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Ok most chapters will be titled after Adam Lambert songs, but I don't know many and I am looking more up. I could not find a suitable name for this chapter, so I went outside of Adam for this one. If you have a Adam Lambert song that fits this chapter I will gladly change it. Also this is a little long. It kind of got away from me. I hope you all like it.

Chapter 3: Call Me When Your Sober

Logan was sitting on his bed. It had been a month and a half since Stephanie's party and the blonde hadn't tried to contact him and there were no rumors about him sleeping with anyone. Maybe the guy didn't know him or nothing happened. Logan was thankful for that. Maybe this would just fade into another memory. He would forget over time and move on with his life.

Logan sighed as he out of his bed and walked over to his closet and changed. They had yet to find another guitarist since Dustin had left. They had a temporary guy for now, but he had other things to do as well. He would be fine for the TBA concert they had coming up, but they needed to find someone new and fast. He finished changing and walked out of his room and to his kitchen where his butler Sebastian was setting out his breakfast.

"Morning Sebastian," Logan said as he sat down at the counter. He started eating.

"Good morning sir," Sebastian said.

"James hasn't called has he?" Logan asked.

"Not yet," Sebastian said.

Logan sighed and started eating. "We still don't have a new guitarist," he said looking down at his food.

"You'll find someone," Sebastian said, "there are a lot of aspiring musicians in this town," he said.

"I know, but none of them are as good as Dustin," Logan said looking down at his food.

"I thought you were over that sir," Sebastian said.

"I am Dustin can rot in hell for all I care, but we haven't found anyone as good as him," Logan said, "I mean you are right there is a city full of people out there but not many of them can actually make it in the business," he said. He was well aware of the fact that lots of people flocked to LA to make their dreams come true. He knew very few made it. He was lucky enough to be among that few.

The front door opened and Logan knew just who it was. It was probably James coming over to get him so they could go to the studio together. Sebastian left the kitchen to do some of the house work and James and Dak walked into the kitchen.

"What do you guys want?" Logan asked as he finished eating.

"Guess what," Dak said.

"What?" Logan asked.

"I got the part," Dak said excitedly.

"No way," Logan said smiling at his friend.

"Yep, you are looking at the star of Varsity Vampire," Dak said, "this could really put me on the map," he said excitedly.

"That's great," Logan said standing up and walking around the table to hug his friend. Dak had been getting popular in movies and now this role could make him big

"I know," Dak said.

"Yeah, all Dak needs to do is be able to sing," James said.

"I can sing," Dak said glaring at James. Logan laughed at them and turned to James.

"Has Kelly found anyone yet?" he asked.

"She's got a few more auditions set up for Monday next week," James said. Logan nodded his head. He hated not having a guitarist. Gustavo was mad that he and Dustin even dated in the first place. He had warned them about this, but Logan ignored him. He had thought Dustin was the one, but now he could give two shits about Dustin. Dustin only got famous because of him. Then it dawned on him, why Dustin even dated him. Dustin only wanted to get famous. Dustin was no longer in his life, Logan would get over the idiot.

"Come on Logan we have to get into the studio soon," James said.

"I know," Logan said as he put his plate in the sink. He turned and saw Dak looking at James. He almost saw a look of want and longing in it but shook it off. It was still early and he was tired. He was imagining things. The three walked out of the mansion and Dak walked over to his car. "James can I ride in with you I don't feel like driving today," Logan said.

"Sure," James said. The two walked over to James' car.


Kendall fell back against the wall after he finished puking for the third time that morning. He was sick and he hated it. He didn't know what was wrong with him. He had been sick all week and it wasn't going away. He heard a knock on the door. He ignored it knowing it was probably Carlos and Camille. They had been in the middle of a nice morning visit with the brunette actress when Kendall caught a whiff of her perfume and got sick.

"Kendall," Camille said.

"Are you still alive in there?" Carlos asked.

