Author's Notes;
Hey everyone here is the latest chapter and long over-due update of 'Hey, Guess What, I Love You.' I hope you like this update and I promise to do more real soon.
Chapter Four.
Walking into the professors office Rogue sat down, at first she felt a little uncomfortable as she never liked sharing her problem's with people but with Remy it was easy which is weird as she was so use too bottling things up and not sharing her life with everyone. As she looked at the professor she gulped she was afraid with what he could say the problem was, Rogue was afraid that she could lose control again and this time not make it through the transaction.
"Now Rogue tell me what the problem seems too be?" he asked kindly smiling at her.
"Today something happened, well didn't happen and I don't know what too make of it all and I'm afraid it could become a problem like last time or give me something I've been wanting for such a long time." Rogue said looking directly at the Professor.
"Yes you told me about the whole Julian thing, Well I can't tell from what you have told me but from what you have given me I can only look in your mind and I wanted you too come here so I could get the silence and so you could concentrate, now I want you too relax and close your eyes, let down your walls and open your mind, maybe the answer could be looked away in your mind." The professor wheeled over to her and placed his hands on either side of her head.
-Rogue's Mind-
The Physce's seemed too be quiet, they were locked up in small boxes, all of them locked away, it took Rogue almost a month too clear her mind they hadn't though too create spaces where the personalities of thoughs she had absorbed could be held, Xavier would have thought it would have taken years to do, unless Rogue had been doing this on her own, but she would have shown signs, like weaknesses, such as lack of energy, migraines even tightness in her expression showing her pain with the amount of strength it would have taken.
This kind of work show improvement, a higher level of mind control over her secondary ghosts of her mind, this is an evolved amount of power she must have, it was amazing the Professor on the amount of work this must have taken, maybe Rogue was getting control, finding the switch too her powers.
-Outside the mind-
"Well from what I've seen your learning too control everything in your mind which is amazing I never thought you could make this much progress in such a short amount of time, I think that maybe with your mind clear we can get a better look at your powers, I believe more then ever your powers can be connected to a switch in your mind, my guess is today you found a trigger even if it were for a short amount of time, I think your mind and powers were at peace some how maybe something in todays events created a small amount of peace.
I'd have to do some more tests but I think your powers are evolving and yours reaching control." The professor said looking at a very stunned Rogue.
"Seriously, I can't........ think........ what too........say." Rogue said taking a few minutes too get her sentence out
"Rogue over the next couple of days, I would like too start some sessions of meditation and relaxation, maybe taking away any activity of strain that could make your mind break the holds you have created for the personalities in your mind, I shall explain too Logan your absence in danger room sessions and I will make sure the students too not disturb you so much through out the next couple of days so I will set them up with a different tutor and give you some freedom, this is amazing news Rogue you will finally get control over the powers that have scared you these last couple of years." he said too the teenage girl in front of him, he knew the amount of pressure it is these days for many teenagers and he knew Rogue faced more then anyone by distancing herself from everyone when she wanted too protect them, maybe now she can become the butterfly and spread her wings and fly too the freedom that she has dreamt since the beginning of her mutation.
"I take it you need sometime too process this maybe you should lie down for an hour it's been a busy day." he insisted and watched her nod her head walked out because right now Rogue was too stunned to process any movement of her mouth and using any memory of speech or words your meant too say at these times.
Walking too her room Rogue just ignored any sound that was made and everyone who would walk by as she still couldn't believe it she could finally live like any other person, she could be normal, she could dream again think of the future, imagine the life she thought would be impossible too reach, Rogue felt happiness she wanted to smile so much but she felt a little paralysed as she didn't know how too process everything it was everything and more, maybe too much but all she knew was that she didn't have too be afraid any more. Opening her door she noticed a figure sitting on her bed.
"So what did the Professor say chere?" said Remy looking up at the young goth in the doorway.
"I'm getting the control I needed." she said, still wondering why he was here. "I can be normal for once." she told him walking into her room and closing the door.
"That's great Chere, Remy's happy for y'." he said standing up.
"I can have a life, a real one with no more hiding who I am, or being afraid of who I am, I can finally have a relationship and not worry about being alone, I feel alive." she said, tears were falling down her face and Remy came up and hugged her and he knew this time it was for a good reason, she's happy now, and he can finally touch her if she'd let him and let him love her the way he loves her. No fear, no more.
Author's Notes;
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