Chapter 11

Bella's POV

It was 7:55, it would take me at least 10 minutes to get to Edward's, his was the house which looked like a mansion in the middle of no where.

"Dad, I'm going out, I won't be too late"

"Ok" he was watching the football match; it was Liverpool against a shit team.

I walked out putting on my jacket; I still wore my clothes from today.

I drove up to Edward's house. No wonder he got all the birds his place was huge.

I got out of the car and walked to the door. Before I could knock Edward had opened the door wearing nothing but a pair of pants, I had to laugh. He looked at me confused.

"What?" he asked

"Nothing, can I come in?"

"Sure" he gave me a smirk and stepped to one side.

I entered to see his living room huge it looked twice the size of the house.

"You like?" he asked

"Sure, it's nice"

"Come on, the stuffs in my room" he walked towards the stairs but I stayed put, crossing my arms around my chest. Edward stopped as he was approaching the first step of the stairs

"What?"

"You know what, why can't we work down here"

"Because everything is up stairs" he answered simply

"I want to work down here" I said stubbornly

"My parents are bringing there friends round here soon, there will be too much noise" he started walking upstairs. I sighed and followed him

"I swear if no people are here in an hour I'll slap you for lying"

We were spread out on the bed where all of the sheets of paper were. I was lying on my back sitting up on the head board while Edward was lying on his back. I looked up briefly and saw he had angel's wings on his right shoulder.

I sighed and looked back at my work. I was editing some of the mistakes. Edward put down his work and lay on his side to look at me.

"What bit you up to?"

"Last" I replied not looking up.

Edward shifted his position so he was now right at my side. He started kissing my neck lightly and I pulled back

"Don't Edward" I said getting back to work, Edward didn't listen he placed his hand on my flat stomach and began to nibble my neck and kiss it.

I put the work down on the bed and pushed his shoulders but Edward grabbed my wrists and pinned them to he side of my neck

"Get the hell off Edward"

"No" he whispered "You want this, I know you do" he whispered harshly in my ear I tried to break out of his grasp by kicking him but he pinned my legs together with his

"Relax Bella" he turned his face and kissed me on the lips.

I tried to pull my face away but he laid my head firmly in place. He broke away and let one of his hands let go of my hand to bring it to the other hand which was capable of pinning two down. He trailed his hand down my stomach and rested it on my crouch. I had an intake of breath. I closed my eyes; this was wrong, o so very wrong.

"Feel it Bella, just relax" he whispered against my lips. Before kissing me. His nails scraped through the denim causing me to shiver. And grow uncomfortably wet. His lips were still on mine trying to get me to respond. I sighed and let myself go for a short moment I kissed him back letting his tongue snake through my lips. He tasted so good. But I wasn't going to let that distract me. He began to loosen his grasp of my arms and legs and I turned him over so he was now flat on his back. As soon as I knew he couldn't grab me I lept off the bed.

"What the hell" he said breathlessly and sitting up. I saw his arms were weak as he nearly fell back down.

"Don't you ever kiss me again" I snarled putting my jacket on and storming out of his room.

I raced downstairs and saw Esme talking to the numerous people who were coming in. She saw me and her face looked worried

"Are you ok?" she asked touching my shoulder briefly I shrugged it off lightly not to offend her.

"Yes, I'm fine" I said before shooting pass Carlisle. His face looking worried also. I saw in my rear view mirror the two Cullen parents look at each other in worry.

Edward's POV

We were lying on the bed doing the work. I was getting tired lf this easily. I sighed lightly and continued with the Biology questions while Bella was correcting mistakes we'd done in class.

While I still looked at my work I saw her look in my direction I saw her look at my shoulder and knew she saw the tattoo I got when I was 16.

But she didn't say anything. Any other girl would have asked, I knew Bella was different than the other girls. She looked away and I set my work down, now finished, and turned to look at her. She had something about her which I couldn't put my finger on.

The way she smirked at me and raised her eyebrows. I saw when she was talking to Angela, I know it sounds like I'm stalking her but I can't help it. I hear her talk and my head immediately goes up.

I hadn't told anyone that I liked Bella, but I didn't want to be attached that's why I needed her out of my system.

