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A/N Thanks to ilovemclife , x-rosepetals-x, Bree751, Little Silver Rose, pricel and inkypinkyanna for the reviews, I really appreciate it.
I would like to dedicate this chapter to inkypinkyanna, thanks for all your fantastic ideas :D
Recap
I would go back, I would have to eventually. But not now. Then the heavens opened and I turned my head up to the sky, half sobbing, half laughing. It was as if the whole world was crying with me.
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Bella's POV
I continued to sob, pondering my fate. What would happen if I never got back to my time? How would my actions here affect my future? What if I never married Edward. What if …. No stop I thought to myself I had to get back but how?
I was still lost in my own thoughts that I jumped startled when I heard Charlie's cruiser pull into the house. Charlie! In all my worries about how I would get home and the Cullen's , I had forgot about Charlie. What would he think if I didn't come home. Ahh! How had things gone so wrong. I watched Charlie as he made his way out of the car and into the house. I could here him calling for me and walking around loudly looking. I watched him from afar. I missed him, and I almost wished that I could stay. So I sat down on the hard forest floor, twigs crunching and crackly beneath me .
Would I have to go back tonight and make an appearance, surely he would notice I was missing? But what about the Cullen's? I owed them an explanation. I stiffened as I smelt a scent that unfortunately was becoming all to familiar. Dolen.
Dolen's POV
I found myself, once again in the lovely forest of Forks, right where it all began. I can still remember Shelia's face when she saw those murderers.
I hummed softly as I held Shelia's sobbing form in my arms. My mind was still reeling from what she had told me. How could they just kill, innocent newborns. "It was because of her" she whispered to me. I instantly felt an immense hatred towards that golden eyed vampire, that had made Shelia cry. How could she??
I pace slowly, nervous. Shelia is not going to be happy. She knew, the Cullen's would undoubtedly help her. They always did. I stiffened, I could smell her she was so near. I crept slowly forward watching her. She seemed so fragile. I followed her gaze and realised she was staring at a human. Who was he? What was that in her gaze? I shifted my weight on my right foot.
Suddenly she stiffened, her whole body looked like a marble statue. Had she heard me? No I realised the wind had changed direction, blowing my scent straight towards her. I cursed myself silently for not realising sooner. She turned towards me slowly.
I felt all my pent up anger, towards this, golden eyed vampire, explode out of me , as if the walls holding it all in had suddenly disappeared. "How could you?!" I screamed at her. "What had they ever done for you, you and all those other freaks!" I felt hot as if my blood was boiling. She looked utterly calm, sad yes, but apart from that, she almost looked serene. I wanted to shake her, make her pay for all she had done. Even as a small, insignificantly human. "They never did anything to you?!" I repeated again and again; barly coherent.
"Are you finished?" she asked her voice sounded soft and velvety, making mine seem rough. I blinked stupefied, what did I have to do to make her realise? "You killed innocents!"
"No, I never killed anyone."
"Your mate did." I spat
"Yes, but he was only protecting me." she shot back, still calm.
"What you did to Shelia was unforgivable!"
"How was it, she didn't have to fight. He was the one who kidnapped me!" I snorted
"What else was she supposed to do she loved him." As I said this instantly felt immensely sad , why I didn't know though.
"You love her." she whispered, so quietly that even with my vampire hearing, I almost didn't hear.
"No , she's a friend" I mutter, confused as I see to different memories, each of the same thing, but different, not how it played out, but why I did it.
Shelia's burning, covered in flames, yet intact unlike Killian. Its to late to save him now. But I feel no regret as I drag Shelia's screaming form from the inferno. He started this, now maybe she will love me. I look up and see them, watching me sadly. I understand
I shake my head and see Bella staring at me weirdly, with concern written across her features.
Shelia and Killian are both burning, screaming in agony. Their cries send shivers though my body. The golden eyed family are watching me, with delight written across there faces. Smiling. I growl in hate and begin to drag Shelia's burning body, watching them all the while. I can't save Killian he is to gone. He was my brother, and Shelia's my sister. Neither of them ever did anything to them. I will get my revenge. I vow before running off into the safely of the trees.
In that instant, I understand. I feel saddened by this realisation, and wonder how Shelia could of done that to me. There is only one way to help her now, I have to stop this. This has to end. I create a split in time behind Bella. Then run forward pushing her in. I hope that gets her home. But I never was good at sending other people through time. If I could cry I would. The truth hurt. She had used me, Shelia, I don't know why the thought had never occurred to me before. I had always known she could manipulate memories. I just never thought she would manipulate mine.
Bella's POV
I hit the ground hard and look around, was I home. If so why had Dolen done that? I replay the last few seconds of our encounter though my head. He had looked so sad, but why? Then I heard I voice I never thought I would hear again. "Bella? What are you doing here?"
A/N: Okay, did that actually make sense….? Ok em, I hope that makes sense. I cant remember what I was gonna say, I just no it was important. Oops, oh well review plse! And tell me if that was ok :D
ps i remember now, sorry if i confused u. rite basically dolen has 2 sets of memeories coz thats Shelia's power to manipulate memories, and basically dolen relises this and also relises that the only way to help Shelia is to help Bella. I will explain more in the nxt chapter, which i hopefully will put up tomorrow. thanks :)