BPOV
I resisted against the vacuum but it continued to pull me. I tried walking in the direction opposite it was pulling me. I just wanted free. I wanted my dad. I wanted to go home.
"Edward help me! I love you Edward! Please help me!"I screamed out even though I knew he couldn't hear me.
I continued to struggle but the vacuum just got stronger and stronger. On top of that it started getting loud and windy. The vacuum pulled me and the loud whooshing wind pushed me towards it. I then heard this loud pounding and beeping. I knew for sure that I was going to die. I knew that I from what I heard and what I was feeling that death was pulling me. I wasn't going to give up. If I was going to die I was going to die fighting. I just wanted to see Edward and my parents again. I also wanted to see Jacob. I wanted to live a full and happy life.
EPOV
I was sitting by her side it had been 13 days since the accident. Charlie had asked about her repeatedly. Esme had told him everything. He was due to be released from the hospital tomorrow. I was pulled away from my thoughts by the sound of the door opening. I looked up and saw my entire family. Jasper gave up on messing with my emotions because I had dragged him to the woods and nearly killed him. I smiled up at them and turned back to Bella. She looked so peaceful. Her eyes were closed and her mouth was turned up in a small smile. Her small figure floated in the hospital gown. Alice had started to give her daily baths with a washcloth and always did her makeup and hair. Today she was wearing braided pigtails. Alice had gone a bit crazy with the makeup. She put on bright red lipstick and bright blue eye shadow. She put on some blush. Every day Alice put on black eyeliner. Behind all that makeup was deathly pale skin and dark bags under her eyes. She was also growing thinner. You could see her cheekbones and rib bones. Her hair even began falling out from not eating. She looked frailer than ever and it was all my fault. If I had not left she would not have been on that road and she would not be in a coma.
"Edward you should go home. People are getting suspicious. You have been here for 13 days. Just go home and get some rest. Take a deep breath and forget about everything at the hospital. You can't sit here much longer. You will go insane."Carslie said.
"I can't go home. I can't leave her alone, not again. Last time I left her alone this happened. I have to be here to fix my mistakes."I told him.
"Edward she won't be alone. We will all be here."He replied.
"I trust you guys but I can't let her out of my sight. If I do I feel like I will lose her forever. I have to be here."I snapped.
"Edward" Alice paused before speaking some more, "I understand. I do. But sitting here torturing yourself is not the way. You have to go home and spend a few hours away. Please. A change of scenery will help. You just have to give it the chance."
"I can't lose her Alice. What would you do if it were Jasper?"I sobbed.
"I would go to the nearest church and pray. I would pray to be forgiven for my sins, I would pray for guidance, and I would pray for the love of my life to be given another chance. To not be punished for my sins."Alice said.
I squeezed Bella's hand tighter and ran out of the room at a human pace. I went down to the gift shop and bought a ton of candles. I also bought a teddy bear, a vase, and flowers. I then went to the desk and snagged some office supplies. I dashed back up to the room and made her a card. I laid the candles around the room and lit them. I then took the flowers and put them in the vase. I then went and sat by her bedside and started praying.
Please god. Forgive me for what I have done. I will never do it again. Just please give me some sign as to what I should do. I don't know whether or not I should apologize to Bella or let her live her life normally. I know that she still loves me but I don't know if she will forgive me. Please don't make her pay for the mistakes I made. I just want her alive and happy. Please.
I stopped praying and looked around the room. Everyone was staring at me. Then everybody started smiling.
"Why are you looking at me like I'm a crazed maniac?"I asked.
"You were mumbling everything. We didn't know you knew how to pray."Jasper replied.
"Great. Emmett if you make one joke about it I will kill you."I warned.
I looked back at Bella. She seemed different. She looked like she was in pain. I heard her breathing deepen and her heart speed up. She looked like she was concentrating very hard.
"Edward help me! I love you Edward! Please help me!"She mumbled. My sign.
I felt her hand tighten on mine and I looked at Carslie. He just shrugged. I looked back towards Bella. Her legs started twitching. Then her eyelids fluttered. Then she just went back to her still self. I was about to turn away when her eyelids flew open and she started panting.
BPOV
The vacuum picked up and I lost against it. At the last second I tried one last time and failed. I was surprised though. I expected to die but instead my eyes flew open and I looked into the eyes of every Cullen.