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Bella's POV
A look of comprehension finally dawned on Edwards face. He looked shocked hen grimaced and ran out of the house, the door slamming behind him. I felt a wave of misery engulf me. It felt as bad as when he left me. I sobbed, then I felt a cool arm around my shoulder and looked to see Jasper trying to comfort me sending waves of reassurance my way. " He doesn't hate you, he will come around." He said confidently. Alice however grimaced slightly looking unsure. I desperately tried to pull myself together. "Why is Bella crying? Why did Edward leave? She hasn't answered the question yet. HOW DOES SHE KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT US?" asked Emmett gradually getting louder till he was shouting frustrated. I burst out laughing. When I eventually stopped I answered his question all the while wishing the floor would swallow me up. "Remember my story, about the vampire I fell in love with." I stated looking Emmett directly in the eye. He looked confused for a second, then his mouth literally feel open. He looked absolutely ridiculous. "Trying to catch flies?" I asked teasingly. He shut his mouth fast and I heard a loud snap. I could feel everyone's eyes boring into me. I shifted uncomfortably and fiddled with me charm bracelet. I never took it off. I sighed remembering Jake. After he had run off it had been hell. Even Billy had hated me, even though he tried his best to hide it; for Charlie. Though when he came back he was happy. He had finally imprinted and I was so happy for them; though I must admit a little bit jealous.
I felt the familiar tingling at the back of my throat and decided to go hunting, I hadn't had a proper chance before. Alice seeing where I was going nodded sadly and ran to embrace me before I left. " Don't worry." she breathed in my ear so quiet that I could barely hear her. " He'll come around." She sounded confident and I decide to believe her even if she was lying, because I knew I would fall apart otherwise. " Bye" I whispered to the others and then I ran as fast as I could. I had to get away.
Edward's POV
How could she love me? I thought bewildered. I knew I had hurt her deeply by running away, but how had she expected me to react. I barely knew her. Even she had admitted I wasn't yet the person she had married. I screamed annoyed with myself. I decided to hunt to pass sometime. I concentrated completely pushing my emotions to the back of me head. I felt marginally better. What was I going to do? If she was here where was the human Bella what had happened to her? She deserved someone better than me. I was a monster. I stopped by a stream, crouching down I looked at my reflection. I was pale, with classic features, short bronze hair, blackish eyes. Then they changed to read and all I could see was the monster that I saw ever time I felt tempted. Yes some humans might think us beautiful, but really we were scum. Monsters. Though how could anyone call Carlisle or Esme monsters. Both so caring. Maybe I was the only monster in my family, Sighing I went back to hunting, desperate to stop the thoughts whirling round my head. But it soon became apparent that was not possible, so I gave up. It was too hard all I could think about was her. Bella and why an angel like that ever; even if it was in the future; love or want me. She deserved so much better.
I stopped and found that I was near the meadow. I ran straight there in minutes. Its beauty hit me just as hard as it did the first time. It was absolutely breath taking. I heard a crunch in the distance. Someone was watching me. I turned around towards the noise. " Whose there?" I called and someone a vampire entered the clearing.
Bella's POV
I was chasing my third deer when it lead me to a stream and I saw on the far side Edward. Looking as always like a Greek god. I sighed. He looked puzzled and was muttering to himself so quietly that I couldn't hear. Desperate I moved closer then he looked up and spotted the deer and started to chase it. His movements were precise and graceful. He looked almost like he was flying. His legs were just blurs. Then suddenly he stopped and ran in another direction. Curious I followed him. He lead me straight to the meadow. Our meadow.
His skin glittered magically in the sunlight and it was all I could do to stop myself from rushing over to him. I moved closer , my feet crunched loudly on a twig and I swore, hoping he hadn't heard; yet wishing he had. "Whose there?" he called out in his magnificent velvety voice, looking in my direction. I walked towards him. He gasped as soon as he saw me. "What are you doing here?" he asked his voice suddenly sounding cold and distant. Yet when I looked in his eyes all I saw was longing, that gave me hope.
"Your not a monster." I said looking his directly in his butterscotch eyes. I saw as they widened slightly. " How do you know that. Can you read my thoughts?" he replied trying to make light of the situation. " No," I replied seriously " I just know you that's all."
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