Nate sent the information to Gossip Girl, and headed back inside. Would you like to hear the lovely message he sent along with the picture? Of course you do!
Most people have trouble keeping secret affairs, but they've done an excellent job.
Who knew all along Jenny and Chuck were teaming up to
Take down Blair?Vacations are the best.
None of the stuff about a secret affair, or taking down Blair was true. But Gossip Girl didn't need to know that. All that mattered to Nate was getting his revenge. Jenny was warned, and she knew it wasn't a bluff. The thing is he forgot to look over the fact it'd be hurting Blair, Dan, Rufus, Eric, Lily, Vanessa, basically everyone. It hurt Jenny though, so that was worth it all to him.
Chuck pulled away, he had to just see her face. So he could capture it forever. This was going to be forever. His heart was overwhelmed with happiness. He'd never felt this way before, towards anyone, not even Blair. This was real, pure love. He was just so happy to be around Jenny, and needed nothing else but her.
Jenny was speechless. Now that Chuck was looking at her, shouldn't she say something? What was there to say though? It had all just been said. And even if she spoke, it would make no difference. They were together, with each other. Jenny couldn't ask for anything more. This was enough.
Impatiently waiting inside, was Nate. Why hadn't Gossip Girl sent out the blast yet?! It's not like it was pointless information! Maybe she caught on that he was BSing about the secret affair, but still the picture should have been good enough. Was she waiting for maximum damage like at his party? He could only hope.
"We should go to our room," Jenny said thinking about what would happen if Nate caught them. Or any one really. Then again she just really wanted to be with Chuck in their room, alone.
This is when Chuck's suspicion of there was some one who couldn't see them together. He only thought of Nate for a second, thinking that Jenny only wouldn't want to see them together if she still liked Nate. But she just said she loved him. So he didn't waste another thought. Then it "hit him". Jenny didn't want Eric or Jonathan to see! Why didn't he think of them earlier? Because he's wrong!
He took another good look at Jenny, then kissed her again. Their passionate moment was dying out and Chuck wanted to save it. Their was no hesitation this time for either of them. They were scared, that was for sure. But it wasn't going to stop them from loving each other... for now.
Jenny kissed Chuck again and again but every time she kissed him the more, haunting, chills ran down her back. She just kept imagining Nate popping out of nowhere, ruining her moment. Thinking about it though was ruining the moment all together. This is why her dad always told her to be honest and not to lie. We all forget it's for the best. On the Upper East Side though, secrets are the truth!
Finally feeling the nervousness in their kiss, Chuck slowly came back. He looked into her eyes once again, then took her hand to walk away. Once they were alone he knew everything would be better. If it was even possible for him to, Jenny needed to feel better though. And that was more important then his feelings any day.
When they got to the room Jenny was still nervous. But a different kind of nervous. There was no one to see them, so why was she so scared? It's not like she hadn't... That was it! Jenny had never had sex before! No wonder even her eyes were trembling.
"Have you ever?" Chuck felt like the sentence didn't need to be completed. She knew what he was saying. He felt if he did finish it, it'd only be more embarrassing to say no.
Their was silence for a moment, "Of course I have!" Jenny said avoiding most eye contact as possible, "I've had boyfriends you know!" She felt hurt for him even asking.
Something said she was lying, but Chuck wanted to believe her. It was time for no lies. Witch meant no suspicion. Even if she was lying, he couldn't see why. It wouldn't change a thing, except making it better.
Jenny sat on the bed, as Chuck walked over. She grabbed him and pulled him in for a kiss. Chuck gently leaned over her. Jenny laid back, looking into his eyes every moment they weren't kissing. This was really happening, and it was happening so fast.
They kissed over and over again. Jenny slid off Chuck's jacket as he undid the back of her dress. Even with this happening, Chuck could feel the nervousness in her kiss. He was nervous too, but Jenny was a little over the top nervous.
Slowly Chuck undid his tie, as Jenny slipped out of her dress. It revealed her purple laced underwear. Not once in her life did she think Chuck would be seeing her underwear, that she'd be letting him see it! Then again Jenny never thought any of this would be happening.
Chuck was about to kiss her again. All of the sudden she turned her head, "Chuck I can't do this!" Jenny let out a big sigh. That came out a little more harsh then she planned.
"Why? Don't you love me?" Chuck said it, then regretted it. It sounded like he was playing the love card. Like he was trying to make her feel guilty. That was the last thing he wanted her to think though. He was just genuinely confused, why couldn't she go through with it?
Ugh! Was Chuck going to make her say it. She didn't want to say it. No she really didn't want to say it! Saying it would make her feel a level lower then she already did for lying to Chuck about it.
