"Bella, where are you going?" I hear Angela call, but I purposely ignore her and pick up my pace as I make my way out of the building.
I don't fancy sticking around to watch Edward fawn over his girlfriend.
Right now all I want is to go home, wallow in self pity, cry my eyes up before falling into a Ben and Jerry's induced coma.
The entire journey home I curse myself for being so stupid.
I am such an idiot for ever thinking that I stood a chance with him in the first place. He never encouraged me, he never led me on.
I saw what I wanted to see and I fell hard.
Too hard.
What am I meant to do now that Edward is completely off limits?
The prospect of trying to forget about him makes me cry harder.
I can't bring myself to eat the ice cream that I was so sure would make me feel better. Just the thought of food makes me want to vomit.
Nothing can make the pain go away or at least nothing that I am going to get anyway.
AN: Poor Bella:( But don't be too sad, there will be another update very soon!