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Jade felt peaceful as she slowly opened her eyes the next morning. She'd been sleeping on her side and her hand automatically fell to rest on her stomach as Elsa fluttered about. She smiled contentedly taking in a deep satisfied breath and rolled over so she was facing the opposite direction. Her eyes landed on the relaxed form of her boyfriend sound asleep next to her and she bit her lip remembering everything that had happened last night.

Seeing how serene he looked Jade felt her heart warm a little and she couldn't help but rest her head against his bare chest and breathe in his scent. She'd missed waking up next to him like this. It still didn't feel like this was real despite the fact he was clearly here and a part of her still found it weird not to have to text him good morning. Beck groaned in his sleep and made signs that he would be waking soon and Jade found herself staring at his eyelashes as he began to squint, covering his eyes from the beam of sun that had been highlighting his face.

'Hi' Jade smiled as Beck finally rubbed his eyes awake. Beck looked confused for a second as he looked around the room and remembered where he was. Jade watched as his look of disorientation changed to one of happiness as his grin reached his eyes. He wrapped his arms around Jade who still couldn't take her eyes off of him.

'Morning gorgeous' Beck said in his slightly scratchy morning voice. Jade looked at him endearingly as he ran his fingers through her hair and pulled her in for a kiss which she tenderly reciprocated. They started to make out, kisses becoming as passionate as they had been last night and Beck leant over the pale girl, kissing her all over as she giggled girlishly. He kissed down her neck and across her breasts until his lips just reached her stomach when he stopped. Jade watched as her boyfriends eyes lit up. She'd forgotten that Beck still wasn't used to how active their daughter was these days and it was beautiful watching his surprised expression every time Elsa moved enough for him to feel it.

'Good Morning Elsie' Beck pecked Jades stomach smiling, placing his palm against her and feeling the movements.

'You're worse than Tori' Jade giggled, sitting up in bed and stretching her arms above her head. Beck just shrugged and continued to hold Jades stomach gently.

'I think she likes it when you speak' Beck informed her 'She moves more when you do.. You should talk to her.'

'You're dumb' Jade shook her head.

'She'll like it' Beck pursued.

'She's not going to remember or understand a word any of us say' Jade replied firmly. Beck just grinned and placed a hand on her cheek as she yawned, still in the process of waking up properly

'Hmm you're so cute when you're sleepy'

'Mmmpf i'm not cute' Jade complained but Beck just leant in and kissed her pouty lips.

'Did I tell you how much I missed you?' Beck whispered.

'Maybe' Jade whispered back. Their lips met once gain in a firm kiss. No matter how much they kissed it didn't seem like enough. The feeling had become a distant memory in both their lives and it felt more like a need than a want to be as close to each other as possible. When they finally broke apart Jade kept her eyes closed, her lips tingling as she savoured the kiss. But when she opened them again, to her horror Beck was putting on his shirt.

'Nooo' Jade whined pulling him by the arm back to bed.

'Babe come on we have to get up eventually' Beck chuckled.

'I'm tired..'

'We've slept for ten hours'

'So?'

'So..' Beck kissed her neck softly 'I'm starving. It's past lunch time in England right now.'

'Fine go make breakfast. I'm gonna stay right here' Jade pulled the covers back over her body. Beck shook his head before pulling on his pants and making his way out of the room and down the hall, running a hand through his bed head as he climbed down the stairs in the direction of the kitchen. He heard voices as he approached the final stair and looked over at the sofas to find Robbie and Tori head to head in the middle of a video game with Cat and Andre cheering behind them. Beck smiled watching them for a moment. It felt just like stepping back in time.

'Beeeeccckkkkk!' Cat squealed catching the sight of the fluffy haired guy and leapt across the room into his arms.

'Hey Cat! You missed me?' Beck grinned, forgetting he hadn't seen Cat last night.

'Yeah roomie!' Cat giggled and poked Beck in the side 'Jade will be so happy you're back!'

'From what we could hear last night, I think Jade's already pretty happy he's back' Andre smirked, stepping closer to give Beck a pat on the back. Beck shook his head embarrassed his friends had heard that. They hadn't exactly been loud last night but there had been a lot of moaning involved.

'Well.. now I feel uncomfortable.' Beck frowned at the comment as Andre just laughed and helped himself to a glass of water. Suddenly Robbie began to shout loudly as Tori cheered having won the game. Cat skipped over and gave Tori a Hi-Five.

