Chapter 31

Bella's POV

I had woken up again in the same bed. I shot up and stormed down stairs to where I know he would be

"What the hell is wrong with you" I shouted

"Sorry?"

"Getting me to shut up that way"

"It was the only way, now get dressed I want to take you somewhere"

I huffed and went back up stairs to get dressed.

Edward's POV

Jacob and the pack had come into the front yard of my house

"We've got a trace follow us"

I ran with them, I already heard Alice telling the others. Soon Bella I shall be with you again.

Bella's POV

He had taken me to a place which looked familiar

"This is the place where we talked the most remember"

I nodded "This is where we admitted our feelings"

I turned to Matthew he was smiling brightly.

"That doesn't mean we can be together" I stated, "Matthew I'm sorry but I love Edward"

He looked like he was about to cry

"Let's go back to the house"

I felt horrible for saying that to him.

BACK AT THE HOUSE

I decided to have a quick sleep.

"Ready?" he whispered, I felt myself nod. He smiled and shrugged my housecoat where underneath only held my underwear. His breathing hitched.

"Your beautiful" he kissed me hard. And I wrapped my arms around him. Matthew only had his boxers on. Matthew had pushed us down on the bed so he was now straddling me. he un clipped my bra at the back and threw it on the floor.

"Wait" I panted pushing him away "I-I'm sorry, I'm not ready"

"We're not going to have sex Bells" he said stoking my cheek

"I know it's just, could we just cuddle, it's just I'm scared"

he nodded and hugged me close lying us on the bed. We traced each others features. Steeling kisses from each other

"I'm sorry"

"Shh, don't think nothing of it, you're not ready it's fine" kiss

"Bella!" we heard a gasp behind Matthew

"Renee" I sat up wrapping the sheets around my exposed upper half. Her eyes filled with anger and fear.

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"Auntie please we didn't do anything" I begged for her to believe me

"Bella" she sighed, we were on the motorway "your mother dragged you out of that boys house, you were buttoning up your shirt"

"Auntie I wasn't ready, we wanted to be each pothers firsts but then a couple of days ago I realized I wasn't ready so we changed it to experimenting but I couldn't go through with that either"

"Bella" she sighed looking at me I heard a truck beep, my body was frozen

"Look out auntie" but it was too late the last thing I felt was my head banging on something hard

I gasped and woke up in a cold sweat I saw Matthew in the room smiling softly

"You finally remember" he whispered

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