NOTICE

The song called R.I.P isn't mine; it's from a girl called Cloe Beaudoin.

I'll put a link up, but she's dedicated her song for New Moon.

Chapter 9

WENESDAY NIGHT

Me and Angela were getting ready to go to the club when she started to chuckled about Edward and the other two dressing up as drags

"I've got a camera with me I have to remember this and show the kids what we made the players do" she said laughing as did I.

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THE CLUB

"Tell me when you see them ok?"

She nodded

"Hi Everyone" I shouted and they all screamed "This song is called Misery business enjoy"

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

I saw Angela wave at the side of me and pointed towards the door, I saw the three of them.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

I carried on while chuckling slightly. The three glared at me and Angela, the people around them started to laugh.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got what I wanted now
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

The song ended and the crowd cheered I noticed the tree of them still glaring at me.

"Ok my next song is called For a pessimist I'm pretty optimistic"

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I jumped onto the speakers while people were trying to reach me.

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I looked at Edward and the rest

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

"Thank you, we're going to have a 10 minute break before coming back"

the music finger eleven by paralyzer.

I looked at the pictures Angela took ad we laughed

"Let's get down there"

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We walked down towards the boys

"You bitch" they hissed

"Serves you right" we both said

"How do you figure that one out?" Edward hissed

"Do you feel embarrassed, like your idiots?"

"Hell yes" Emmett hissed

"What do you think the girls you fucked felt like?"

They thought, and they didn't like it

"Bella, you rock please sign my top" A girl said

"Sure" I replied taking the pen off her hand and signing it

"Can I take a picture with you" she screamed

"Yes" I said laughing

She took a picture and then left to show her friends

"I'll see you later I'm back on"

Me and Angela walked back leaving them there feeling like shit.

"Hey everyone" I shouted

"This next song is going to be a bit more quiet and meaningful ok, it's called R.I.P"

What happened to the world I live in
I guess it's too much to understand
What have I done to deserve so much misery
Don't ask me if I've lost it
Cause you know I'm not insane
Just a bit lost I swear

You ripped my heart out
How could you
Have killed some girl without a clue
Ripped my heart out
I guess it's nothing new
Cause I can't stand the pain
I wish I could rest in peace
With you tonight

I guess I'm left screaming in silence
Just hoping you could hear
My never-ending never-ending prayer
Held deep inside, inside you now?
Impossible
Oh where's this heart of mine?

Did you truly believe
That I could forget you, forget you
I wonder, I wonder if you can feel it too
Feel my pain
Free me, free me from this pain

The crowd screamed and I smiled. I started to feel uneasy and I walked off the stage and then ran towards the bathroom.

"Bella?" Angela shouted after me while I chucked up in the toilet "You ok?"

"Yes" I replied "Just sick"

"Do you want me to say you can't continue?"

I thought for a second but then said "Yes please"

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