Author's Note :

Sorry if the first chapter is bad.

But now, in this chapter and the next future chapter, I'll try my best to make the good chapters.

Here's chapter two...

Please enjoy...

Disclaimer :

I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho...

Please Don't Love Me

Chapter Two

After whats Yukina told her, it's still makes her shock. She didn't noticed or realized that Yukina had a feeling for Kurama. And what pained her, is her stupid promise she'd made. So, it's mean, Botan is NOT allowed to be with Kurama. Now, what should I do? She thought.

She didn't noticed that Kurama already sat beside her.

"Botan , are you okay?" He asked.

"K-kurama?? What are you doing here?" She asked back while panicked.

Kurama frowned a little.

"So, you don't want to see me?" With smile he joked.

"N-no, I-I j-just,.. mm.. forget it." Now, she confused about what to do. Her thought suddenly makes her afraid that Yukina will she her with Kurama. After all, she's still in Genkai's temple. Yukina's place. Oh my God, I must stay away from him now ! She thought again.

She get up fast, and ready to leave, when Kurama grabbed her wrist.

"Wait, where are you going?"

"I...I must go now, Kurama. It's getting late. I must go back to my apartement." She give him her best reason.

"Okay, I'll walk with you. I'm going home too." He's still didn't let go of her wrist. Instead he tightened his grip.

"N-no, no, no . Don't. I can go myself. Besides, it'll makes your mother worry with you." She didn't want to see his expressions after she said that. It's the first time she rejected his offer for walking her home.

Kurama was hiding his pained and hurt expressions. All he could think right now was her safety.

"Botan. I don't want to force you. I understand ,and it's okay if you don't want to talk to me, or see me again. But, please, allow me to , at least, escort you home. It's really dark outside, and dangerous for a girl to walk alone at this late of night. Please." Again, he tightened his grip a little more hard than before. She winced in pain. Realizing this, he let go of her hand, and muttered "Sorry."

Botan refused to look at him, while rubbed her wrist. It's getting late, maybe Yukina was asleep, she thought. And suddenly she looked into right, left, behind, ahead. No one. Then turned her head to see Kurama grim expressions. Maybe..maybe, once again , for the last time, I'll go with you, Kurama. At least, I think , I can say goodbye to you. She thought bitterly.

"Let's go, Kurama." she smiled sadly. Kurama too, smiled sadly but a little hurt , why she's suddenly got away herself from him. Is everything I did to her was wrong ? He thought, confused.

Botan's apartement

In the way home, they're walked in silent. No one decided to start a conservations. Until..

"Botan , what's the matter? This is not like you." Kurama asked.

Botan looked at him with very sad expressions that makes him widened his eyes. Never in his life he ever see Botan in such a ' real grim reaper' expressions, nor see her nearly in tears. Yes, Botan wanted crying so badly after she ended this.

"Kurama-kun , I...," now , she couldn't take it anymore. Tears was already flowing on her cheek. "I want you stay away from me." She replied.

"W-what? Botan, what's wrong with you?" He was shocked now.

"Kurama-kun, I'll make it clear to you now. This is the LAST time we're alone like this. I don't want you to call me again or take me on a 'date'. Never again. Just forget everything. And just think that I'm never exist to you. Don't remember all about Botan. Just forget about me. Okay?" Botan asked within tears.

"B-but, why?" He asked.

"It's simple. I hate you .A-and I don't want to see you again." She shivered at what she has just said.

And that's it. He just faced her with disbelief. And then he smiled with full sad and hurt smile.

"I don't know what your reason why you said that. But , for you, you won't see me again then." He said, and began to leave her in tears when he turned around, his back faced her. The last thing she heard from him was "Goodbye. And take care of yourself." Then, he was gone.

She burst into tears, and run to her bedroom, crying till she fell asleep.

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