"I've umm..." Jenny looked at the ceiling, "I've never had sex before. I just don't know if I can... If I can do this now" She felt bad. It might just be sex to Chuck, but to her it was something you only had one chance to get it right. If her first time, was the wrong time, it would never be the right time again. Even if she did love Chuck today, who knows about tomorrow? They could've just been bitten with summer love fever. Tomorrow he could pretend like nothing ever happened. And Jenny just couldn't take that risk.
A sigh slipped out of Chuck. He knew it! Why would she hide that from him though? Who cares if it's only been a day. He already told himself he wasn't going to waste hiding his love this time. The only thing that mattered was her, Jenny. Chuck didn't want her to think she had to lie to impress him. He was already blown away, there was nothing she could do to change that.
Jenny crawled backwards, making her back be against the bed frame, "I knew you'd be upset!" She said referring to his sigh, "I'm sorry if I wont start having sex with you after one day, or in the back of a limo or what ever. But I just can't!"
Chuck sat on the side of the bed, "I'm not mad at you, or upset. I just wish you would've told me." He smiled at her, "I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to do. What right guy would?" So maybe he was a little disappointed, but if Jenny wasn't ready. She wasn't ready.
"Wait! Seriously?" That reply kind of caught Jenny off guard, she thought he'd be furious, "So you're okay, with us not doing anything?" Chuck was know for hitting home runs on first dates, or first nights meeting. Him saying it was okay... was like a pure miracle in Jenny's eyes!
He turned to her and just shock his head and laughed. His reputation really did stick! But he wanted to show Jenny he wasn't going to be like that any more, not with her. Though he had to admit, not doing anything was going to be hard. Chuck couldn't think of one night he didn't do anything with a girl. That wasn't such a good thing.
Gently, Chuck ran his hand down Jenny's leg, he didn't have a reason. He just wanted to. She was there, he was there, he just wanted to know. To know what she felt like. That's all he wanted to know for now, the rest could be solved latter on. Nothing was rushing them.
As he ran his hand down her leg, Jenny felt butterflies in her stomach. So maybe they weren't going to go there today, or any time soon with that. But he respected the fact she didn't want to. Witch in a weird way, made her want to do it even more.
"I'll take the couch," Chuck said looking her over one more time, "I... love you..." He wasn't sure if he was suppose to actually say it again. Was he just suppose to hope she knows, and then tomorrow maybe say it again? Chuck wasn't really a master at the whole "I love you" thing, but we all knew that.
Jenny got a confused look on her face, "Why the couch? Why don't you just sleep in the bed?" Just because they weren't going to have sex, didn't mean they couldn't sleep in the same bed. Did it? Jenny wasn't really a master at the whole sleeping, and sleeping, with someone thing.
This made Chuck think, had he ever just slept by a girl before? It couldn't hurt to. Maybe it would be nice just to hold some one, and be held. Feeling the love and each others heart beat. That's all that he would get, but when it came down to it. That's all he needed.
He got up and walked to the other side of the bed, and laid down. Slowly they both moved to each other. It was some what awkward, neither had done it before and it was just new. Once again, both of them, were scared. So many new things had happened in less then a day. And it was all because of the other.
"I love you too..." Jenny said realizing she didn't say it back before. She wanted to say it though, it wasn't like she felt guilty about it. But she thought if she didn't say it, then she'd lose it.
Hours passed as they just laid there together, not knowing if the other was awake. Something was keeping them up. Neither of them knew their own reason. Was Chuck feeling bad about Blair? Was Jenny thinking about if Nate would send out his dirt on her? What ever it was though, they were still in bliss next to each other.
Jenny rolled around, just to see Chuck's open eyes, and it hit her, "When I was younger my dad use to read me stories before I went to bed," She said smiling.
"Would you like me to read you something?" Chuck said joking. He knew she was going some where with this, but he couldn't help it.
Jenny just rolled her eyes. She knew she had to except stuff like this from Chuck, "My favorite author use to be Dr. Seuss and in a quote he said," Jenny crawled in closer, "'When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.' And I'm pretty sure that's why I'm still awake."
A soft smile grew on Chuck's face, because he knew that was exactly why he was up, "Does this mean I'll never sleep again?" He quietly chuckled and rapped his fingers around hers. This wasn't perfect, it was beyond perfect. It was so wonderful no words could describe his happiness. And that's the way he liked it.
Slowly they both fell asleep. All good things must come to end, but them falling asleep wasn't the end. Waking up tomorrow would be the begging, of the end. Gossip Girl has wonderful timing.
