Hi everyone I would just like to say thank you for all of your reviews and your encouragement for my story thank you all. The reason my chapters are shorter is because it's getting near the end now, there will be this chapter and two chapters after I think.

Thank you again and I'm sorry I haven't been updating more frequently but I've been really busy this week and I'm trying my best to give you as many chapters as possible.

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By the way the poems below are ones I made myself. :)

Chapter 32

Bella's POV

Matthew looked at me in a way he hadn't before, lust. He crawled on the bed. I tried to get off but he held me in place.

"Get the hell off" I hissed

"What happened in the car, I need to know" he looked genuine

"I was talking to my auntie, trying to get her to understand we didn't have sex, when a truck smashed into us I felt myself bang my head on something hard and then I blanked out"

He nodded "At least now I know" he leaned down and kissed me. I didn't reply. He pulled back and gulped

"Very well" he climbed off the bed "Pack your things, I'll take you home" his voice was croaked. He was crying.

I felt guilty, immensely so. But I couldn't stay here anymore I needed to be with Edward. I packed my things and walked downstairs. And was shocked with what I saw.

Charlie's POV

It had been 2 weeks since the disappearance of my sweet angel Bella. I was furious with Renee still, I remember the day I called her.

"Hello?"

"Renee, it's Charlie look what can you tell me about a boy from phoenix?"

there was a pause "Why"

I squinted, maybe Edward was right, she was hiding something

"Renee what do you know about him?"

"That's between him and Bella…."

"RENEE HE'S KIDNAPPED HER AND I NEED TO FIND HER NOW!"

another pause on the end of the phone I was getting agitated by the second.

"I, I had no idea he would.."

"Renee just tell me where he would have taken her"

"I don't know Charlie" she sighed "But his name is Matthew Hunnham he and Bella were…close"

"What do you mean by close"

"Well, they were dating"

"Why didn't Bella tell me?"

"Charlie remember when I told you some of Bella's memory was lost well Matthew was gone from her memory"

I sighed annoyed

"And you didn't think to tell me about this"

"I'm sorry" she wept,

"Look I'll call you if I hear anything"

I was beyond angry with her. She should have told me about this. I headed back to the station to see if there was any news of Bella.

Edward's POV

We were on the border of Seattle.

"Why would he bring her here, it's too close to home?" I asked

"That's what we were thinking" Jacob said in his human form, Embry and Quil had also changed back into human form. We were going to start looking in the public eye.

"Like it's to easy, but it's not because always the trail ends" Quil replied

"We were hoping you could get something" Embry asked.

I nodded and closed my eyes focusing on Bella's scent. I felt a strong smell of fresha. I looked to my right and saw at the end sight a house, 3 miles from here.

"Follow me" I asked not looking away from the house.

Bella's POV

I looked at Matthew, his head was down, and what scared me the most was, he held a gun in his hands.

"M-Mathew?"

He looked up, his eyes puffy. He smiled softly

"Sorry Bella I didn't hear you come down" he set the gun more towards his chin. I gasped my suitcase dropping from my hands

"Matthew?"

"I thought when you remembered we could be together" he shook his head still looking at the gun. "But I see now you belong with Edward" he sniffed and I saw his tears come down more frequent.

"Matthew don't do this" I walked up to him slowly. He looked at me with blood shot eyes.

"I can't live without you Bella"

"Please Matthew" I cradled his face and he leaned into my touch "we can be friends?"

He shook his head and laughed slightly

"My sweet angel Bella, how I wish I could be with you forever" he kissed my palm. And then pulled away I gulped

"as I say, my love for you is too much now, I cannot think of myself knowing you know the truth and yet we cannot me together" I felt my eyes tear up.

"Please Matthew, I beg for you to let me go, out of your heart so you can find your soul mate"

"You are that Bells" he smiled slightly again. "I don't want you to see this" he put the gun to his head "Go" he whispered. I walked up to him and got the gun in my hand and lowered it

"Matthew, no I shall not go, even though I don't love you like that I love you as a brother I love you as my best friend the one who was always there for me, Matthew I don't want you out of my life but I want you to let me go for you to be happy" I repeated

He cradled my face "Forsaken in your touch for now it seems too much, as you are engaged to someone else, my love for you is now useless, forgive me for what I am about to do, for I do it for me and you" he raised the gun again.

"NO!" I pushed the gun upwards

Bang!