"Fuck off," Kendall hollered at his long time friend. He flushed the toilet and grabbed his tooth brush and brushed his teeth. He walked out of the bathroom and saw Camille and Carlos looking at him worriedly.

"Are you ok?" Camille asked. Camille was like a mother to Kendall and Carlos when they got sick. That was why Kendall hid that he was sick from his friends. He didn't want them to worry about him.

"I'm fine," Kendall said walking past her and Carlos. He walked down the hall to the living room. He sat down on the couch. Camille and Carlos stopped in front of him.

"How long?" Camille asked.

"How long what?" Kendall asked playing dumb.

"How long have you been sick?" Camille asked. Carlos and Camille both crossed their arms and looked at the blonde expectantly.

"A week," Kendall said looking up at them.

"A week?" Camille asked sitting down next to Kendall. She placed her hand on his forehead.

"I'm fine," Kendall said grabbing Camille's hand and pulling it down from his forehead. "It's just the flu and I will be better in no time," he said smiling.

"Kendall," Camille said.

"I am fine really," Kendall said mustering his best smile for Camille.

"Are you sure?" Carlos asked.

"Yes I am sure," Kendall said annoyed that they were making a big deal out of nothing. Then again that's just who his friends were. They made big deals out of nothing. It was what they did and Kendall loved them. He just wished they wouldn't worry so much about him. He was capable of taking care of himself. "You guys don't need to worry I am fine and I can take care of myself," he said smiling at them. Camille and Carlos nodded and dropped the subject. Kendall was glad for that. He really didn't want them to worry about him. "So any auditions coming up?" Kendall asked looking at his friends. He always liked hearing about movies the two would audition for.

"I got one in a few weeks," Camille said, "it's for a spy movie," she said.

"Cool," Kendall said. He and Camille looked at Carlos.

"None at the moment," Carlos said, "my agent sucks and I can't get into anything right now," he said.

"You'll get a role soon," Kendall said smiling at his friend.

"Oh which reminds me," Carlos said quickly, "I heard Big Time Rush is looking for a new guitarist," he said looking at Kendall.

"I love music Carlos, but I am not going to try out for that," he said.

"Why not?" Carlos asked, "I mean you've been looking for something to do and you love music," he said.

"Yes and the only reason you want me to try out is so I can get the job and you can meet James," Kendall said looking at his best friend.

"That would be a great plus, but I just want you to do something you love," Carlos said, "I mean I know how much you hate waiting and what not," he said.

"I am fine with my job at the moment," Kendall said.

"Gee I wish you had told me that the other day when I had first heard about this," Carlos said smiling mischievously.

"What did you do?" Kendall asked.

"I kind of sent their manager Kelly Wainwright a tape of you playing guitar and she wants to meet with you," Carlos said.

"You what?" Kendall asked jumping up and regretting it as the room started to spin. He stumbled back a bit and steadied himself and sent a glare at Carlos. "I can't believe you. How did you get a tape of me playing guitar?" he asked.

"Remember my birthday?" Carlos asked.

"Oh my god, Carlos I cannot believe you," he said angrily.

"It was my idea to send the tape in," Camille said slowly, "He came to me asking how to approach you on this," she said.

"You guys went behind my back," Kendall said angrily.

"We knew you'd never agree unless we pushed you to," Camille said.

"Yeah you never do anything for yourself," Carlos said nodding his head in agreement with Camille.

"I can't go to that audition," Kendall said.

"He probably won't even remember you," Carlos said, "I mean you came out here to LA because of me and I want you to find something you love to do as well," he said.

"If I meet with the manager will you drop this?" Kendall asked.

"Yes," Carlos said.

"When do I meet with her?" Kendall asked.

"Monday," Carlos said grinning. Kendall rolled his eyes and shook his head. He couldn't believe he was doing this. He knew it was the only way to get Carlos to shut up about this though.

"And you," Kendall said pointing to Camille. Camille nodded her head smiling.

"We just want you to live you're dream," Carlos said.

