Ally-chan: Hi My Wonderful Readers! Truly, I am spoiling you guys! Mouu….

Ikuto: Ahaha, but isn't that what makes all of your readers love you?

Ally-chan: Yes~ -goes into adored mode- and I love all of them! They're so supportive and great! And they never fail to make me happy whenever they review! I'm so--

Amu: -slaps Ally- Snap out of it! We get it!

Ally-chan: Eh… sorry… Well anyway! Thanks for your suggestions! I got two really good suggestions, but I can only choose one! You'll guys see which one when I write it!

Amu: Oh I'm so excited!!

Ikuto: Eek!!!

Ally-chan/Amu: -stare wide eyed at Ikuto for a long time-

Ikuto: WHAT?! I can't be excited?!

Amu: Well… yeah… I guess.

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Reflection: Amu and I were sitting on the ledge (there's a wire fence in front of us), Utau was basically falling asleep laying on the cement wall with a pillow behind her head, Yuuki was next to Utau laying her head on Utau's shoulder.

"Amu…" I muttered.

"Hmm?" She said. She sounded as if he were about to fall asleep.

"I love you…" I said. You could barley hear it though since my face was nuzzled into her neck, and I muttered it. But she heard.

"Mm… I love you, too… Ikuto." She said quietly. It certainly was a peaceful afternoon. The wind was blowing, and with the blanket around us, it made us all warm. The cars were rushing at the bottom, the trees were making a rustling noise, and all of the people below were happy. Nothing could stop this wonderful moment.

That is… until I heard a painful scream blaring from downstairs.

[Chapter 12]

-Amu's POV-

I quickly got up, "Ikuto did you hear that?!" I yelled. Utau and Yuuki also got up. Shocked.

"Yeah I heard it! Let's go! Something bad might be happening!" Ikuto said.

Ikuto, Utau, Yuuki, and I all ran downstairs. She wasn't in the 9th, 8th, 7th, 6th, 5th, 4th, 3rd, second-- Wait! She's in the 2nd floor! There were four hallways in the 2nd floor, so we all split up.

I ran and found a girl curled up on the floor next to her door. She was screaming, and crying! What was her problem!? I saw -- blood? Blood was over her hands!

I ran toward her, "Are you all right?!" I yelled.

She looked up at me slowly and there were tears streaming down her face. Her face was all sweaty and she had gotten blood on her face, and her clothes from her hands.

"Answer me!" I screamed.

She wouldn't answer me, even though she was looking right at me! She sobbed more, and then in between her sobs she said, "In the room…" I slowly got up and turned the knob slowly, scared of what I'd find. "Please! Just look in the room!" The girl sobbed. I swung the door opened, and I was totally shocked.

I trembled, and I started to get tears in my eyes. I stepped backwards and fell on my bottom. "Who did this?" My words were shaken.

"S-she did it to herself… B-but I just watched. I c-couldn't do anything! I'm useless! I let this happen to her! This is all my fault!" She screamed louder than before.

"Calm down! Please! You're making me more nervous! What. Happened?" I demanded.

The girl sobbed at this, "I just got done taking my shower and… I saw her staring blankly at the floor. She looked at me and said 'You were always a nice friend…' I had no idea what she meant, but then I saw her have a knife in her hand… She… She… stood up and faced me. She said, 'Thank you' and she just… she just… k-killed herself…" Between every word was a sob.

I trembled to think of it, I looked back into the room and saw the dead girl's body laying limply on the floor. That's when Ikuto, Utau, and Yuuki came running toward me and I quickly got up to shut the door.

"Amu what happened?!" Utau yelled. She was shaking my shoulders. Good, they didn't see anything.

I looked at the girl crying, she looked coldly at me, and she shook her head slightly.

"Um… well… the girl cut her hands. And… uh…. It's a pretty bad wound. I was about to take her to the nurse." I stuttered. I figured that since her hands were all bloody… "Come on, uh…" I still didn't know her name.

"Rinaku Hana… you can just call me Hana though…" I grabbed her hand, which allowed my hand to get bloody as well.

"Come on, Hana. We have to hurry to the Nurse's office." and we walked off quickly to the nurse's office… or building. It was like a mini clinic.

The nurse gasped when she saw Hana's bloody hands. "Dear God, what happened?" She looked young. 20's?

"Um… I cut my hands…" Hana said quietly.

"Let me see." The nurse said. She picked Hana's hands up and didn't see any cuts. "Um, your hands aren't cut." She said this more like a question.

Hana looked down and started sweating. She started to sob again, "Y-yeah they are. I… I cut my h-hands… S-see?" She opened up her palms but she ended up falling to the ground sobbing again.

