Suki: I am slowly killing myself as I'm writing this, well.. Here's the chapter, enjoy as I kill myself ever so slowly.

WARNING: This is the chapter that is rated M, It is rated M for..

Torture, hinted rape, swearing. If you don't like those, message me to send you a summary of the chapter, I am willing to do this.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN HELLSING OR THE SONG, I AM NOT MAKING MONEY OFF THIS. I OWN MY OCS ONLY, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BORROW ANY OF MY OCS, MESSAGE ME!

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Everything was a haze, Yami had been kidnapped and now, after long periods of torture and testing, she virtually had no energy. Her voice was hoarse from screaming for help, mainly Alucard. They had snapped her wings, but she had retracted them into her back and now there where large gashes running along her back. Yami got the easiest, they talked about her being the Dark Angel. But they tortured her in a different way, they had been torturing Ben, calling him by his middle name, talking nonsense. Yami hung from shackles on the wall, limp and tired. They had just peeled, literally peeled a layer of Ben's skin off in front of her eyes, she was screaming at them to stop, they only laughed.

"That bitch should shut the hell up, or else we may have to actually change plans and fuck her up, right boys?" One guy said to the others and they laughed, and continued on. They had beaten, bruised, and did unspeakable things to Ben. Yami's face was covered with tears and dried blood, the wounds on her body ached.

"Please... Alucard, save us." She whispered the silent prayer, she didn't ask God, because she now hated him. For letting innocent people be forced and killed and tortured around her, and herself. She heard forced moans of pleasure in the cell the doors down.

"Please.." She whispered before she hung limp, trying to clear her mind.

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"Damnit!" Alucard growled as he hit the wall, leaving a large crack in it. It had been a week after Yami and Benjamin had been kidnapped, Integra seemed as her steely self, but when no one was looking, she wept for her husband. Seras and Pip didn't dare annoy Alucard, because he almost killed a man for laughing around him; he survived with several broken bones. To relax a little, he went into Yami's room. Once he came in, he smelled Yami's scent, and some of her blood when she gt paper cuts, which was often. Everything laid untouched; except for her bed, which Alucard sat on. He was calming down when a whisper filled his head.

"Please.. Alucard, save us" The voice asked. It took Alucard a moment before he could realize who it was. It was Yami Getsuei. He stood up, and growled.

"Please.." She whispered, before his mind became silent, filled with his thoughts. Then, flashes of an abandoned warehouse, vampires, and trapped humans. He knew where it was, and he went to tell Integra immediately.

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"BEN! NO!" Yami cried, leaning forwards against the shackles. The men where beating Ben up, laughing.

"That's right you bastard! You shouldn't even be alive Xeno!" One said as he kicked his frail form, Yami screamed again. Her screams where animal, and from the heart.

"Shut it! Bitch!" One of them said, as another one took out a gun.

"NO! STOP IT! DON'T KILL BEN, KILL ME! I'M WORTHLESS, LET HIM LIVE!" She pleaded, tears streaming from her eyes.

"I said SHUT IT" The man said again and slapped her. She glared at him, her Icy blue eyes filled with sadness and rage. He backed off and watched as the one of the men cocked his gun.

"NO!" Yami screamed, then a tell-tale gunshot rang out. Yami screamed once more and leaned forward screaming "BEN!". The other men left the room laughing and cheering. After their footsteps where gone, she broke the shackles with new-found strength. She stumbled to Ben and fell to his side.

"Ben, you're gonna be alright, we're gonna live" She whispered, as she tore off pieces of fabric off her dress, which she would never do.

"D-do you h-have t-the music box your mother gave you?" Ben asked painfully, and quiet.

"Shh... Don't talk, I have it Ben" She whispered, as she pulled it out from a secret holder. It was a tiny wooden box.

(Suki: I can give you the song name, it's Air - Giniro - Aozora (music box version) by kasumikiss, find it and play it now!)

She wound it up and let the soft tune play, it usually sounded happy and carefree, but now it sounded sad.

"It's going to be okay Ben, it's going to be alright" She said as she bandaged more wounds, helplessly.

"Y-yami, i-it's h-hopeless.." He said, the warmth in his body started to leave.

"Never say that! You always told me to keep on trying" She whispered, as the song played.

"Y-yami... Beware the One Winged Angel and the Remnants... You're not from this world Yami.. Y-y-you're from G-Gaia... Read m-my journals... I love you so very much" He whispered as he raised his hand and cupped Yami's cheek. More tears spilled from her eyes as the music box song ended, slowly. The warmth left from his hand and fell limp. He closed his eyes and said his last words.

"I love you... Yami Angel Getsuei, may you spread your wings and reach great heights. You are the fallen angel with broken wings." He whispered, and smiled as he grew limp. No longer would he be there to nag Yami, to help her, to play with her. No more fun nights watching movies or playing games; no more of his blue eyes and sincere smile. He was gone, forever. Yami cried more and more, she heard gunshots and yells. She knew they where coming back for her. She growled with anger as she clenched her hands. She closed the music box.

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The mission to save Yami and Alucard had started. They had started blasted away at the captors and freed the slaves. Seras had the job of leading them out safely as they where safe. Alucard had honed his senses on Yami, he blasted away more captors as he got to the room. He opened it, and he saw a sight that would have snapped his heart in two if it still beat. Yami was kneeling next to Ben, who was dead. He had a small, glorious smile on his face, as he lay still. Yami's eyes where filled with sadness and rage, and she was torn and tattered. Alucard finally saw the extent of the mysterious illness she had, the skin was black.

"A-alucard?" Yami whispered, her voice was hoarse from screaming. He walked over to her and hugged her tightly.

"It's going to be alright... I have killed the men who have done this to you and..." He trailed off as she shuddered.

"They do not even deserve the deepest pits of hell..." He growled. He picked up Yami as she tried to cry, but she had no more tears. She cuddled against him.

"I love you Alucard" She whispered as she trailed off into a deep sleep.

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Yami stood in the blackness of her dreams, with the ocean lulling softly. But this time, a light came and Ben walked past her. He waved and smiled as he joined a man with black, spiky hair with black military like clothes, and a girl with brown braided hair and a pink dress. Yami could see her hazel eyes. She waved to Ben as he disappeared with them, and the lull of the nonexistent ocean filled her ears.

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Suki:I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THAT BECAUSE WHEN I KILLED BEN, I KILLED A PART OF MY SOUL! T-T

If you got that what I was hinting to, you may be able to tell with "Gaia" "Remnants" and especially "One Winged Angel". The last words made me CRY T-T

Look for the sequel "Broken Wings" and the epilogue

I need to become less depressed...