"I don't have a dream right now," Kendall said, "I just want to be able to make this months rent," he said.

"My mom and dad will cover us if we don't make it you know that," Carlos said.

"We can't rely on your parents for everything," Kendall said looking over at the Latino. The two of them relied heavily on Carlos' parents when they first moved out to LA two years ago. Kendall and Carlos both had jobs and were trying to make rent but they had trouble sometimes. Kendall didn't like relying on Carlos' parents though. He liked to do things himself. He hated that Carlos still depended on them sometimes. They were both twenty one now and could handle themselves.

"I know that, but they'll help us if we need it," Carlos said.

"Carlos you know I don't like asking them for help," Kendall asked, "we're twenty one we can take care of ourselves," he said.

"I know," Carlos said, "I am just saying that if we really need it they will help us," he said.


A few days later Kendall was still sick. He hated being sick. He fell back from the toilet and flushed. He sat back against the tub and relaxed for a moment. Carlos wasn't up yet, so he didn't know what was going on. He didn't know what was wrong with him. He had never been this sick before. Usually the flu lasted a few days and he'd be better. Not two weeks like this. Kendall had never been sick this long.

"Kendall," Carlos called out.

"What?" Kendall hollered as he stood up. He walked over to the sink and grabbed his toothbrush. He started brushing his teeth when he heard Carlos walk into his room.

"Where are you?" Carlos asked.

"Bathroom," Kendall said, "Brushing my teeth and getting ready," he said. Carlos opened the door and walked in. "Have you no sense of privacy?" Kendall asked.

"You said brushing you're teeth so I figured you were dressed," Carlos said.

"You never know I could brush my teeth when I'm nude," Kendall said laughing as he finished brushing his teeth. Carlos laughed at that as well. "So what do you want?" he asked turning to face Carlos and leaning against the sink.

"I have nothing to do today," Carlos said, "let's go out," he said.

"I don't want to," Kendall said, "I was thinking maybe staying home and watching TV or something," he said.

"God we sound like an old married couple," Carlos said laughing.

"Expect we don't have sex," Kendall said laughing as well.

"We could," Carlos said wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

"Nah you're not my type," Kendall said.

"Not famous?" Carlos asked.

"Ha," Kendall said shaking his head. "Besides you're like my brother and that's like incest or something. Furthermore He's probably forgotten about me," he said shaking his head.

"Probably," Carlos said, "unless you were amazing in bed," he said.

"We were drunk and he snuck out before I woke up," Kendall said.

"Come on let's go out," Carlos said grabbing Kendall's arm and pulling him from the bathroom. Kendall laughed at his friends eagerness and yanked his arm away.

"Fine just let me get dressed," Kendall said pushing the Latino out of his room. He walked over to his closet and changed and grabbed his favorite beanie and walked out of his room and saw Carlos sitting at the kitchen table with his phone in his hands. "Who are you texting?" Kendall asked.

"Camille and Damien," Carlos said. Kendall nodded his head. Damien was Camille's current boyfriend. Damien was a cool guy and both Kendall and Carlos approved of him. That was a hard thing for Camille to get. They usually never liked her boyfriends.

"So where are we going with Damien and Camille?" Kendall asked.

"The boardwalk," Carlos said. Kendall nodded his head. There was a small festival on the boardwalk this week and there was a lots of games and other tents with things to buy. Carlos' phone went off and he opened the text. "They'll meet us there," Carlos said.

"Great," Kendall said. He walked over to the refrigerator to get something to eat. He opened it and nasty smell hit his nose and he retched and ran over to the garbage can and threw up. Carlos was at his side in seconds.

"Kendall, man are you ok?" Carlos asked.

"Yeah, something in the fridge stinks," Kendall said, "it made me throw up," he said standing up straight again.

"You're not still sick are you?" Carlos asked pressing a hand to Kendall's forehead.

"I'm fine," Kendall said taking Carlos' hand off his forehead.

