Forks Player Chapter 7, a twilight fanfic

Chapter 7

I walked for hours on end, not caring where I go. I realised I was on the La Push cliffs. I felt the little drops of rain which were coming down from the sky and splashing it on the already wet rocks.

I climbed until I reached the top to see the sun setting making the site beautiful.

Here I could think here:

I closed my eyes and let the tears run down my cheeks briefly, I didn't want them all to come out because other wise I don't think I'll be able to cope.

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I walked back home: from what my watch said it was 3:00 in the morning. I hope Charlie didn't stay up waiting for me.

I opened the latch of my door and walked in to the warm house.

"Bella?" someone whispered behind me, I turned to see Steve smiling sadly at me "You ok?" he asked

I shrugged

"Want something to drink?" he asked, I knew he was in much pain as I was, I was being childish like this, not taking people's consideration.

"I would love one" I said my voice slightly shaky from my wet clothes. "Just let me change"

He nodded "I'll put the kettle on"

I came back down wearing my men's sweats and blue criss crossed top. My now washed hair tied up in a pony tail. My bare feet tapped along the cold kitchen floor and made my way to the chair which had a cup of tea in front of it.

"Dark with three sugars" Steve said smiling

"Thanks"

Steve took a sip of his coffee and began to speak towards me but focusing on the cup

"How are you with everything?"

I shrugged and pursed my lips "Still the same as last time"

He frowned and nodded.

"Thank you for dealing with the funeral, I don't know what I would have done without you" he whispered

I nodded

"Steve I'm going up to bed ok? If you want to talk in the morning that's fine"

"Its fine, we're staying here for a week"

I nodded before going upstairs and landing in my bed. Thinking of him.

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The morning was fine when I woke up, but I felt slightly dizzy and sick, I wasn't surprised. Staying out nearly all night in the pouring rain would do that to you.

My phone started to ring: ANGELA CALLING

"Hi" I said tiredly

"Hey, you ok?"

"Yes I'm fine" I said with a weak smile,

"Well I was wondering would you like me to drop you off this morning, because of the rain I thought…"

"That would be fantastic Angela thank you"

"It's fine, are you sure your ok, you sound a bit sick"

"I'm fine seriously"

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"Hey" Angela greeted cheerfully

"Hi" I smiled,

"Did you get any sleep last night?" she rubbed the circles under my eyes

"Yes a bit"

"Feeling sick or something"

"No nothing like that, just exhausted"

She nodded and didn't press

We arrived at school a couple of minutes later, making our way pass the students who started at me.

"You ok?"

"Yes fine" I replied

She sighed and walked into her maths class while I walked into my biology.

I walked to the back my sight a little dizzy, I breathed in and out carefully. I saw Edward wasn't here at the moment so I put my head down and closed my eyes.

I don't understand why I'm this tired. A load cackle interrupted me.

"Edward" she laughed, I breathed in and out to calm my anger.

"I'll see you later Jessica" he smiled; I glared at the pair of them. He kissed her hungrily. I felt like I was about to throw up.

I put my head down again and closed my eyes and trying not to focus on the slapping noises they were making with their lips.

I heard the door close and a chair screech beside me.

"Still a bitch" he said

I didn't reply I was too tired.

"Thank you for making my mother upset last night" he said again

"Why don't you piss off" I said

"No wonder you'll never find anyone else" he said, my eyes shot open "You're a ugly bitch who has serious PMS problems"

I stood up when the bell rang to get out of the class but my head started to spin more. The last thing I remember I passed out, falling endlessly into the black hole.

Edward's POV

We were in the IT Class room waging last period

"Dude, I wonder what was up with that Bella bird passing out like that" Emmett said while smoking on his cigarette

"Who cares" I said grabbing the cigarette out of his hand and taking a puff

"Fuck me" Jasper said staring at the computer "Have you seen this"

"What?" we all looked at the computer screen

"Fuck, is that…"

"Bella?" I questioned finishing off Emmett's question

"Yes, she's a singer, hang on here's one of her songs" he clicked the you tube video and Bella was playing a song in a black top and shorts.

"Where's this?" I asked

"Em, Chicago" Jasper said

We all watched the video

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
Where's hope when misery comes crawling?
(oh my way-ay)
With your faith you'll trigger a landslide
(victory)
To kill off this common sense of mine

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can't down it with your eyes
So we don't need the headlines
We don't need the headlines
We just want…

(We want the airways back, we want the airways back)

The video briefly skipped to the crowd of people shouting her name and climbing over each other to get close to her.

Right now you're the only reason
(I'm not letting go, oh…)
and im out if everyone's worth pleasing
(wa ah)
You'll trigger a landslide
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can't down it with your eyes
So we don't need the headlines
No, we don't want your headlines
We just want…

(We want the airways back, we want the airways)

Everybody sing like it's the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it's the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it's the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?

"Ok, I want everyone to sing these lyrics with me ok?"

They roared and started to sing:

Alright, so you think you're ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this) Crowd shouts
Alright, so you think you're ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this) Crowd shouts
We were born for this
(We were born for this) Crowd shouts

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it's the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it's the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it's the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

"When was the last time she sung?" Emmett asked

"Wednesday last at club Eclipse"

"When's her next?" I asked

"Next Wednesday" Jasper replied

"Tickets?" Emmett asked Jasper lighting another fag

"Done, bloody hell, £15 a ticket per person"

"Fuck" we all cursed

"We bringing any birds?" Emmett asked

"Na, we'll pick some of them there" Jasper replied smirking

Bella's POV

I woke up in a hospital bed with all of the boys, my father and Angela there at my side

"O thank god you're ok" Ike said "We were crapping ourselves"

Steve whacked him across the head and pointed out my father was here glaring at him

"What happened?" I asked trying to get up but realized my dad was holding me down

"You blacked out" Charlie said "Angela brought you here in her car"

"I'll go get the doctor" Dave said walking out.

"How are you feeling love?" Keith asked

"A little dizzy" I replied

"Hi Charlie" I heard another voice behind my father

"Ah, Dr. Cullen" shit Edward's father

"There's are a little too many people in here"

"O sorry" the boys left but my father and Angela stayed

"Well actually I was wondering if I could have a word with Bella alone?"

"Of course" dad kissed my hand and left

"Could Angela stay?" I asked

"Well, it's a bit personal Bella"

"It's fine, I trust Angela" I saw her smile at the corner of my eye

"Well, em this is as I say a delicate matter, but Bella, your pregnant"