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Chapter 17: Fever
Kendall gasped as he felt Logan's lips on his neck sucking and nipping. His gasps turned into moans as Logan's hand started to rub his crotch threw his underwear. Kendall vaguely wondered where his pants had gone.
"Lo-Logan," Kendall moaned threading his fingers into Logan's hair. Logan just responded by biting his neck harder. Kendall let out a high pitched wine as pleasure shot through him. Kendall liked being bitten and urged the brunette to do it again. Logan did and it went straight to Kendall's dick.
"So kinky," Logan said stilling his hand.
"Don't stop," Kendall whined bucking his hips trying to get more pleasure. Kendall moaned when the brunette squeezed him. Kendall moved his hips up and down in his grasp. He turned into a writhing mess as Logan worked his cock.
"Such a little slut for me," Logan said leaning in and biting on Kendall's neck once more. Kendall groaned and fisted the sheets underneath him. He felt himself nearing his release.
Kendall sat up in bed panting and breathing hard. He looked down and saw his soiled boxers. He looked around and saw that he was alone in bed. He groaned and got out of bed. This had been happening all weekend and the worst part was Logan's parents were still here. His dads were leaving today, but Joana was staying another day. Logan wanted to talk to her without his dads walking in and over hearing him.
Kendall got out of bed headed into the bathroom. He showered and changed and got ready for the day. He walked back into his room with his dirty clothes almost scared to put them in his hamper. Sebastian had been doing his laundry since Logan didn't want Kendall doing much to strain himself. The old butler hadn't said anything to him yet, and he hoped it stayed that way. Kendall shuddered at the thought of talking to the butler about what was going on.
There was a knock at the door. Kendall shoved his dirty clothes in the hamper and walked over to the door. He saw Logan standing there.
"What?" he asked. His eyes traveled up to Logan's disheveled hair and down to his sweat soaked shirt. Logan had no doubt just finished one of his early morning workouts. He looked hot! Kendall felt a twitch in his pant.
Traitor!
Kendall thought trying to ignore his arousal and hoped Logan wouldn't see it.
"Breakfast is ready," Logan said slowly.
"Ok, I'll be down in a minute," Kendall said nodding his head.
"You ok, you're looking at me kind of weird," Logan said.
"I'm fine," Kendall said nodding his head. Logan turned and headed into his room to shower and change. Kendall took a few deep breaths. Over the last week Kendall had learned Logan's habits and small things that he did. Working out and staying in shape was important to Logan, which made the blonde think that looks were important to Logan. Kendall knew he wasn't much to look at, especially now that he was pregnant and fat.
Kendall made his way down to the kitchen where Sebastian was talking to Dak. Kendall hadn't seen Dak in almost a week. Kendall saw a plate on the counter. Sebastian smiled and pointed to him and then to the plate. Kendall smiled gratefully.
"Hey Dak," Kendall greeted the brunette actor as he sat down.
"Hey, where's Logan?" Dak asked.
"Probably showering, I think he just got done with his morning workout," Kendall said waving his hand as he picked up his fork and started eating. He hadn't realized how hungry he was until he started eating. "So you been busy or something? I haven't seen you in awhile," Kendall said after he swallowed.
"Yeah, had a few auditions that I needed to get ready for," Dak said waving his hand.
"Ah enough said, Carlos goes all hermit too when he really wants a role," Kendall said nodding his head. Dak laughed and shook his head.
"So, how are the babies?" Dak asked.
"Good, their moving a lot more though," Kendall said placing a hand on his stomach as he felt a hard kick. "Other than that they're great really. I can't wait to actually hold them though," he said.
"Just five more months," Dak said laughing.
"Five too many," Kendall said.
"You can't rush this Kendall, they'll come when they're ready," Dak said. Kendall just sighed and nodded his head. He knew that, but still didn't mean he didn't want to hold his babies now.
