Well hi there!! You have made to Chapter 18, im soo proud of you! :) In this chapter Hanon is how you can... depressed. Yes, but i can't help you guys, i like writing about saddness, i think its fun and intersting to write about depression(not that i think it's any laughing matter, CUZ ITS NOT) its just something i find is great in stories. Anyway, on to the story!!!

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Hanon sat by Inuyasha, his body still as cold as ever, tears fell on his face as she stared at him. She wished her memory had never left her, that way none of this would have ever happened. How could she have been so stupid? How could she have let Naraku erase her mind so easily? Why? She shook the questions away and began to craddle Inuyasha, desperatly wanting him to wake up and yell at her. She would rather have him angry at her, then dead. Why does this happen to me! Why! For once in my life, i dont want to suffer more deaths! I can't take it anymore! she screamed in her head. She glanced back at Inuyasha's face, it was covered in dark purplish bruises, smothered in cut marks and blood. She thought back to how her mother looked when she died. Her face was bloody, her hair looked like it had been painfully riped out, her beautiful blue-green eyes were dark and nasty. Her fins were torn and her tail was cut in numerous places. I remember it all, so clearly...

"Mother!" i screamed, i stared down at her. She was covered in blood, she looked nothing like my mother i knew, but it was her. Her shell locket that contained her pearl was shattered, and the heart locket that played her favorite lullaby was cut in two. Tears ran down my face, i planned on putting both peices of the heart locket around my neck, but he showed up. I only managed to get one, my father then took the other half, placing it around his neck.

"I keep this half, as a prize for killing Sarafina" he laughed, and motioned his soldiers to take me away. I screamed and held on tight to my mother, my father came up and slapped me. Making me lose my grip on my mother, the soldiers hurreled me away, they dragged me down the hallways of the castle and threw me in the dungens, they left me there to rot....

The memory faded, and she was brought back to Inuyasha, I want him back! He's the only one who tamed the other side of me, the side that threatens to destroy me and take over my body, the side that threatens to destory the world.

"Hanon, I will try to bring him back for you" said Sesshomaru, he almosted looked like his normal self again. Hanon nodded and gently laid Inuyasha back down before getting out of the way.

"Thank you" she said, Sesshomaru only nodded as he drew out his Tensaiga. His eyes closed and reopened a minuet later, Hanon prepared herself to hug him as soon as he awoke. He lifted the Tensaiga and slashed it at Inuyasha,

"He should come to in a minuet" he said, Hanon nodded. They waited, and waited. He didn't wake, Hanon could feel herself losing hope. Tears in her eyes she ran to him and held him close.

"Why isn't it working Sesshomaru! Why won't it bring him back!" she cried, the others stood in silence, as they watched there friend's sorrow grow bigger. Hanon lowered her voice.

"Please, Inuyasha... tell me thats it's going to be okay, tell me that you'll help me find my way, tell me you can see the light of dawn is breaking, tell me that it's going to be alright, tell me that you'll help me fight this fight, tell that you won't leave me alone in this" she cried, she waited a moment, expecting him to awaken and tell her that it was going to be okay, but once agian he didn't wake up.

"Tell me i can make it threw this day, i don't even have the words to pray, you have been the only one who never left me, help me find a way threw all my fears, help me see the light threw all my tears, help me see that i am not alone in this, because i need, i need a hand to hold, to hold me from the edge, the edge i'm sliding over slow, cuz i need, i need your hand to hold, to hold from the edge, the edge i'm sliding past, please... hold on to me" she said, Holding inuyasha even tighter. Everyone was in silence, Hanon's tears had stopped, but she feared that they had once agian left her, like they did so long ago. She felt a stir in Inuyasha's body, she looked at him, to see his eyes slowly opening. Hanon's eyes widened in suprise.

"Inu...Inuyasha!" she said happily and held him tigher.

"Hanon, what happened?" he asked, Hanon smiled.

"Its long story" she said, Inuyasha sat up. He gave Hanon a stern look.

"So make it short" he said, Hanon knew his major injuries must have healed, and she knew he was back to his old self. She leaped into his arms.

"Oh Inuyasha!" she said, Inuyasha didn't hesitate to hug her back.

"Inuyasha, we missed you" said Sango, joining there group hug.

"What the hell's goin on? Did i miss somethin? You guys are actin like i died or somthin" he said, Hanon could only smile. I'll tell him later, right now i just want to him close to me, i never want to let him go...

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Ahahahaha!!! Well how'd ya like it?? Comment review plzzzzzzzzz i'd really love that, i follow in my best friends motto and we both would never leave out a story ever, we always do our best to help out the author and share our thoughts about how much we like it, sooo plzz do the same for me, kay'? Anyway, next chapter. Chapter 19: Confession....