Undercover Family

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Chapter 42.

He looks at her with frustration all over his face and says, "Since when do you want me to be a man?"

"I don't want you to be a man? For the past several months, that's all I did want you to be. Do you know how hard it has been to maintain my role with you? You make me feel things that I have never felt in my life and want to do things that parents don't do to children. I have spent more time with you than other person in my life. I have held you when you cried from pain. I have performed the most demeaning things a woman can do on a grown man. I have aged you to do what you need to do to maintain your skills and attributes and then returned you to being a baby. That I could hold, cuddle and feed and yet I stopped wanting to do that. I don't know when it changed for me, when I wanted you to hold me not the other way around."

She is sobbing because she doesn't know how to really express the desperation of the woman inside her for this man. Is she doing right? Expressing her feelings like this is new to her. The man looks at her and is struggling with how he feels about what she is saying. This is a woman, who for the past eight months, he has spent all of his time with and in all the time she was strong and capable and loving. He never once saw her cry. The man walked over and did what she wanted. He wrapped his arms around her and held her. She placed her head on his shoulder and smelled the man underneath the baby smell. He moved her head to look at her face and did something that both have been thinking of for many months. He kissed her lips in a long, lingering and slow action. She pulled him closer and caressed his back with her fingernails while he moved his hands to feel the skin of this woman. He wanted to know her as a woman not as a momma, while she wanted the man not the baby to love her and give her what only a man can give.

He pushes her back onto the steps heading up to the first floor and moved his lips down her neck and onto her breasts; she fiddled with his hair and sucked on his ear lobes. She moved her hands to reach under his shirt and felt the plastic of his diaper under her fingers; she moved her hand inside the diaper and reached for the man inside. He groaned as he felt something that he hadn't felt in a long time, however he couldn't do anything because momma was still feeding him the hormone blocker. His mind might want to do it, but his body has no urges or sensations to perform with her. Momma knows this and is disappointed but she knows it is for the best; after all he is still her baby. She moves back and fixes her clothes properly. She looks at the strong chin and adorable dimple and with sadness in her eyes gets up to walk upstairs.

She says, "Tomorrow, we will be heading back to D. C. and on Sunday you will get to see Jack and find out what he got for Christmas." She turns and looks down at him, "You will be wearing a diaper at the time." She turns to walking back upstairs. "You have one hour down here and then I expect you to be back upstairs. You will change back in one hour." She leaves the basement.

The man sobs as he hears what she is saying to him. In his heart, he feels that he will never return to be the man he was, that he will always be her baby.

Upstairs, momma goes to see David and says, "I want you to go downstairs to be with Aaron in the basement."

"Do you think he needs a babysitter?"

"No, he needs a friend." David looks at her and heads down as the man that he is. He notices Aaron standing away on the other side of the shooting range and walks toward him.

David asks, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No. I just want to left alone." He looks at David. "But momma sent you down here, didn't she?"

"Yeah, she thought you might need a friend."

"A friend? Maybe, I don't know what I really need. I want her but what I want I never can have. Why can't I ever get what I want?"

"You are too nice of a person, who doesn't like to hurt people that you care about; you place their wants before your own even if you are mad at them. If they can hurt you many of them will. Is momma trying to hurt you?"

"No, she is not trying to hurt me; she just can't help it because she is hurting as much as I am. We didn't mean for it to happen, it is just I want her more than as a momma."

"You've fallen in love with the woman and want her." Aaron looks at him.

"Yeah, but I'll never have her."

"The case is over and our lives will go back to normal."

"What is normal, David?"

"Back to profiling serial killers, kidnappers and rapists, that is our job. We are good at it. Come on, buck up Aaron. It will work out, believe in that. Now we've got to get going, momma only gave you an hour down here and that time is almost up. So if you want to walk up those stairs on your own, let us do it now or I will have to carry you up." Aaron smiles wanly at that and begins to walk up the steps, where at the bathroom, he uses the toilet and David helps refasten his diaper just before he once again became a young child.

While the men were talking downstairs, momma begins to cook their Christmas dinner and Sean is helping her with some intriguing recipes to make. She is learning much from this young man. She asks that each of the children take a bath and get dressed into the special outfits that she has hanging up in their closets labeled Christmas. Each child has one of their own, even Sean. The outfits range from beautiful dresses to suits with ties. All were brand new outfits and after all the children were dressed, she then bathed and dressed herself in a lovely satin dress. Bob also was given a new suit to wear. The biggest surprise to all of our family was when she aged her children to their regular ages. They began to set the table with the expensive china, crystal and silver. They broke out the wine and even some hard liquor to celebrate the day. Nobody will be driving so who will care our drunk they get. Aaron stayed in the kitchen and watched momma cook and chop along side of his brother. The two cooks even put him to work chopping and stirring. Emily and Spencer were playing a game of chess while Derek was on the phone to his mother and JJ to Will and Henry. David and Bob were discussing cases that both or either had worked on. Eventually, the turkey and the ham were cooked along with the sides of mashed potatoes, sweet potato casserole, broiled asparagus and shrimp skewers, roasted vegetables terrine and ambrosia salad. They sat around the table as adults eating, drinking and enjoying themselves immensely. Little did they know of what the future may be bringing to them?