-Better than I Know Myself-
Logan thought about the odd look Kendall had given him earlier. He wasn't sure what it was about. Did he really look that bad after his work out? Was the blonde repulsed by him?
Logan shook his head and headed down to the kitchen hoping his dads weren't up yet. He didn't need them talking to Kendall about marriage and baby names. He knew the blonde got upset about the talk of marriage, but put on a smile to fool his dads. He was getting almost as good as Logan at faking it. Logan had had twenty three years of practice while Kendall had picked it up in a few days. Logan was actually kind of proud.
Logan walked into the kitchen ready for breakfast. He saw Dak talking to Kendall. Dak looked up at him with a smile. Logan was actually a little shocked to see Dak. He hadn't seen him all weekend.
"Hey Logan," Dak said smiling at him.
"Hey Dak, been working on an audition?" Logan asked as he took a plate of food from Sebastian and sat down at the counter. Sebastian left the room to do some other house work.
"Yeah," Dak said nodding his head. "So I hear twins," he said casually.
"God yes," Logan said letting his head hang for a moment. "It was a shock but we're adjusting," he said looking at Kendall.
"So what's gonna happen after the babies are born?" Dak asked.
"Same as before," Kendall said.
"You gonna keep the twins together?" Dak asked looking between the two.
"Yeah, we're not going to separate them," Kendall said quickly.
"I was just wondering," Dak said putting his hands up.
"He's been having mood swings lately," Logan told Dak.
"I have not," Kendall said rounding on Logan glaring at the brunette singer. His glare fell. "Shit, I have," he said hanging his head. He then looked up at Logan with teary eyes. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to," he said.
"Shit, I didn't mean to make you cry," Logan said quickly his eyes going wide. Kendall started laughing as he wiped his eyes.
"You make it too easy," Kendall said shaking his head. Dak laughed as well while Logan glared at the blonde.
"Ass, I thought I really upset you," Logan said glaring at the blonde. Kendall just continued to laugh.
"Ok this was fun, but I just wanted to stop in I've got an audition on like half an hour, I'll see you around," Dak said laughing as he walked out of the kitchen. Logan looked at Dak wondering why he had really shown up. He knew Dak and he never really just popped in for a chat like that and just leave suddenly.
Logan looked over at Kendall and saw the reason for Dak's quick departure. Kendall was staring at Logan with lust clouded eyes. Logan saw the blonde was obviously debating something.
"Um," Logan said slowly. That seemed to be the trigger for Kendall. Something snapped in him and he stalked up to Logan and crashed their lips together. Logan didn't mind at all. His hands came to rest on Kendall's hips. They were still a bit slim but getting bigger, like the bump on his stomach. Logan loved that little bump on Kendall's stomach. It made this all more real and he could feel his babies moving.
Logan wasn't focusing on that much though. He was thinking about the way Kendall's lips felt on his and the way he was getting hard as Kendall's hand groped at his body. Logan quickly took control and pushed Kendall into the nearest wall, being careful not to hurt him or his babies. His hands moved to Kendall's hips again and Kendall moaned and jutted his hips forward wanting more.
Voices were heard in the hallway and Kendall came to his senses. He pushed Logan away and they stood there looking at one another for a moment.
"I have to go," Kendall said quickly. He left the room as fast as he could and Logan heard him going up stairs as David and Joanna walked into the kitchen.
"Something wrong?" David asked his son.
"Uh," Logan said not sure what to say.
"How far along is Kendall?" Joanna asked a knowing smile on her face.
"About twenty weeks," Logan said slowly. Joanna's smile grew.
"I remember my fourth and fifth months," Joanna said. Logan suddenly realized what Joanna was talking about and covered his ear.
"No I am not listening to this," Logan said as he walked out of the room leaving a laughing David and Joanna. Jonathan walked past Logan looking at his son confused. Logan just shook his head and pulled his cell phone out to call James and see if they had to go into the studio today.