"Are you sure?" Carlos asked, "maybe you should go to the doctor," he said.

"I am fine let's go," Kendall said walking away from Carlos to get his jacket. Carlos shook his head and followed after Kendall.


Kendall and Carlos were walking down the boardwalk when they spotted Camille and Damien standing together looking out at the ocean. Kendall walked up to Camille and stood next to her.

"It's a lovely view isn't it," Kendall asked.

"Yeah," Camille said turning to face Kendall. "So you're not sick anymore?" she asked.

"I am fine," Kendall said shooting Carlos a look. Carlos kept his mouth shut.

"Great, now come on let's go on a few rides," Camille said happily. She turned to Damien who was standing beside her. She grabbed his hand and they walked off. Kendall and Carlos followed them. They went on a few of the ride on the boardwalk before they grew bored and went in search of food. They ended up getting pizza from a stand on the board walk and sat down at a table with an umbrella.

"So Damien how are things?" Carlos asked.

"Great," Damien said, "My dad is about to retire and the coffee shop will be mine soon," he said.

"I know and my job will be safe," Cmaille said.

"Unless you break up," Kendall said.

"Shut up," Camille said earning laughs from the three around her. She turned to Damien. "This one's a keeper," she said smiling sweetly at him. Damien smiled and pecked Camille on the lips.

"Ok moving on," Carlos said, "Kendall's audition is on Monday," he said.

"I don't know if I even want to go," Kendall said.

"You have to," Carlos and Camille said together.

"Guys it's his decision," Damien said.

"Thank you," Kendall said, "they are trying to force me to go. They sent in a tape without even telling me," he said looking at Camille and Carlos.

"We just want to help you follow you're dream," Carlos said, "I mean you love music," he said.

"Yeah you play guitar all the time," Camille said.

"And you sing all the time," Carlos said. In the shower or while cleaning and you used to sing to Katie at night," he said.

"I don't know what you're talking about," Kendall said blushing slightly.

"You are going on Monday even if I have to drag you kicking and screaming," Carlos said.

"You wouldn't dare," Kendall said.

"Try me," Carlos said. Kendall shook his head and started eating his pizza. He didn't eat much. He still had half left when they started wondering again. He just threw it away and followed his friend through the stands and tents looking at things. About an hour later They were in a craft tent where Camille was looking at some homemade jewelry when Kendall started to feel a little light headed. He swayed a bit.

"Hey you ok?" Damien asked him placing a hand on his arm.

"I'm fine," Kendall said, "I just need some space," he said as he turned to leave the tent. He walked out into the sun and moved away from the tent. His head was starting to hurt.

"Kendall," Carlos said as he walked over to him.

"What?" Kendall asked.

"Damien said you seemed out of it," Carlos said pointing over his shoulder, "are you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine," Kendall said waving his hand at Carlos.

"Kendall I know you," Carlos said slowly.

"I'm fine," Kendall insisted.

"Kendall," Carlos said as he walked over to the swaying blonde. Kendall looked at Carlos ad saw two Carlos' before him.

"I'm fine," Kendall said, "just tell me when you got a twin," he said blinking his eyes a few times.

"Kendall," Carlos said moving forward. He caught the blonde as he fell. "Kendall," he said as he helped him down to the ground.

"What's going on?" Camille asked as she and Damien walked out of the tent behind Carlos. Kendall blinked a few times and everything went black.


Logan, James, and Dak were sitting on the brunette's couch playing video games on Logan's big screen. They were all laughing and having a good time.

"So Dak where you working on recoding vocals for your movie?" Logan asked.

"I am gonna be recording at Rocque Records starting next week," Dak said.

"Really?" James asked. Dak nodded his head.

"Rocque Records is the company's go to label," Dak said.

"Nice," Logan said, "we'll be working in the same building," he said.

"Just be glad you're not working with Gustavo," Logan said. James nodded his head eagerly in agreement.

