Chapter 4
DAY THREE
My love grows for you as the roses bloom I send you.
Your secret Admirer
I set the note down and closed my eyes, Jacob was right about one thing, this little affection had gone too far. A flashback from this morning
I had woken up from a peaceful night sleep. And I sat up and stretched. But I was frozen where I sat. on the table, near the computer and my work, there held three roses and a letter. My heart pounding against my chest. He was in my room. He was able to get in my room un noticed. My mind started to ring bells in my mind that I had to tell someone, I called Jacob.
End of flashback
Jacob had gone and he told me I needed to tell someone about this. I nodded knowing I had no choice and I must, I sighed and set the note and flowers on the bedroom table where they were left this morning.
"What's that?"
I whipped round and saw a confused looking Edward
"My god" I held my hand to my chest "Don't do that"
"My apologizes" he leaned down to kiss me gently
I wrapped my arms around him, and sighed in content. His hands coming to rest on my hips. I gasped when he brought them lower; this reminded me of something I just can't remember.
He then got his hands behind me. I pulled away knowing what he did.
"That was cruel" I looked at him angry.
He put the rose to his nose "So is keeping secrets" he gave the rose to me and I put it back down on the table.
"Who's it from?" he asked tilting his head to one side
"It's from an admirer Edward, nothing big" I walked to my draw to got my underwear out for today
"My love grows for you as the roses bloom I send you. Your secret Admirer" he quoted "No big deal" he raised his eyebrows "Someone confessing there love for you Bella is no little matter"
I snatched the card off him, why was I getting so touchy about this? Shouldn't I be telling him about the other cards?
"Edward, it's really no big deal" I wrapped my arms around him "I love you and you only" I kissed his lips once "Now I need to get ready for today, unless you want to see me naked give me time"
He smiled and the next thing I knew he was gone. I sighed and got ready for today. I decided to take a quick shower, my hair didn't need any shampoo products so I just rinsed myself down.
I walked downstairs and saw Edward sitting at the table; I don't believe it, with the other bloody letters.
"Since when do death threats be a good thing?" he looked towards me. "How long has this been going on?"
I was angry at him, I stormed off getting my coat and walking out. I saw Jasper and Alice waiting outside
"Bella?" Jasper said
"Can you drive me to school?" I got in the back of the car.
"Sure"
"Bella" I turned to see Edward coming out
"Just drive us to school Edward; I'll talk about it later"
Alice and Jasper looked at each other concerned.
Edward drove off and we arrived at the school not five minutes later.
I stormed out of the car and walked past the male population who were looking between me and Edward I saw Mike whisper something to Tyler and they both smiled while I saw Alice and Jasper calm Edward down who was growling at Mike and Tyler.
I was in Bio and it was before lunch
Mr. Banner had gone out for a second Edward still wanted to talk to me but I didn't respond I was so annoyed with him, he went through my stuff.
"Hi Edward so I see you've gotten rid of Bella" she sneered my name, my god I was not in the mood for her today "You busy tonight" she asked smiling at him sickly
"I am, I'm busy with my girlfriend Bella"
"She doesn't look like you girlfriend right now" she stated she walked round the table. People started to look "Maybe we should have some fun and I can help you forget this thing"
I saw Edward begin to speak but I cut him off
"What the hells your problem?" I hissed she looked taken back but she composed herself
"You are my problem"
I laughed "Why just because Tyler asked me to the prom?" I stood up everyone tensed
"Bella" Edward held my arm "Sit down please"
"No she wants to start something" Lauren sneered "Yes that's right because he asked you to the prom"
"Well aren't you just the most pathetic bitch in the world" everyone gasped so did Lauren
"W-What" she stuttered
"Go on, say something else about me, make another move on Edward because I really want to slap you today"
She just looked at me
"You know what" I picked up my bags and walked out of the class.
I needed to think about stuff. So I went to La Push where I know Edward or any of the Cullen's couldn't come for me. I nodded some air to think.
I climbed up the mountain. And reached the very top where the sea smell came in full blast with the wind. I close my eyes and sat down criss crossed. I smiled slightly. This reminded me of something, when I was in Phoenix I was on the swings near the beach someone was pushing me I was laughing and I lay back on the swing as I was pushed up high, I saw a something but I couldn't figure it out because it was blurry.
I opened my eyes and saw the sun, tilting into the sea ever so slightly. I was trying to gain some composure of what was annoying me so much. I still shouldn't believe Edward he went though my things. I needed to really think about stuff. But I sighed and got up. I looked down to the sea, it was calm I could hear it gently brushing against the rocks. I smiled I walked away from the cliff, about 4 steps and then I ran off the cliff. Smiling and laughing.
I arrived on the shores of La Push. I felt better after that. I heard my phone buzz in my pocket. I saw the id ALICE
"Alice" I sighed running a hand through my hair
"She's alive everyone" she sighed "What the hell were you thinking, what's wrong with you first you…"
I flipped down my phone, I felt good now, I didn't want to loose this feeling.
I lied down on the beach and put my hands behind my head.
I had a dream which led me to be sitting someone where which looked familiar.
I could feel someone was holding me
"Get off her"
I looked to see Renee she was terrified, her eyes wide
"Mom what's…"
She dragged me away from the warmth
"Stay away" she growled I had never heard my mum like this, what was the big deal.
"Bella promise me you won't come here again please" I looked at her and I felt my body stiffen.
I opened my eyes and saw I was in someone's house; I smelt the atmosphere and realized at was at the Blacks, I recognized it now. I saw the table which had dents in from the constant repairing of it, the wolves strength did that.
"Hey" I looked up to see Jacob smiling down at me "How are you?"
I shrugged and cringed
"Yes, the water does that to you" he set down a hot drink next to me "Billy made some of his hot chocolate for you"
I smiled "Marshmallows?"
He nodded "I called your bloodsucker, told him you were here and then he told me you hung up on the little on his sister Alice right?"
I nodded and sipped my drink.
"What's going on?" he tucked my spare hair behind my ear "he told me about you arguing with Lauren, you storming out of school then coming here and now I find you washed on the shore all wet"
"Did he tell you what he did?"
He shook his head, I explained to him. I then explained to him about the dreams the odd sense of Déjà vu.
"What are they about?"
"It's sometimes a dream, like when I just woke up now, I was dreaming I was just lying down, I think someone was with me my mom came in she was furious told someone to stay away from me and dragged me away. She then tried to make me promise something to not come back here or something"
"Have you talked to your mom about this?"
"Not had chance" I replied sipping on my drink again
"You should, it might just be nothing Bella"
"Maybe" I bit my lip and looked down
"What?" he asked
"Sometimes….they're different"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean" I paused and looked at him "There are other feeling there, it isn't just having fun or enjoyment it's something else, something I feel for Edward love Jacob"
He nodded and furrowed his eyebrows "Call Renee" he handed me my dry phone "Say you would like to spend some time at home and figure this out Bella, whatever it is it's obviously connecting to home"
I looked at him knowing he was right I smiled and hugged him
"Thank you for this"
"My pleasure"
"Could you phone Charlie and the Cullen's say I'm sleeping here tonight"
"Sure" he lifted me up and took me somewhere, I couldn't tell because I was fast asleep in his arms.