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Chapter 14

DAY SEVEN

I lay on my bed thinking of yesterday. Matthew had kissed me and I hadn't stopped him.

Renee had said she wanted to spend the day with each other.

We were in the local Café, not the one where Matthew works.

"You wanted to talk to me" she started, I was a little shocked she brought it up, it was her yesterday who wanted to dismiss the subject. "And Bella your right I do know something"

our order came and we began to drink. I ordered a café latte and Renee ordered the same

"Bella I need to know one thing thought ok?"

I nodded

"Why now, why are you asking me now did something happen?"

I was wondering if I should tell her about the roses and letters.

"No, I just keep on having these dreams, but they feel like memories. I was just asking if anything happened"

I sipped on my drink while Renee looked unsettled.

"Bella something did happen when you were younger and to be honest I was hoping it would never appear again" she sighed "Bella sweetheart, when you were 16 you had a car crash"

I looked at her shocked, "And you didn't think that was important to say?"

"Well Bella, the doctor said it wouldn't be wise, it might have put too much strain on your brain, anyway he said you might have a little memory loss"

I nodded and waited for her to continue

"Well you did have a little, loss of memory, but it was nothing, now tell me what are your dreams about"

"Nothing really, I mean there usual about nothing, except there is always the boy there I can never see his face clearly though but he's always there, I can feel his eyes on me. and then one time you were there, you were so angry you said to me 'Bella, promise me you won't come here again'"

Renee gasped "It seems like you remember a lot"

"Yes, all apart from the actually person" I said getting a little agitated

"Bella all I'm saying is maybe you should just let it be, let the stuff come to you when you really remember, then we can talk"

"No Renee" I raised my voice a little causing people to look. "Renee I have been getting roses and letters sent to my house from this admirer and I think it's got something to do with this boy in my dreams or memory"

"How long has this been going on? Why didn't Charlie mention it to me?"

"Dad doesn't know it's still going on and you're not going to tell him wither, I've mentioned this to you because I know you've got something to do about it and I want to know now" I demanded

Renee looked at me sadly, I felt guilty for saying that to her but I needed to know the truth.

"Bella, I know your in a lot of pressure right now, but this boy won't harm you"

I scoffed "You say that as if you know him"

She went silent and I looked at her

"You know who it is don't you?" I sat up straighter

"Yes I do and if you trust me you'll just do as I say and let it all weed out it self, this boy won't harm you"

"Then why were you so angry?" I demanded

she looked at me with sad eyes "You'll soon remember, your memory is coming back, it won't be long now" she said sadly "seven days until Valentines Day"

"You've got to be kidding Renee, you're telling me you know what this guys going to do or when he's going to strike and you're not doing anything?"

She got her purse and got out seven roses and a letter. I put my head in my hands

"So what, are you his messenger now or something" I asked tiredly

"No" she handed me them "They were on your bed" she stood up "Don't be late for dinner tonight Bella"

I sat there stund, I sighed and opened the letter

My dear Bella, my apologize for not sending you the six roses to you sooner but they shall get to you a little later than planned at your home in forks.

The butterfly flits from plant to plant, seeking places for its eggs to lay.
The maiden dances on her toes, imagining she is a prima donna in a play.

The game of life is about to begin, it wont be very long, before she is tempted,
to participate in many a sin.

Your beloved secret admirer

C.H