathroom.

"Edward?" She asked me.

"Yes..." I sighed as I huh up the phone. Damn, I was looking forward to some one on one time with Dr. Skippy McTinkleBottom.

"Um...I can't find any shampoo in here." She called out.

"Oh, yeah I have some under the sink, I'll get it." I walked over to the bathroom and walked in.

Bella stood over by my shower, covering herself with a towel. She was trying to kill me. I kneeled down and started rummaging through my cabinet, I found some normal smelling shampoo and handed it to her.

"Have I nice shower." I said as I turned to walk out.

That's when I felt her come up and hug me from behind. Apparently that towel had disappeared.

"I think you could use a shower too." She said very seductively.

I turned around in her arms and quickly planted a hard kiss on her lips.

"Well, I do feel kind of dirty." I replied, my lips inches from her.

She kissed my lips and dragged me towards the shower.

Man, I could tell I wouldn't be getting much sleep tonight.


AN: So this is the second last chapter in this story..you won't believe how it's going to end...let me tell you, this will be a first on fanfiction...STAY TUNED!!!