A/N. super big apologies for not updating in so long. I don't really have an excuse I just haven't had the want to write. But I swore to myself I would put something up on the 1st and that what I did. So Happy New Year to everyone, everywhere I hope 2013 is your year.

Disclaimer: i don't own BTR or any of the characters.

Chapter 8

Kendall walked out of Logan's room. " Logan's right I need to take him from here. Tonight I'll tell him how I feel." Kendall started walking towards heather's room. He took his cell out

hey hows ur day off? ~ ken

Hi. It's cool. How is Logan? ~ JD

Hes ok. Wanna hang tonight? ~ ken

Yea! Come over after your shift ~ JD

K. See ya :D ~ ken

"excuse me. Do you work here?" Kendall heard a woman ask him.

"yes I work here. How can I help you?" he looked up from his phone. He eyes went as wide as a dinner plates. "Camille?" she looked surprise.

" Do I know you? Have we went some where?"

Kendall shook his head "are you looking for Logan?"

"oh you now Logan? Is that how you know me? Does hit talk about me?"

"sorta. Your picture is on his wall of things that are real. It's to help him stay in reality. I'm one of the orderlies that help him."

"oh ok. That makes sense. Is there anyway I can see him?"

" are you here to speak to him? Or just vent your aggression on him? Because if that's the case then you can't see him. He has been through a lot and you attacking could cause a break. He's very fragile and his ex wife who left him to rot in a mental facility for 3 years coming to yell wont help, at all. Kendall spoke serious and angrily. Although he cared for Logan very much, all he was thinking was James and how angry he would be at Camille, which in turn made Kendall angry. He looked down at his phone checking the time. ' it's almost sunset. I can't let her very long anyway in case Logan sundowns today'

"I see you care very much about him, but I'm to here to do that. You must know of our children, Lora and Matt? Well I haven't brought them here in fear logan may do something rash and don't want them to witness that. They know of him but think he is sick and lives in a special place, which isn't so much of a lie. I came to see him so I can bring them. They want to help their daddy to get better." Camille had a few tears fall down her face. Kendall could tell she was speaking the truth.

"I'll take you to him. People with Logan's condition can not have visitors passed sunset or be alone but seeing as you may need the privacy I'll let you be alone but only for an hour. You must leave before sunset. Understand?" Camille nodded. "ok. He is eating now and seeing as he has to be watched. You need to make sure he eats it all."

"ok?" she was unsure why that was needed. She also felt a bit uncomfortable with the amount of rules Logan needed fearing he was as bad as she had thought. She wiped her face as they reached a door.

"ok we're here. One hour." he warned. She nodded rapidly and moved to open the door. Kendall walked down the hall to check on Jo and heather. He had seen Heather with long sleeves which meant he would have check her.

Kendall had just finished his rounds. Jo was a little less depressed today when he saw her in art class, he was glad to see that. Heather hadnt Cut herself but was just really cold. Kendall was relieved she had been doing so well and it would be a shame for her to be here another year. He looked at his phone "fifteen minutes till Camille leaves, guess I could relax in the staff room." he said to himself right before his phone vibrated in his hand and James' name passed the screen. .

"hey James." Kendall smiled

"hey Kendall. Are you on break yet?" James said

"yea. What's up?"

"well I came over to do something and I thought we could eat on your break?"

"yea! I-I mean... Um... Sure..."

"ok come down to the cafe" James laughed.

"ok see ya" Kendall hung up with a smile he wanted to do his little happy dance but all his coworkers were around. So he decided to just smile as he made his way to the elevator to go meet James. 'ok so I'm gonna ask him out today. I'm gonna tell him I really like him. I'm gonna make him happy and take him away from here. We are gonna go out and fun.' Kendall kept his little pep talk up in till he reached the cafe. "hey James" he said seeing James outside the cafe.

"hey. Want some pizza?" he said asked making his way inside.

"hey of course. Do you even know me?" Kendall joked.

"ham and pineapple it is then. You go find us a seat." Kendall nodded and made his way through the tables filled with orderlies, doctors, patients and families. He found a spare table by a window. He sat down and waited for James to come back, his leg bouncing with nerves. 'I wonder if he feels the same as me. I like you so much James. Do like me too?' James came back with a tray with 2 slices of pizza and 2 sodas.