"I know," Dak said, "I've listened to your guys stories," he said. Logan and James had told him all about their boss. He was loud, mean and wasn't human, but he did make them stars and write great hits for them.

"So when do you start rerecording?" Logan asked.

"Monday I start, and they producers want me done by the end of the month," Dak said.

"So you have a month?" James asked. Dak nodded his head.

"The songs are already written all I have to so is sing," Dak said.

"Sounds like fun," Logan said.

"So much fun," Dak said nodding his head. The three burst out laughing at that. Logan ended up laughing so hard he fell off the couch with Dak right behind him.

"You guys ok?" James asked laughing again. Logan nodded his head laughing again as well. He pushed Dak away from him as he sat up. The laughter was contagious and they could not stop laughing no matter what they did.

Logan's cell phone started ringing and Logan reached over to the coffee table and grabbed it. He looked at the caller ID and stopped laughing at once. James and Dak looked over at Logan confused.

"It's Dustin," Logan said. James and Dak both stopped laughing. James snatched Logan's phone from him. "Give it back," Logan said.

"No, we're not going through this again," James said shaking his head and holding the phone out of Logan's grasp.

"Logan this is for your own good," Dak said, "you don't need him in your life," he said.

"I know that," Logan said, "what if it's important though," he said looking at his phone in James' hand. The phone stopped ringing. Logan glared at James.

"Nothing that moron has to say to you is important to you," James said. Logan nodded his head. James was right. Anything Dustin had to say to him meant nothing anymore. He wasn't important. Dustin wasn't gonna bother him anymore.

"Give me my phone," Logan said, "I won't call him back," he said.


Kendall opened his eyes and sat up. He looked around the strange room. He had no idea where he was. He noticed he had an IV in his arm and that he was in a hospital room. Carlos and Camille were sitting together talking and didn't noticed him. Damien was looking right at him.

"What happened?" Kendall asked getting Camille and Carlos' attention. The two turned to look at him.

"You passed out," Damien said answering the blonde's question.

"You had us so worried," Camille said jumping up and moving over to his be with Carlos right behind her.

"What's wrong with me?" Kendall asked.

"They think is was dehydration and not eating," Carlos said, "but they're running a few tests and things like that to be sure," he said.

"You didn't tell them I've been sick did you?" Kendall asked, "I'm feeling a lot better now it was probably just the flu or something like that," he said.

"They asked us and we told them that you had been sick recently," Carlos said.

"I really hate you right now," Kendall said shaking his head. Carlos opened his mouth to talk but was cut off by the doctor walking in. She was a tall dark haired woman.

"Mr. Knight you're awake," he said, " my name it Dr. Harper. Can I talk to Mr. Knight alone," she asked looking at the other three in the room.

"Of course," Damien said grabbing Camille and Carlos and pulling them out of the room. They left and Dr. Harper returned her attention to Kendall. "You were just a little dehydrated and you passed out it was no big deal. You can leave after that bag is empty," she said pointing to the IV bag.

"Well that's good then," Kendall said.

"Also after running a few tests we have some other news for you," Dr. Harper said.

"I'm not dying am I?" Kendall asked.

"No," Dr. Harper said, "after running a few test we've found out that you're pregnant," she said.

"What?" Kendall asked, "that can't be," he said shaking his head. She wasn't serious. Kendall had been told that he could not get pregnant when he was eighteen. He had been told be three doctors that it was impossible. "that's impossible," he said finding his voice.

"No it's not," Dr. Harper said.

"Yes it is," Kendall said, "I've been told by three different doctors that I would not be able to get pregnant," he said.

"Well you are," Dr. Harper said looking at the chart in her hands. Kendall shook his head. He didn't want to believe her. There was no way he was pregnant. "Hold on I'll be right back," she said. She left the room and returned a few minutes later with a machine.

"What's that?" Kendall asked.

"I am going to perform an ultrasound to show you your baby," she said.

