Chapter 5
"Hey Ange I'm singing at a club tonight want to come?"
"You sing?"
"Sure" I replied shrugging
I was walking down the path again but to be stopped by Edward
"Want a lift?" he asked
"No, it's fine"
I walked on leaving him there
"Please" I heard him say behind me, I turned around shocked
"What?"
"Please" he repeated
I looked at him for a second, he seemed decent enough
"Fine" I sighed, I climbed into his Volvo and he turned on the car and drove off.
"So what's your problem?"
"What" I asked
"Why do you have to be such a bitch" he smiled
I smirked and bit my lip shaking my head
"Pull over"
"No, we're only five minutes away from your house"
"Good I can walk"
"It's starting to rain"
"I like the rain"
"Girls don't like rain"
"I'm not like girls"
"Dyke"
"What!"
"You're a dyke then?"
"What just because I ain't sucking up to you"
"Yes and you haven't sucked me"
"O my god you're disgusting"
He laughed and pulled over; I climbed out without a second look
"What? No thank you" he shouted
"I swear I'll kill him tomorrow" I hissed under my breath slamming the door behind me
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"Hey Ange you nearly ready" I said on the phone while I was just deciding what to wear
"Almost, ok I lie what the hell am I supposed to wear" she screeched
"Just wear what you feel comfortable in" I chuckled putting an outfit on the bed
"In that case might as well go in my pj's" she grumbled, I laughed
"Look if you want go punk chick on us for a night try it out"
"Ok, see you in 30 minutes" she hung up and I got ready.
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"So how long have you been singing" Angela asked me while she was parking up at the club.
"A while, I forgot, come on"
I walked in
"Hi Gary, this is Angela"
"Hey, well your all set up, the stage is yours"
"Cheers" I clapped his hand "Come on your back stage" I dragged her along and put her next to Doug, the light guy.
"Hey" I heard him say
"Hi" Angela blushed
"Hey guys how are you tonight!" I shouted towards the crowd, they all roared
"Ok, now this new song, is for everyone out there with heart ache, it's called emergency"
They crowd roared again
I
think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
If
you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop
holding on
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
I saw Angela dancing and smiling at the side cheering me on.
If
you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop
holding on.
This is an emergency
So are you listening?
And I can't pretend that I don't see this
it's really not your
fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[To talk about
it]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it
deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way
too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
People were climbing over people to get closer. A guy was reaching out for my hand and I briefly touched it before he got dragged away.
So
you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I
think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency
And
you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love
is.
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?
Well I can't pretend that I don't see this
But it's really not your
fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[to talk about
it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it
deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way
too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
Scars, they will not fade away.
No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many
times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've
seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive
(alive)
The crowd cheered for me, I smiled at the boys while they did the same. Of the band, Angela was smiling brightly and clapping
"Thank you" I shouted
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"Ok the last song for tonight is called pressure, and this is basically if you have to deal with shit from people, enjoy"
Tell
me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't
let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might
break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling
empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're
better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting
closer now
We're better off without you
A shirt was thrown towards me and I caught it 'we love Bella' I laughed and carried on with the song.
Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to
show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from
home
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them
go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty
I can feel the
pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I
can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off
without you
Without you
"Guys I want
you to scream these last verses with me as load as you can ready"
she screamed 'yes' "All right then here we go"
Some
things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things
I'll never know
And I had to let them go
well I'm sitting all
alone feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting
closer now
We're better off without you
i can Feel the
pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me
"Thank you, you guys have been awesome tonight, I love your support of my songs and it will be the same time next Wednesday, be here for some new songs thank you so much and good night"
The crowd screamed as I made my way to Angela back stage.
"O my god that was brilliant" she screeched while I drank my water
"Yes?" I said wiping the sweat off me "Next time when you come with me, remind me to wear a skirt or something"
"I'm coming again?" she asked smiling
"Of course" I shrugged "Do you want to?"
"Obviously, thank you"
"No problem, let's get home" I put an arm around her shoulder for support
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Beep, beep, beep, beep.
"What the hell" I moaned
I saw my alarm clock beep I switched it off and went back to sleep
"1 more minute" I sighed
"Bella, time to get up"
I sobbed "Stop being cruel" I moaned pulling the pillow over my head
"I know I'm the most horrible person in the world now get up" my dad dragged the covers off me
"What would happen if I was naked?" I said looking at him with blurry vision, thank fully the light was off and no sun.
"Then I would have gone blind from shock"
"So funny I'm stitching up my sides from laughter" I grumbled while lying my head back down on the pillow and curling into a ball.
"Bella get up" my dad laughed
"Fine be a bully" I shouted
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"You look awake" Angela whispered to me outside on her car hood
"Why are you whispering" I asked whispering also
"I have got a banging headache" she rubbed her temple, I chuckled
"Trust me, you feel sweet as a nut after first class, you'll get used to it"
She smiled in hope.
"Good morning ladies" Edward said coming up to us
"Arsehole"
"That hurt" he said putting a hand on his chest to cover his stone cold heart "Angela likes me"
"Bloody don't" she moaned, I chuckled, I got out of my pocket some aspirins I was saving for later
"Here, you need them more than I do"
"Thanks"
I passed her my water also
"What were you two doing last night, talking about me, making out may be"
"Why would we waste our breaths talking about you, you're a womanizing pig who I so want to kick the shit out off right now"
The bell rang and me Angela and Edward walked to class.
"See you later" Angela walked into English while me and Edward made our way to Biology in silence.
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Mr Banner had decided he wanted to play a video today, something about dirt again, I sighed and leaned forward to rest my arms and head on the table.
The lights were out and the TV was on. I really thought I was going to fall asleep, that was, before I felt something on my back