"I need the Principle of the school, please!" The nurse called out. And I saw one of the nurses run out to get him. That's who we need to talk to.

Hana continued to cry. I squatted down next to Hana and put my arm around her, "It's going to be okay, Hana. Okay? Everything's going to be okay…" I said quietly.

The nurse left us alone, knowing that this wasn't her business.

"No… nothing's going to be okay… It's my fault… Everything is always my fault!" She yelled. She continued sobbing. I rested my head against her and continued hugging her.

"It wasn't your fault. You couldn't do anything. Hana, trust me. It wasn't your fault, okay?" I told her. She just nodded.

The principle came in. It was a gentle looking man. He looked young, too.

"Oh dear… What do we have here?" The principle asked worriedly.

"Um, this is Hana. Um… her roommate, uh, c-committed… sui- suicide…" I said. It was hard for me to get all of the words out of my mouth. The nurse had come when I started talking and she gasped once I finished.

The principle's eyes widened, "We need to call the police immediately and an ambulance! Hana, honey, tell me what happened. Please."

"It was all my fault! Everything was my fault! I could've stopped her and I didn't! I-I… I could've stopped her! But I didn't… that's why… that's why it's my fault! I know it is! It's ALWAYS my fault! Everything! Everything!" Hana screamed. I couldn't stand someone being like this. I immediately slapped her.

"Hana listen to me! None of this was your fault, okay!? Just please! Listen! It wasn't your fault. You had no idea this was going to happen! Just please, listen! It's not you fault!" I yelled. I couldn't stand it! She was tearing herself apart, and I couldn't let her do that to herself. Hana stared at me, ready to cry once again.

The Principle took Hana in his arms, "Thank you. Hinamori-san."

"Wait…" Hana told the principle. "I never got your name…" She told me.

"Hinamori Amu." I told her calmly.

"Thank you… Amu. Thank you so much." Hana turned around and continued to walk with the principle. I stood in the middle of the Nurse's building. Looking down at the floor. I smiled.

"Your welcome…" I said after she was long gone.

-Later in my dorm-

I was sitting on my bed, laying against the board. I was staring blankly in front of me.

Ikuto got concerned, since he had been watching me for about twenty minutes now.

"Amu, will you tell me what's wrong? You've been like this all night." Ikuto said. He walked over to my bed and slipped his arm around me. He still doesn't know what happened to Hana.

I looked at him, letting him know I'm not totally out of it. "Thanks for you concern Ikuto… I'm just a little um… confused." I told him. I really was confused. Many questions were in my head. Wondering why the girl had committed suicide… Why would she be selfish enough to make someone suffer like that for her own good? She must've not known how much Hana had cared about her… Or maybe she just didn't care? Was she a bad person? Was she a good person?

"Confused? Is it about me?" Ikuto asked. I could tell he had no idea of what I was talking about.

"No it's not you." I guess I could tell him… "You know the girl? Hana."

"The girl that cut--" Ikuto started.

"She didn't cut her hands…" And then I explained everything. How Hana watched her friend commit suicide, how Hana thought it was her fault, and all of my confusion about the whole thing.

Ikuto was about ready to cry when he was listening to the story. He had no idea, and he thought that Hana just cut her hands.

"I had no idea… and Amu. You saw the girl? The girl… who committed suicide?" Ikuto asked me. I saw how much it hurt him to ask saying 'the girl who committed suicide'. I mean… it wasn't just a phrase you throw around at a time like this.

"Yeah…" I muttered. Ikuto hugged me tightly, and I hugged back. "Oh Ikuto, it was horrible…" I told him. Ready to cry just thinking about it.

"It's okay, Amu…" Ikuto told me. He said it so warmly, it made me feel okay again. Like everything really was okay.

Before, I had heard police cars and ambulances outside the school. I'm sure they inspected Hana's room. They sent Hana to the police station, to tell them everything. I hope she's okay…

I went to sleep with Ikuto holding me. I hope Ikuto never leaves me…

End of Chapter…

Ally-chan: My mood is totally depressed… This chapter made me cry!

Ikuto: Same here… What the Hell is wrong with you?! Making everyone cry like that!

Amu: I can't believe Hana saw her friend die like that… That must've been horrible. And I just had to see the body…

Ally-chan: Hey! At least you help Hana!

Amu: True…

Ikuto: -sigh- Well anyway, Thanks for reading everyone!

Amu: And Please review.

Ally-chan: I worked hard on this chapter, too! Anyway, thanks!! Review, please.