"I am not pregnant," Kendall said, "there is no way I'm pregnant," he said shaking his head.

"Just lift up your shirt Mr. Knight," Dr. Harper said. Kendall did as he was told and Dr. Harper poured some gel on his stomach and then turned the machine on and pressed the device to his stomach. She started to search and Kendall sat there praying to god she didn't find what she was looking for.

"There's nothing there," Kendall said.

"There it is," Dr. Harper said pointing to the screen and Kendall's jaw dropped. There on the screen in the shape of a small peanut was his baby. He was pregnant. There was no denying it. "I'd say you are about six weeks along," Dr. Harper said.

"How is this possible I was told I could not get pregnant," Kendall said his eyes on the screen. Dr. Harper paused the screen and set the device down and made a picture for Kendall.

"I don't know but you are pregnant and you'll need to decide what to do with the baby," Dr. Harper said, "there are many options and you need to tell the father," she said.

"The father," Kendall said his eyes widening.

"Is it the cute Latino?" Dr. Harper asked, "he was really worried about you," she said.

"Carlos?" Kendall asked, "no he's just a friend practically my brother," he said.

"The other one?" Dr. Harper asked. Kendall shook his head. "Well whoever he is I am sure he'll be happy," she said. She stood up and started to leave with the ultrasound machine. "Want me to send your friends back in," she asked. Kendall nodded his head looking at the picture in his hands. He looked up when the door opened again.

"Kendall," Carlos said, "what's wrong?" he asked.

"I was dehydrated," Kendall said, "but that's not all," he said his eyes flicking back to the picture in his hands. Camille and Carlos were at his side in seconds.

"What is that?" Carlos asked.

"A sonogram picture," Kendall said, "it looks like I am going to the audition on Monday after all," he said.

"A sonogram?" Camille asked, "as in you're pregnant," she asked. Kendall nodded his head. He slapped a hand over Carlos' mouth.

"One word and I will slap you so hard you won't be able to talk at all," Kendall threatened. Carlos nodded his head and Kendall moved his hand. "I don't know how but I am. I mean I was told this would never happen, but it did and now I have to at least tell Logan," he said.

"How are you going to tell him?" Carlos asked.

"I don't know yet," Kendall said shaking his head. He wasn't sure what he was going to do but he had to do something. Logan at least deserved to know that Kendall was pregnant with his child.


Logan and James were sitting with Kelly as they watched yet another guitarist leave. He had been good, but not what they were looking for. Logan and James were being a little picky about who they wanted.

"How many more do we have today?" Logan asked Kelly.

"Five more," Kelly said, "the next one is someone I think you might like. He's great and he knows most of your songs already," she said. She stood up and walked over to the door and called the next guy in.

He walked over to the chair in the middle of the room and sat down in a chair. He started playing for them after he introduced himself. Logan wasn't listening though. He was bored out of his mind and he wanted to be anywhere but here. He would rather be recording with Gustavo than doing this. He wanted to be anywhere but here.

Seeing guys playing guitar reminded him of Dustin and all the good times they had joking around and laughing. It reminded him that everything he and Dustin had done had been a lie. Dustin never really loved him. He used Logan to get fame and then broken up with him. Dustin was a gold digger and only after one thing. He wanted fame and money. He got fame from Logan and going on a solo career would bring him money. Logan knew Dustin had a decent singing voice and would make it now that he had the fame. That was all Logan had been to Dustin.

"Dude," James said nudging Logan. Logan turned to look at James. He noticed the guys had left.

"Ok you two take a break and be back here in ten minutes," Kelly said, "we have a few more and then we are done," she said.

"Ten minutes?" Logan asked as he stood up. Kelly nodded and she walked out of the room. Logan and James walked over to the other door and headed straight to the vending machine. Logan bought a pack of fruit smackers as James' cell phone started ringing.