-Better than I Know Myself-
Kendall sighed as he sat there listening to Gustavo yell at James and Logan. Logan had reveled to Gustavo that Kendall was their guitarist and that they'd need to find a temporary one for the tour or put the tour off until the twins were a bit older. Gustavo wasn't happy about this at all. Logan had also suggested postponing the tour as well. He was not happy.
"Excuse me," Kendall said stepping in. Gustavo turned to him with a murderous glare. Kendall didn't cringe or back down.
"What?" Gustavo barked. Kendall walked over to the large producer with a glare.
"I know I'm new here," Kendall started as he glanced over at Logan who was biting his lip. "but what Logan's asking isn't crazy. What he wants is to spend some time with his kids when their born. I mean we are having twins and taking care of them on my own would he hard, even after their a few months old it'll still be hard. Logan just wants to be there for his babies. Besides, if you send Logan on tour away from me and the kids, one of two things could happen," Kendall said pausing for effect. Gustavo looked shocked and angry that Kendall was talking to him this way. "People will think Logan's a heartless asshole for just leaving his kids or they'll think you're a jerk for sending Logan away from his kids so soon. I'm thinking the second of those two will happen because I won't to speak out. Unlike Logan I've got nothing to lose, I'm not a star like him, and you don't scare me," he said. Logan and James' jaws dropped.
"You get three months," Gustavo barked at Logan before he stormed out of the room.
"Dude," James said slowly.
"No one's ever stood up to Gustavo like that," Logan said.
"I got you time off didn't I?" Kendall asked smiling.
"Thank you," Logan said as he threw his arms around the blonde in a hug. Kendall felt his cheeks heat up and he gave and awkward cough. Logan let go of Kendall and took a step back blushing.
"Sorry," Logan said.
"S'okay," Kendall said avoiding Logan's gaze.
"Come on let's go before he comes back," James said breaking the awkward silence that had fallen between them. Logan nodded his head and the three of them left the studio. James took off ahead of the two since he had had somewhere he needed to be.
Logan and Kendall walked side by side. They hadn't really talked about what had happened earlier. Kendall had avoided Logan at all costs all morning and had barely even seen David and Jonathan off. They were heading home and expected to be kept in the loop. Logan had promised to keep them up to date on the babies as they progressed. Kendall hadn't even really talked to Logan on the way to Rocque records and wasn't talking now.
"So let's talk about the elephant in the room," Logan said awkwardly.
"What elephant?" Kendall asked nervously.
"Come on Kendall," Logan said.
"Ok look it's these stupid hormones. I don't know why but lately I've been…I'm…erotically charged," Kendall said after some thought.
"Is that fancy talk for horny?" Logan asked laughing when Kendall blushed.
"It's just the upped hormones," Kendall said.
"Do you want help?" Logan asked slowly. He knew Kendall was going to be touchy about this and didn't want to push the blonde into something that he didn't want to do.
"No, no I'm fine," Kendall assured him. Logan let the subject drop and they continued the drive home.
-Better than I Know Myself-
Dak had a bounce in his step as he walked along the sidewalk. He had had a good audition and post was wrapping up on his vampire movie. That would be releasing soon and he'd get lots of publicity for that. If things worked out correctly his career would take off and Derek would have to eat his words.
Dak still hadn't' heard back from Jett, but that was ok. He and Jett weren't really meant to be after all. He knew getting things to work with the other actor would be hard. They were both starting to take off with their careers. They would hardly get any time to themselves and it would be too crazy. Dating right now wouldn't be smart on either of their parts.
Then there was James, he was still trying to talk to him.
"Dak?"
Dak looked up and he smiled when he saw it was Derek's wife Natalie and his two nephews Emmet and Robert standing by the entrance to a nearby park. Emmet was seven and Robert would be turning six soon. They both looked more like Zevon's that Natalie. Derek wasn't anywhere in sight.
"Hey guys," Dak said to the boys as he walked up to them. They both smiled at greeted Dak with hugs.