After dinner, they got up to clean the dishes and put them away. Aaron decided to take a nap on momma's bed, he went to bedroom and removed all his clothing except a t-shirt and his diaper and lay down, and he was asleep within minutes. The members of the family separated to do different things. Some chatted, some played games, some watched TV, momma went to her bedroom and was surprised to see Aaron sleeping there on the bed, remembering how he didn't want to run around in just a diaper when he was a baby and here he was doing so as an adult. She went to the bed and looked at this man that she wants and makes a decision. She had left notes as to what to do later if she is not available. She removed her dress and in just her slip, she lies down next to the man and holds him in her arms. He senses her and turns around and holds her next to him.

Several hours later, there is a knock at the door that surprises everyone. Since the family is moving back to D. C., they are going to have to pack up the house. Government laborers arrive with hundreds of boxes to begin the chore. Momma has left a list of where they are to work starting them with the front porch, in packing up the toys and opening the front area for box storage until it can be put in the truck which arrives at 7am the following morning. She has each of the children go to their rooms and place the things that they want to carry in their suitcases and on the plane on to their beds along with three days of clothing and their suitcases, if they have one and backpacks as well if they have one. Everything else will get packed up by the laborers and our agents. The dining room will be the next to be packed up and momma asks Sean to start on the kitchen. A few are sent to pack up the laundry room/back porch. All boxes are placed on the front porch when they are sealed and labeled as to which room they belong to.

It was into this slight chaos that Momma and Aaron would wake up to and being the delegator and leader that he is, Aaron takes over and makes sure that everything begins to work smoothly. There is nobody who is not doing anything and yet all is being done. He sends momma upstairs to begin packing the suitcases for the family to take with them. It is one of the few times when momma will take an order. Aaron has the 10 laborers and Bob and the agents with Sean packing up the house. They have finished the front porch and moved into the dining room. When those on the back porch where finished, he sent them down to the basement to take apart the shooting range and have all of that brought up to the front porch to be packed into the truck later. Sean was packing up the kitchen and was told by momma to also have ideas of what to cook for the workers from the food in the refrigerator. She wants it cleaned out if possible. There is a section in the truck which is refrigerated in which the items in the freezer will be placed, but it is not a large section. She wants to have a meal ready at about 9 pm. It is her hope that most rooms will be packed up by then. Aaron has sent some workers upstairs to begin to pack up the stuff that will not be going with the family. The boxes are then brought down to the front porch, which is getting quite filled and so Aaron has the family room packed up except for the play pen and his gifts which are still in there. He looks at them and still does not want to know what is in them. He has Penelope and Spencer begin to take apart the computer room and get it boxed up. After momma gets all the children's things packed up into the suitcases; she leaves them in the hall upstairs ready to be taken down later in the morning. She puts JJ to work boxing up the upstairs bathroom and Emily to work boxing up the downstairs bathroom.

By the time 9 pm arrives, everything in the front porch, back porch, dining room, upstairs bedrooms, basement, both bathrooms and most of the family room and computer room are boxed and ready to be loaded on to the truck. The laborers and family take a break and eat using paper plates, plastic utensils and plastic cups what Sean had put together: Appetizers, little sandwiches, dips for crackers, chips and things and just a lot of finger food that is filling and satisfying. An hour later they finish up packing the family room, computer room and kitchen and then begin to pack up momma's room. She hates them in her room and yet knows that it must be done. It is the room that does take the longest. The people are quite surprised at the thousands of books and videos she has stored in that room. There is something in every corner and under every piece of furniture.

When midnight comes, momma sends Bob home and she tells her children that they are to go to bed. Although, her room is only half packed, momma wants her children to have a full night's sleep and sends them upstairs. As they head upstairs, she changes them from adults to children. The only one who refuses to head upstairs is Aaron. He has no intention of going to sleep until everything is fully packed even if momma changes him right then and in the presence of the laborers. She looks at him and gives in but only because she knew that he had taken a nap earlier. If he hadn't, he would have been put to bed hours before. About two hours later, the laborers leave and she changes his diaper and gives him a bottle as he lies down on her bed and she lies down next to him. The man and woman fall asleep in each other's arms.