So hello, yes it's me, Molly, I'm still alive. I'm not sure if this is even compatible for this site but we'll see shall we?
Anyhow most of you will have probably been expecting a new chapter, I mean that's what updates mean right? New things? New material from my mind?
Okay so the truth is I've been struggling from what I like to name writer's depression. What I mean from this is that I find myself uninspired, I feel as if my writing it shit, and let's be honest this particular story is a bit shit isn't it? I've been nervous to come even on to this site let alone log in, I haven't written let alone read any fanfiction for four months now all because I hate my style so much.
Okay I know this isn't the ending that you were expecting and for that I'm deadly, truly sorry. I seriously am, from the bottom of my heart I'm sorry. Truth is that this story neither interests me nor excites me any longer, it's a failure and yes, this happens sometimes. Nothing is coming to me and my inspiration and stamina for this has run dry.
Writing this story upsets me, depresses me and disappoints me.
So, what now? Well now, a new beginning. New stories, nothing too long, nothing I can't promise an ending to. We have new Sherlock footage now, new ideas, new settings, new head canons, an overall fresh and cleansed feeling to the fandom.
And who knows? Maybe the inspiration will come back to me some day? We can only wait and see.
Thank you for listening and I hope you still stick around with me, it would be my pleasure to provide you with brand new material and I promise, this time, that I won't bite off more than I can chew.
Molly
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