"one ham and pineapple for you with a sprite. One veggie delight and for me."

Kendall scrunched his noise at the look of James' pizza. "yuck. How can you eat that with all those vegetables?"

"coming from the guy who likes a fruit on his pizza."james retorted without even looking up at Kendall.

"you got me there." Kendall chirped taking his first swallowing Kendall looked at james . "James I need to-"

"so anything new with logan?" James cut in as if he didn't even hear Kendall. Kendall's smile quickly dropped into a hurt frown.

"Logan? Right. Of course thats the reason for this little lunch. You didn't want to hang out with me you wanted a status report on him." Kendall said irritated

"kendall calm down. Thats not it."

"what's with you and this guy anyway? Do you like him? Is that the reason you apparently only care for him?" Kendall was getting very angry at the thought of this.

"Kendall thats not it. I don't like Logan. I have my reason why I am the way i am with him. Ok?"

"what would those be? Please tell me because I'm tired of seeing the guy like chasing after a mental patient."

"I'm not chasing after a mental patient and don't all him that."

"are you serious james?! He is in a mental institution and I just told you that I like you and you are still focused on him." Kendall all but screamed.

"you like me?" James said in a whisper.

Kendall nodded."I do but it's obvious you like him more. I'm gonna go back." Kendall stood from the table leaving most of his food still on the plate."Camille came to visit Logan its about time she left."

"what?! What if she flips on him? Or what if he sundowns?"

"the mere mention of his name and I'm forgotten. I thought the reason you cared so much was because of your compassion. That's obviously not it and I'm not planning on getting hurt because of it." Kendall turn around a started to the door, hurt written on his face.

"Kendall! Logan's my brother!" Kendall froze in his shoes.

"what?" James nodded.

"step-brother but still my brother. That's why I care so much for him. It's not that I like him. Can you come over here so I can explain it to you?" Kendall went back and sat back down in his seat eyes never leaving james."Logan's mom married my dad a few years before he came here. We both had our own lives so we never really talked. We only saw each other the day of the wedding, after that Logan went back to school and I never saw him again. Logan thought I was this big model traveling europe when I actually worked here. I lied to him since he was gonna be this great doctor and all." James chuckles at the memory. "When he was diagnosed and sent here his mom begged me to get him on my floor so I can watch him. You ever wondered why he wasn't with the other schizophrenics? Dr. Roque had no problem with him here thinking my presents might help him, but then we found out he couldn't remember me we left it only afraid he might break further. He needs to remember on his own. The reason why I keep such a close eye on him is because I talk to his mom every week and tell her how he has been. I'm suppose to call her tonight, she is really worried since he stopped talking."

Kendall stared dumbfound "Logan's your brother?" James nodded "and I'm an idiot" James laughed

"no your not. There's no way you could have guessed."

"yes I am! I guess confessed to you because I was jealous of you brother." Kendall hid his face in his hands.

"something good did come from this."

"what?" Kendall muffed through his hands

"at least I know you like me too" Kendall head looked up at James.

"you like me?" James nodded a hugh smile on his face. "then do you want to go-" Kendall's pager went off. He looked at it eyes widening.

"what's wrong?" James asked fear in his voice.

"something's going on, on the floor" they both got up quickly running to the floor. When they got there they saw Camille looking worried. "what happen?" Kendall asked.

"we were talking fine and then just told me I had to leave. That it wasn't safe. I left and then I heard a big crash." James looked at Kendall. They both walked to Logan's room slowly opening the door. Logan was standing in the middle of the room with his back was to them, his arms where wrapped around nothing as if he were hugging the air.

"Logan?" James asked timidly.

"it's ok. It's ok. I'm sorry Dak. Daddy didn't mean it. Daddy didn't mean it" was all Logan said.

A/N. so he is the chapter I know it's not great and very short. I'm sorry for that too. Maybe some great reviews will help me out. Question: what do you think Logan and Camille talked about? And what did Dak say?

Till next time :)