Author's Note: To Every One Who Writes Reviews, Without Them I Wouldn't Continue

The final song was coming to end, and almost everyone was already done dancing. Most of the people have left so far. Very few still remained. One of the couples were slow dancing together, the only ones still on the floor. As for the other young couple that had barely spoken to each other the whole time.

"I think we should leave," Jenny whispered into Nate's ear as the song ended, "Thanks for the dance." She smiled as they pulled apart.

He smiled back, "Any time," Nate started walking up the steps with her, "So when you say 'leave' where exactly do you want to... 'Leave'." He was trying to hint that his house was completely free!

Jenny stopped. It wouldn't be right to go with Nate. She didn't even go "there" with Chuck when they were caught with the love bug. Nate was a great guy, and he cared. The thing though was would he still care tomorrow? The odds were higher then Chuck's, but it still wasn't right. She couldn't go through with it. Jenny just couldn't! Or could she?

"To the limo?" Jenny said with a fading smile. There was something like guilt coming over her. Did she really owe him? It sure felt like she did.

Nate grinned, knowing she would cave, "To the limo!" He grabbed her hand and ran up the rest of the steps. Finally Jenny and he would go all the way. He knew Chuck hadn't had sex with her yet, Jenny told him, so this would be a double win.

The other couple that barely spoke looked at each, then to the floor. Chuck sighed, this night was getting worse. He said it could only get better because he and Jenny spoke. Yeah, he was way off. If only he could've counted all the dirty looks Blair gave when he just glanced towards Jenny. This wasn't any fun.

Now that Nate and Jenny were both leaving with smiles on their faces, it only made it worse. Chuck had a bad feeling about what they were going to do. No he knew what they were going to do! And just the thought made him sick. He stole Nate's virgin, and now Nate was going to steal his. Not that Jenny being a virgin had anything to do with it. Just, you know, a similarity of the situation!

Blair got closer to Chuck and ran her fingers through his hair, "Do you want to head back to my place?" Grins, thinking they might have some actual fun now. Then again, anything could beat this.

"I don't know..." He said with a sigh. There was no point; it wasn't like he really loved her any more. Was it possible to not have sex with someone because you didn't love them?! It might be normal for most people, but for Chuck it was like the unthinkable!

No one spoke. Blair was in pure shock. Did Chuck just deny her?! That's what he did right? His "I don't know..." Was just a way to say no. He was denying her. That wasn't right!

She rolled her eyes at him, "Come on! Let's go back to my place. Everything will get better there," Blair stood up and waited for Chuck to do the same, "Chuck!! Come on!" She whined impatiently.

Chuck stood up and looked at Blair. He just looked at her for a second. Was it just him or was she whining more then any girl should? It was like no matter what he did wasn't good enough; he guessed this is what they called a loveless relationship. Obviously Blair wasn't feeling the same way too. She'd forgiven him about everything and now it was like she didn't even care. They weren't the same.

"Let's go to the limo!" Chuck said pretending to be thrilled, "Your house? Or mine?" It sounded like such a common question. It sounded like something that was too common.

Before Jenny could even think Nate was pushing her against the wall and they were making out like crazy. It was almost impossible to get air. This wasn't the sweet moment she'd always dreamed of, but it'd have to do! That guilt and sense of owing him draped over her once again. The right thing, it was the right thing.

Sleeping with Nate was the right thing? What about following your heart? Saving yourself for love? Chasing after the one you want until they're yours? What happened to the fairy tale dream? All of that was gone. Did it even ever exist on the Upper East Side? Nothing ever seemed to be that way... Well for long at least.

Nate quickly took off his Jacket and started to undo his tie. There was a sense of guilty on him. He knew he was making Jenny feel as if she had too. But he wanted to, and it'd be fine. Tomorrow she'd be glad she went through with it with him. More importantly she did it with him, not Chuck.

Jenny was scared out her mind. She trusted Nate and everything but this wasn't right! Seconds ago she convinced herself it was the right thing but now just his kiss made her tremble. The last time she felt this nervous was at The Kiss on the Lips Party. When Chuck took her somewhere nice and quiet to "Talk", and instead wanted to do something much different from talking! This isn't what she wanted, and it sure wasn't for what she planned.

He slid off one of the straps to her dress, "Are you sure you're ready?" Nate didn't wait for a reply. He pushed off the strap too. In all honestly he didn't care if she was or not, she said okay earlier. So that for him was an okay for the rest of the night. No take backs? Really Nate? Kind of elementary school!

"I…" She stopped herself, "Yeah. I am! I'm ready!" Jenny pushed Nate off her and slid her dress back on. If this was going to happen, which it wasn't, he would have to be willing to hear what she had to say. That obviously wasn't the case right now.

"Wait! What?!" Nate wasn't just confused, he was angry she'd stop him, "If you're ready then why the hell are you getting dressed? I know you're new to this but sex requires most, if not all, clothing off!" What was her problem? He was Nate Archibald she was lucky he'd even consider her.

A different side of Nate was starting to show. A dark side, an evil side. A side that was scaring Jenny to the very bone. His eyes, just his eyes, were enough to make her cry. His face, body, everything was just so different. They seemed to be full of pure anger. Nate seemed like he wasn't Nate at all, but whoever he was, looked ready to explode.