"How have you been?" Natalie asked as they started walking through the park to the lpay equipment.
"Great," Dak said smiling, "I've got a movie that should be coming out in a few months and just had a great audition," he said.
"That's good," Natalie said.
"Uncle Dak," Robert said tugging on Dak's leg.
"What Robbie," Dak said looking down at his nephew.
"Are you coming to my birthday party?" Robert asked eagerly. "I am gonna be six." he added while holding up one whole hand and his thumb on his other hand,
"When is it next week?" Dak asked looking at Natalie. She nodded her head. "You know what, I'll be there," he said to Robert who's eyes went wide. He was used to Dak not showing up often.
"Really?" Emmet asked.
"Yeah, and I'll be at your next one," Dak said smiling at Emmet as well. Emmet smiled at that and Dak looked at Natalie. Natalie told the boys to go play and they ran off. "When and where?" Dak asked.
"Be at your parents at two," Natalie said, "want me to tell Derek you're coming," she asked.
"Might as well, just tell him I'll behave if he behaves," Dak said. Natalie smiled and nodded her head. She knew it was a big deal for Dak to agree to be in the same room as Derek.
"Now you don't have to work do you?" Natalie asked.
"No and if I do I'll reschedule, I realized I've missed a lot of the boys' lives and I want to make up for it while I still can. While they still look up to me," he said.
-Better Than I Know Myself-
Kendall sighed as he made his way into the kitchen. Joanna was out with his mother getting to know her a bit better. They were both going to be grandmothers. Kendall was sure they were swapping stories about who was wilder as a child. Kendall was glad that his mother was in town for awhile, but he didn't need her sharing his baby stories.
Kendall sighed as he got himself a glass of water. He heard Logan walk into the kitchen as well. Kendall turned around to greet him politely but ran into the brunette instead since had had been trying to move around him.
"I am so sorry," Kendall said quickly.
"It's ok," Logan said looking down at his shirt that was now clinging to him. Kendall's eyes traveled down the shirt. It was showing off all the muscle that Logan had. He had to have it though, he was a performer and he went up on stage for hours and danced.
"I…uh…" Kendall said at a loss for words. He felt his face heating up and a twitch in his pants.
"You ok," Logan asked taking a step closer to the blonde. Kendall snapped again and crashed their lips together.
'Screw it' Kendall thought. He needed Logan and he needed him now. He wrapped his arms around the shocked brunette and that triggered something in him.
Logan started to lead Kendall out of the kitchen and to the stairs. They had to separate as they climbed the stairs. Once they reached the top though Kendall couldn't wait. He started kissing Logan again. They stumbled into Logan's bedroom where Kendall pushed Logan onto the bed and climbed on top of him attaching their lips once more.
Logan seemed in shock, but wasn't complaining about what Kendall was doing. He seemed to be enjoying it. Kendall ground his hips into Logan's. He whimpered as their clothed arousals touched. Kendall felt like he was on fire and he needed to get out of his clothes as soon as possible.
Kendall set about stripping him and Logan. Logan went along with it. He seemed to want this as much as Kendall did, or he wanted to get off. Kendall wasn't sure, and at the moment he didn't care. He had a problem he needed to get rid of.
"Lube?" Kendall asked looking down at Logan. Logan pointed to his bedside table and Kendall moved to it and started digging through it looking for the lube. Kendall let out a squeak when he felt a slick finger probe his entrance. He glanced over his shoulder at Logan.
"Couldn't resist," Logan said as he worked his finger in and out. Kendall grabbed the lube and moved away from the intruding finger. Kendall pushed Logan onto his back and climbed on top of him. He poured some lube into his hand and started to stroke Logan's cock.
Logan moaned and flipped them over so Kendall was on his back. He hovered over the blonde and attacked his lips. Kendall moaned as Logan trailed his lips down to Kendall's neck. He started to suck and nip gently at the skin there.