"I gotta take this," James said looking t his phone. He pressed talk and started walk away as he answered. "Hello," he said. Logan shook his head and leaned back against the wall. He heard James talking to who ever he was talking to. He didn't mean to listen, but he couldn't no listen with the way James was talking. "I am kind of busy right now," James said. There was a small pause as James listened to the other person. "I have a few more things to do but I should be done in an hour, hour and a half tops. Can you wait that long?" James asked. Logan looked over at James who didn't know he was listening to him. James seemed to think he was far enough away from Logan. "No don't do that I'll be there as soon as I can be…great. I'll be there soon don't worry. Hey don't have too much fun without me," he said.

Logan looked down at the floor and pretended not to have heard James as James hung up. James walked back down the hall and joined Logan again.

"Sorry about that, but I needed to take that," James asked as he swiped a few fruit smackers from Logan.

"So what have you thought about the last few guys?" Logan asked.

"They're not horrible," James said.

"I don't know," Logan said, "I mean we need to choose someone," he said.

"Well we still got four more today," James said. The two finished their snack and made their way back to the audition room. Kelly was there with a clipboard in her hands.

"Ok lets hear some more," Logan said as he sat down in his seat at the end of the table. Kelly sat down on the other end and James sat down next to Logan. The listened to the next three guys with almost no interest. James' mind was else where with whoever he was going to go see. Logan was trying not to think about Dustin again.

"Ok guys we have one more," Kelly said walking over to the door and calling the last guys in.


Kendall and Carlos were sitting in a waiting room. Kendall was waiting for his turn to play for James and Logan. He wasn't so much excited about playing. He was nervous about seeing Logan again. He was going to tell him about the baby. Kendall didn't know what he wanted to do. He didn't know if he wanted to keep the baby or not. He knew he wasn't going to ask anything of Logan if he did keep the baby. He knew Logan would probably never step up to this. He wasn't even sure what he wanted to do right now.

"So what are you gonna do?" Carlos asked Kendall. He had convinced Kendall to take him with him.

"I don't know," Kendall said, "I'll think of something when I see him," he said shrugging.

"You don't have a plan," Carlos said.

"Nope," Kendall said popping the p as he turned away from his friend. He really didn't know whether or not he wanted to go through with this.

"Kendall Knight," a voice called. Kendall looked up and saw an a dark skinned woman looking into the room.

"Carlos, just sit here and wait for me," Kendall said to his friend, "don't do anything," he warned.

"I know how to act around celebrities," Carlos said.

"Not celebrities you have crushes on," Kendall said as he stood up with his guitar, "now just behave until I get back," he said.

"I'm not a dog," Carlos said.

"Just sit," Kendall said as he walked over to the woman. He followed her into the room. He saw Logan and James sitting at a table. The woman explained what he had to do. Kendall chose the song he had played at Carlos' birthday since Kelly had seemed to like it. He didn't know any of Big Time Rush's songs yet. After he finished Kelly and James seemed pleased, but Logan was staring at him.

"That was great," James said, "probably the best I've heard so far," he said.

"Really?" Kendall asked.

"Yeah," Logan said nodding his head his eyes never leaving Kendall. Kendall wasn't sure if Logan recognized him or what. He was a hard person to read.

"Ok that's all we need we'll be in touch," Kelly said. Kendall nodded his head and then remembered he had the sonogram picture in his wallet.

"Ok, but before I go I have something for Logan," Kendall said. He pulled his wallet out and walked over to the brunette as he took the picture out and dropped it on the table in front of Logan.

"What's this?" Logan asked picking up the picture.

"It's a sonogram picture," Kendall said, "and that right there," he said pointing to the small black peanut shaped dot on the picture. "That is your baby," he said. Logan looked up at Kendall and all the pieces clicked.

"You're that waiter," he said before he his eyes went wide and he passed out cold and fell over.

Like I said this got away from me. I was just going through and fine tuning it and ended up with about four more pages. It was odd. Anyways I hoped you all like this monster of a chapter. They won't all be this long in the future.

Always

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