Abby: Your really gone now aren't you? Gone forever. Lost. Why? Why did you have to die Kate? Why?
There was so much we were going to do together. You promised you'd come watch me and the nuns bowl. You promised you'd stay over for a night. At least we did some things together. Remember when you got that tattoo? That was so funny. Remember when you wore that hat I made for you? Remember when you thought Goths had bats for pets; or bats had Goths for pets?
We were total opposites when we met. You were the good Catholic girl. I was the dark, hyper Goth. But we were friends. Good friends. If only you could see me now. You'd say "No black lipstick!!!", or "No eyeliner!!!", or "Girl you are a mess." I miss you Kate. I miss you so much.
I wonder if it could have been a different way. You could have done so much. Why did you die? Why couldn't the bullet have hit one of the dead guys? I will find the person that killed you. I promise.
But so much is happening. We have this new director and there is someone from mossad here. Gibbs knows Ari killed you, so Ari will die. Nobody can stop him. You're lucky. Very lucky to have him.
I guess we'll all have to learn to get on without you now. Will it be that different? I wonder if Gibbs will ever let someone sit at your desk again. I wonder who will be there next. Positive thoughts. Positive thoughts.
Positive thoughts won't work this time. I wonder if they will ever work again. Will I forget you one day Kate? I promise I won't. I promise.
I guess I'll look back now. I'll look back and smile. I'll look back and remember. I'll remember all the good times we had. You loved it when I wore pigtails. So every time I wear my pigtails I'll remember you. I'll wear them for you.