She quickly got out of the corner. Whenever someone got this angry, you never wanted to be in the corner. It'd be, literally, a death wish. Now it was to figure out if she should talk it out, or run!

"Nate? Are you okay?" Jenny said slowly backing up to the door, talking didn't seem like the best thing to do, "I'm sorry, I'm ready. But I'm not ready to just… do it. I have to be with someone I love. And that's just not you right now. I'm sorry…" There was no need for her to apologize, because there was nothing wrong with being with the one you love. But the way Nate was acting. Jenny was scared to say anything else.

"I'm Nate Archibald! Girls are throwing themselves at me every day! And you're just fucking little Jenny Humphrey! Your first 'real' boyfriend was gay!" He grabbed both her arms, "You're an idiot if thinking you could get a second chance with me after this! If this is for Chuck you better forget about him because he's over you. He used you, just like every guy who has ever dated you!" His grip tightened, his eyes flamed, his soul darkened.

Jenny felt like her whole inside just died. She was barely breathing, her heart was barely beating. A tear was ready to slip, but she held it in. Showing emotion would only make this worse. Whatever this was…

"Nate, it hurts," Jenny said struggling to get her arms free, "Nate it hurts! You're hurting me! Let go!" She pleaded. What was going on?! Why was it happening?! And why oh why did she have to be part of it? Something was wrong and she had no idea why, or what to do. That was the scariest part.

Some how, she broke his grip and ran to the door. It was like a horror movie. She was the victim and he was the killer. Nate wasn't going to kill, she hoped, but even the short run to the door felt like a mile.

Nate chased her and grabbed her by the hand. Without even thinking he… He hit her. He struck her right across the face. It was like he didn't even have control over his body. Yet it was like there was nothing more he'd want to do. There was something sickly wrong with him!

Jenny grabbed her burning check. Did he really just do that?! Was any of this really happening?! There was no time to think. She had to get out before something else happens.*

She ran out and hailed a taxi, and immediately got in, "Just start heading to Brooklyn!" Jenny softly yelled why letting tears fall. What had she ever done to him? Well besides denying him of sex. That was it though. She'd never done anything else to upset him as far as she could remember. It was rarely the victims fault, it wasn't her fault.

"Actually…" Jenny said leaning forward, "There's a different address I'd like you to go to…" She whispered it to him then fell back into her seat, to close her eyes. Even if it was for only a minute. Just to get some rest.

Suddenly the car came to a stop, waking Jenny up. Had she really slept the whole way? Well it wasn't that far away but it was amazing she even fell asleep. Could anyone else fall asleep while a complete stranger was driving them? The fact it was one am really didn't help with the creepy factor.

Jenny slowly got out of the car and handed him the money. Now that she was here she didn't even understand why she came. Dan and Rufus were still back at the house in Brooklyn moving things. Lily was out a business. Eric was still on his vacation with Jonathan. And who knew where Serena was! No one was here, no one who cared.

She walked in the door with her head down. Her check was already bruising. More than anything it was so no one could see her cry. Why was she ashamed of doing what was right to her? Why was she ashamed to of been hit by a boy who was angry? What made her ashamed?

When she entered the apartment all the lights were off. All the lights except one room. It was Chuck's. "Oh God is he in there with Blair?!" Jenny thought to herself as she tiptoed closer, "There's no noise… So that's a good sign. Right?" She hesitated but softly knocked on the door.

Her knock made the door quietly screech open. There was Chuck. Just sitting there all by himself, staring into nothing. Did he notice she was even there? Could she quickly escape before he noticed her? No she wanted him to see her. Jenny wanted Chuck to be there.

Chuck looked up at Jenny. He looked up to her check that was clearly swelling up and bruised, "Are you okay?" He said with a worried, yet not really there tone, "What happened?" He wanted to hug her, but his legs weren't letting him get up.

"Where's Blair?" Jenny said wiping a tear away, "Why aren't you with her?" She wanted to know why he was all alone. He could have, should have, been with Blair. There was no reason he should be here, even if she needed someone.

He gave her a half smile, "I sent her home…" His eyes were swelled up, like he had been crying, "I'm Chuck Bass. Every one excepts me to be Chuck Bass. But has anyone ever thought I might just want to be Chuck? She wanted something from me, and I didn't want to give it to her." Chuck said for the first time admitting he'd rather not be a Bass.

"It's better than being a Humphrey." Jenny said letting out one laugh before breaking down crying. The world was such a corrupted place. Everyone, everything, you knew can turn into something beyond your imagination in the blink of an eye. Someone must have blinked.

Chuck now instantly stood up and hugged her tight, "We have to stick together in this world," He said while he rubbed her back, trying to comfort her, "I promise, I'll watch over you. No one will ever hurt you again. I promise." Chuck kissed her on the forehead and let a tear fall even. He'd never cried in front of any one before. Not like this.

As much as everyone else would hate, Chuck and Jenny needed each other. They needed each other like the air we breathe. Neither of their worlds made sense to them anymore. It was time to make their own world. So maybe for once there could be nothing but peace. Nothing but happiness. Nothing but each other.

*I know Nate would never do this in the show, well hopefully, but you all understand right? This is how I'm making him for now. Hope no one's up set!