'So thats 4-2 to the girls' Tori grinned 'Oh hey Beck you're up! Do you want breakfast?' Tori smiled finally noticing his presence.

'That would be great! My body clock is completely messed up so it feels like it should be the evening' Beck shook his head, still slightly disorientated.

'Jade keeps her food in the cupboard next to the fridge but you can help yourself to anything in the kitchen' Tori replied as Andre sat down next to her, wrapping his arm around her and kissing her cheek.

'Thanks Tor' Beck blinked surprised. He had missed so much since he'd been away, including the development of his best friends' relationship and it would take some getting used to seeing the new couple together. 'So Cat.. have you and Jade found any apartments you like?' Beck decided to change the subject as he searched the fridge for food. Cat went off on a tangent, excitedly describing all of the places they had researched.

'They sound amazing, hopefully it will only be few more days until we actually move in' Beck replied positively.

'EEeeeeeep' Cat jumped up and down excitedly.

'That soon?' Tori looked skeptical.

'Well it doesn't have to be straight away but it would be great if we had somewhere before I have to go back to filming and sooner is probably better than later for J.'

'Yeah, I guess' Tori looked down despondently. Beck frowned wondering if he'd said something wrong.

'Wait.. are you making that for Jade?' Cat noticed the eggs Beck had taken out of the fridge.

'Yeah why?' Beck had been intending on making her her favourite, French Toast.

'Uhh I don't know if I'd give that to her bro' Andre said warningly.

'Why? Jade loves french toast' Beck insisted,

'Yeah not anymore. If she even smells egg she starts to gag.. She's basically banned all of us from eating them around her until the babies born' Tori explained.

'Oh. Well no problem.. What does she like then?' Beck put the egg box back into the fridge and looked towards his friends for help. He felt really dumb not even knowing what his own girlfriend ate these days. .

'You'll like this' Tori grinned standing up and opening the cupboard that she'd earlier identified as Jades and pulled out a box of Fruit Loops.

'You're kidding me!' Beck replied stunned. The Jade he knew would never have let those pass through her lips. 'And she willingly eats this?' Beck confirmed.

'Or anything else that has over 30% sugar content' Robbie added informatively. Beck shook his head in disbelief as he poured himself and his usually health conscious girlfriend the sugary cereal. He stayed and chatted with the others for a few more minutes before returning upstairs to the guest room with the two bowls of cereal. Jade smiled sitting up in bed as the tanned guy handed her bowl and she started eating immediately. Beck however placed his bowl on the bedside table and just sat down next to her on the bed.

'Since when have you had an aversion to eggs?' Beck asked seriously, wondering what else he didn't know about his girlfriend. Jade immediately stopped eating and looked disgusted.

'Please don't talk about it' she replied, calmly pushing her bowl aside, suddenly losing her appetite.

'You always loved eggs' Beck refused to drop it.

'Ugh shut up Beck' Jade shuddered at the thought of the revolting food.

'I'm sorry I had no idea it was that bad' Beck rubbed her arm as she covered her mouth with her hand, breathing deeply. Beck realised he should have taken his friends advice on this one.

'It's fine.. just don't talk about it' Jade lay down and closed her eyes. Beck frowned realising her face had turned grey from just this conversation and he vowed to ask Tori and Andre all the foods Jade had this reaction to and not to mention them again until their daughter was born.

'Hey' Beck kissed her cheek wanting to make it up to her. 'Later how about you and me go see a movie?'

'The Scissoring 4?' Jade replied hopefully.

'Whatever you want' Beck grinned as she nuzzled into his side and wrapped his arms around her. Stroking her hair softly, the only thought going through his mind was how much he loved her.

When the couple finally got out of bed they spent the rest of the day hanging out with their friends. Sunday they spent with Beck's family as his mother cooked a huge welcome home celebratory roast dinner. The newly reunited couple were completely attached to each other. It was sickeningly cute but they couldn't stand to be apart from each other any more, and even when they went back to school on Monday they sat next to each other in class and cuddled in the corridors between lessons. The only time they really spent apart from each other was at night because they both felt it was unfair on Tori to impose themselves in her house like that, even though Tori's house did seem to be more of a teen hangout than a family home these days. But Beck and Jade really wanted to sleep together and just be together all the time, so the search for an apartment quickly became their number one priority.


