A/N I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long long long time. I had started college and had some issues at home, but i wrote this for you all. I really hope you like it.

Disclaimer I own nothing.

Chapter 9

"Oh geez Logan! I didn't mean it like that. I just meant-"

"No. It's ok." Logan held up his hands to calm her down. "You are right to do that. Last time you saw me, I was doing pretty bad. I'm not doing as bad but I'm not better either" Camille nodded to show she understood. "So what do you want to talk about?" Logan said reaching his hand out to the stool Kendall had just occupied.

Camille slowly sat down. She looked down into her lap, folding her hands in it, she wasn't completely sure what to say at this point. She had prepared so many things to tell him on her way there. She wanted to tell him how the twins where doing.

She wanted him to know that Lora took after him and was so smart. That, Matt, was a little athlete already but was as dramatic like his mother. She wanted to talk about her new job at the local theater and the play she was in.

She wanted to hell at him for leaving all that. She wanted to know why that wasn't enough for Logan. But the moment he looked up from that book it all disappeared and all that was left was confusion.

"I'm confused" she said out loud without really thinking. Logan looked at her worry written on his face.

"Confused? About what?" Logan said settling his hand on hers. Camille began to relax a bit. She a little breathe before looking up and facing Logan.

"You." She nearly whispered looking him in the eye. She looked as if she was searching for something. "You confuse me, Logan. When I came in here and you looked up from that book you looked so much like you did before. You look exactly the same as when you would read the paper in the morning as you waited for me to come down with the kids." Camille smiled a bit at the memory but then it vanished as she looked deeper into Logan's eyes. She pulled her hands away from him. " But now you've changed. You're different. Almost as if something in you is missing. As if it died."

After those last words a thick tension filled the room. Both people keeping a safe distance from one another, wondering what other was thinking. Camille was afraid she was write something in Logan was gone and that he would take her words wrong and fly off the handle. Logan worried Camille could see how broken he really was and would decide to never let him see their children. The room grew more and more awkward with each passing moment.

"I think you're right." Logan said "I have changed I'm no longer the man you fell in love with because that man was someone I pretended to be and I'm very sorry for that. The man right here" Logan took her hand again. "This man right here. He is the man I am now. I am trying to get better for Lora and Matt but right now I want to get better for myself." Camille had tears rushing down her face. "Believe me that other family are not real and I know they aren't. I know now they are all just lies."

"You promised never to call us that, Dad." Logan turned his head to the door. There stood Dak eyes hurt and angry. "So all these nights we've spent worried about you was a lie. All the nights Papi and Katie cried themselves to sleep missing you. I guess they were all lies?"

"Camille…" Logan slowly stood up. Camille looked at him confused and worried. "I need you to leave. It's not safe for you to be here."

"What? Logan what's going on?" She stood up next to him.

"Don't question me and go." He said sternly. She nodded and left.

"Is that what you want? To forget us? Papi told me to come that you finally believed in us and you don't." Dak rolled his eyes and started to turn towards the door.

"NO!" Logan quickly grabbed Dak."I don't want that. I love you guys. I just said that so I could see Lora and Matt."

"Why?" Dak turned to Logan even angrier now. "Why do you need to see them?" He walked towards Logan as Logan back up afraid of what Dak may do. "Can't I and Katie be enough for you!?" Dak pushed Logan into the nightstand the tray from Logan breakfast crashing onto the floor. Silence quickly took over the room as tears slowly began to fall down Dak's cheeks. He wiped his face and turned away from Logan.

"I'm sorry I made you feel this way but Lora and Matt are my kids too. I love you, Katie, and Papi but I love them too." Logan walked towards Dak. He wrapped his arms around him. Dak began to sob into Logan's chest. "It's ok. It's ok. I'm sorry Dak. Daddy didn't mean it. Daddy didn't mean it" was all Logan said not hearing the door behind him.

"Logan?" He turned to see James and Kendall standing there with worried expressions.

"Hey your guys I want you to meet someone. This Dak." He moved aside so they could see him. Their worried expression mixed quickly into confusion.

"Logan…" Kendall moved slowly towards him. "… Buddy I know seeing Camille again may have brought up some emotions but remember…" He points to Logan's wall. "… What's real? Dak's not real. You are supposed to be getting better."

Logan shakes his head. "Yes he is. He is right here."

"No he's not Logan." James says from the door frame.

"Dad? Why is uncle James saying that? Why are they trying to get you to forget us? Make them stop." Dak looked up at logan pleading.

"Uncle James? Why did he call you that James? How do you know Dak?"

" I don't know him because he is not real. But it looks like you are starting to remember and if you let go of Dak and calm down I'll tell you everything."

"Dad don't listn to him. Please…"

"Iwont let him go." Logan held Dak closer.

"Then I have no choice." Kendall said.

Logan felt a prick in his arm before the room tipped.

"DAD!"

Next morning

Logan his eyes groaning at his headache.

"Hey" he heard from the side of him he turned his head to see James sitting with a glass of water.

"Not again." Logan covered his face with his hand. "How bad was I this time?"

"So I'm guessing you don't remember." Logan shook his head "what do you remember then?"

"I remember talking with Kendall… him leaving… then Camille Came and we talked a bit… and then… Dak…" Logan practically whispered the last part. …"then nothing after I told Camille to leave."

"Well it wasn't that bad." James decided to leave out the part where Logan almost remembered him. He still needed time. "Roque decided not to send you intensive care, but you are on 24 hour watch for a while." Logan nodded.

One month later

Logan was reading his favorite book when Kendall walked in. Logan had been doing a lot better since the whole Dak problem. He was finally getting back on track.

"Hey buddy. I got some good news. Since you've been doing so great you've been allowed visitors again." Kendall said excitingly.

"That's great! Now if I only had any" sarcasm dripping every word never looking up from his book.

"Ahh! But I have a surprise"

"Kendall! Why would you bring me here you know I hate this kind of stuff." As soon as Logan heard the voice he knew who it was. He looked up to the doorway.

"Carlos?"

A/N So there you are. I finally gave you some Dak and Carlos. Tell me what you think? How do you think Carlos is gonna react to seeing Logan? and do you think this is real?

Till next time :)