"What bit you up to?" I asked, wanting an excuse for her to talk

"Last" she replied shortly

I shifted my position so I was now right at her side. I could feel her warm skin on mine. God I sound ridiculous. I started kissing her soft neck lightly god she even tasted like strawberries. She pulled back

"Don't Edward" She went back to her work, I didn't listen, I was so far gone with the taste of her. I placed my hand on her flat stomach feeling the muscles through her shirt. Bloody hell. I began to kiss and nibble her neck.

She put the work down on the bed and pushed against my shoulders but I grabbed her wrists and pinned them to the side of her neck. What the hell Cullen? I thought to myself

"Get the hell off Edward"

"No" I whispered, speaking my hormones now "You want this, I know you do" I whispered harshly in her ear. Cullen get the fuck off her, she doesn't want you to touch her. She tried to break out of my grasp by kicking me but i pinned her legs together with my own. She'll break your nose Cullen, who cares do her get her out of your system, no this isn't right. The good Edward said in my mind.

Great I was having a fucking argument with myself now. I could practically see the devil and angel Edward beside me.

"Relax Bella" I turned my face and kissed her on the lips.

She tried to pull her face away from me, but I wasn't having any of it, it was official the devil Edward had won. I broke away and let one of my hands let go of hers and pin them together in my one single hand. I trailed my hand down her stomach again to feel her stomach but I drifted down further until I rested it on her crouch. I heard her take an intake of breath. Which made me almost want to smile against her neck which I was still kissing. I pulled my head up

"Feel it Bella, just relax" I whispered against her swollen lips. Before kissing her. My nails scraped through the denim; I once asked her if she liked it rough and this was a little test, not many girls did. But my actions caused her to shiver. Ding, we have an answer, she likes it rough. M lips were still on hers. I was trying to get her to respond. Break away Edward now, the good angel said, I sighed just as I was about to pull away she started to kiss me back I let my tongue snake through her lips. She tasted so good. I began to loosen my grasp on her arms and legs, I was about to break away and smile down at her, not wanting anything else I planned tonight, just a few kisses. But she surprised me again, because she had turned me over so I was now flat on my back. I needed to tell her something, I just couldn't remember what it was. But then she pulled away, making her way to the far side of the room, Get her the devil Edward roared bring her back. You were so close.

No leave her the angel Edward said, I took it half way

"What the hell" I asked breathlessly and sitting up. I realised my arms were very weak, I wasn't strong enough to sit up.

"Don't you ever kiss me again" She snarled putting her jacket on she stormed out of my room, I heard people downstairs start to come in.

"Shit" I cursed, what the hell did I just do?

Nearly had sex with her? The devil taunted me.

I needed to fix this, my god I got up and was walking out of the door when I saw Carlisle come in and slam the door behind me. He looked pissed off.

"What did you do" he spoke with deliberation

"I kissed her"

he sighed in annoyance and ran his hand though his hair "And you wonder why she punches you?" he asked hypothetically. "Edward, fix this" he snarled

"I know dad, and I will" I said pathetically, he looked taken back

"Your…actually going to…"

"Dad" I sighed and sat at the edge of the bed "I've fucked this up, and I'm not going to lie my original intention was to seduce her, but I started to think"

"About what?" he asked coming to sit on the bed next to me.

"How she makes me feel" I ran a hand through my hair briefly "I just think of how she smiles and how she laughs and god just everything" I bent down and put my head in my hands.

"Dad, I practically pinned her on the bed and made her kiss me" I waved my hands in front of me on annoyance and to stress my part.

"I'm not going to lie son about that bit, pinning her down was wrong son"

"I know, if it makes you laugh I was having my own personal argument"

he laughed "O your in trouble son"

"What?" I asked looking at him more clearly I sat up

"Son" he put his hand on my shoulder "When you start to have right and wrong conversations in your head about or with a woman your in trouble, hell when I first met Esme I was having a do or don't argument the moment I saw her"

"Dad. What are you saying?"

"I'm saying Edward" he looked down and messed with his wedding finger "is either you're falling in love with her" he looked up at me "Or you already have"

I looked down and thought about it.

"Shit" I cursed