"Bite me," Kendall requested. Logan hesitated a moment and Kendall grabbed his hair and pulled. Logan gasped and sunk his teeth into the blonde's skin. Kendall gasped and moaned. His arousal twitched at that. He wanted more. "Fuck me," Kendall whined.
Logan set about preparing the blonde. He didn't want to hurt him. Kendall was panting and moaning as Logan prepared him. He wanted more and Logan wasn't moving fast enough. Kendall stuck a finger in his mouth before bringing it down to his own entrance. He squeezed it in next to Logan's fingers. Logan looked up at the blonde shocked.
"You were going to slow," Kendall said. Logan growled and pulled his fingers out along with Kendall's and lube his cock up.
Logan lined himself up with the blonde's entrance and he pushed himself in. Kendall let out a cry of pleasure. He had been wanting this for a long time. Logan was inside him thrusting and creating a delicious pleasure in the pit of his stomach. It felt so good. Kendall clawed at Logan's back and moaned as Logan started to nip at his neck once more. He was about to request that Logan bite him again, but the brunette beat him to the punch.
"Oh god," Kendall cried. Logan angled his hips and Kendall saw stars. Kendall cried out as Logan assaulted his prostate. He clawed at Logan's back and moaned.
Logan grabbed Kendall's cock and started to jerk him off. Kendall moaned and cried out. Kendall was so close to his release he could taste it. Logan sunk his teeth into his neck once more and Kendall lost it. He came covering Logan's fist with his seed. Logan slammed into him a few more times extending his orgasm and reaching his own. Logan's hips stuttered to a stop and he pulled out of the blonde and fell next to the blonde.
Kendall felt exhausted. He didn't want to think about what had happened too much. He wanted to sleep and forget it ever happened. It wasn't like it meant much to Logan anyways. A pair of arms wrapped around him and Kendall froze before relaxing in the embrace. Maybe, it did mean something to Logan after all.
Kendall let his mind go blank and let sleep over take him.
-Better than I know Myself-
Carlos sighed as he paced about his apartment. He was alone and it sucked. It had only been one weekend and he was going crazy. He missed Kendall being here, but he knew it only for a little while. Kendall would be back once the babies were born and he and Logan 'Broke up.'
Would Kendall want to move back into the small apartment with twins to take care of. The place wasn't big enough for two babies and two adults. It wasn't kid friendly either. Carlos wasn't sure if Kendall moving back in with him would be a good idea.
Carlos sighed and shook his head. Kendall was moving on with his life and starting a family. Carlos on the other hand didn't have a steady job, or someone to share his life with. Sure he was dating James, but that probably was over. He wasn't sure if he could trust James. He had only thought Carlos cheated, he hadn't had proof and eh went and cheated. Was James really good boyfriend material?
Carlos was brought from his thoughts when someone knocked at his door. He walked over to the door and opened it and came face to face with Katie. He looked around and saw that she was alone.
"Where's your mom?" Carlos asked.
"She's out with Logan's mother, I wanted to talk to you," Katie said.
"Well come in," Carlos said stepping aside for the younger Knight sibling. Katie walked into the apartment and turned to face Carlos once he shut the door. "So, what's up?" he asked looking at her.
"What's with Kendall and Logan?" Katie asked.
"What do you mean? They're dating," Carlos said slowly.
"Oh please I'm not that stupid," Katie said crossing her arms over her chest.
"I don't know what you mean," Carlos said.
"Don't play dumb with me," Katie said glaring at Carlos. "I may only be eighteen, but I am an expert lie detector. Those two are not dating," she said. Carlos sighed and hung his head.
"Fine, but you can't tell anyone," Carlos said as he fell down into a chair at the kitchen table. Katie walked over to the table and sat down as well ready to listen.
Sorry that this update took so long. I kind of pushed this fic aside for others. I hope to get back on track. There is still so much more that I have in store for this. The next chapter will start a few weeks after this one ends. Things will start moving faster.
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