Almost two weeks later and Beck, Jade and Cat had been going to apartment viewings almost every day. It was a lot harder than they thought and finding place that was within their budget, close to school and baby friendly was proving difficult. Most of the apartments they'd viewed just didn't feel right, so they hadn't committed to any. However the viewings were becoming exhausting for Jade who was now 30 weeks pregnant. Cat was angsty to move out of her parents friends house and the situation was starting to become very stressful the longer it went on for.

One Friday afternoon, Beck was driving himself and his girlfriend back to his house. They'd left school later than usual because Jade had to complete one of her twice weekly extra math classes. To be honest, Beck couldn't see the benefit in her sitting the extra class. She'd have to leave school soon anyway and the classes only seemed to upset her and she often came out of them teary eyed after being stressed for an entire hour and a half. It had been one of those days as Beck handed Jade a packet of tissues at the traffic light so she could wipe her eyes. She insisted she was just being hormonal but it made him wonder what exactly was happening in those maths tutorials that was reducing her to this.

'Beck is that you?' Louise's voice resonating into the hallway the second Beck opened the front door. Taking hold of his girlfriends hand Beck made his way into the living room to find his mother and one of her friends sitting on the coach looking excited about something.

'Hello' Beck greeted them both and smiled. He felt like he'd met his mothers friend before, because she seemed familiar but she wasn't one of Louise's close friends. She had an extremely wide smile, ginger hair and dressed in garishly bright clothes but Beck couldn't remember any details about her.

'Jade, have a seat' Louise automatically moved up the sofa to make room for the pregnant girl. Jade rolled her eyes but accepted the seat regardless because she knew if she stood up for too long, backache would surely be the consequence.

'This is my friend Pam' Louise introduced them 'Pam, you remember my son Beck and this is Jade'

'Of course!' Pam stood up and pinched Beck on the cheeks as he grinned uneasily, 'My oh my how you have grown! And oh my goodness! Is this the girlfriend? Wow you're so big!'

Jades furrowed her eyebrows, not really appreciating this stranger commenting on her size like that and Beck placed a hand on her shoulder comfortingly

'When are you due?' Pam asked inquisitvely.

'July' Jade replied through gritted teeth.

'Awwww a summer baby!' Pam cried, placing both her hands on Jades stomach 'Jade flinched back almost automatically, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Beck quickly wrapped his arm around her protectively, not liking the way this woman was being so audacious and intrusive anymore than Jade did.

'Pam is moving to Europe!' Louise stated matter of factly.

'Spain!' Pam nodded proudly.

'Thats great..' Beck replied, unsure why his Mum seemed so eager for them to hear this story.

'Pam's selling her apartment' Louise hinted at the pair, Beck and Jades ears pricked up as they began to pay full attention. 'She lives on the same street as your friend Andre.'

'You're kidding' Beck looked excited.

'Yes, we already have 6 potential buyers' Pam smiled, and Beck's eager smile dropped quickly 'But if you guys are interested.. I'd rather it went to you sweeties than some hooligans who would destroy the place.'

'When could we come see it?' Jade addressed Pam keenly.

'Now if you're interested!' Pam smiled widely. Jade nodded and left to room quickly to phone Cat. Louise breathed a sigh of relief catching Beck's eye as he mouthed 'thank you' in her direction.

Other than it's brazen owner and her flamboyant taste in decorating, the apartment had everything the teenagers were looking for. The apartment was split over two levels and had three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and a large kitchen/living area. The back wall had several large panel windows that gave them a beautiful view of Hollywood and the staircase in the corner of the room was curved and led elegantly to a balcony area where there were doors leading to two of the bedrooms. They had wanted a ground floor apartment and this one was on the third floor, but that was okay because there was an elevator that meant they'd be able to easily get a push chair in and out.

Cat was squealing, already falling in love with the apartment and the downstairs bedroom whereas Jade just seemed stunned as she looked around the apartment quietly. Beck discussed all the important details with Pam, who seemed eager to sell it to them having disliked the previous buyers and after a short discussion between the three housemates, they knew this place was it. Jade's only condition was that they completely redecorate the place before Elsa was born to which Beck was more than willing to oblige, just happy to finally have somewhere they could live and within the next hour they'd signed the contracts and purchased the apartment.


They texted the gang to meet them at Tori's in order to tell them their news. Once everyone had arrived and gathered around the sofas, Cat couldn't hold it in anymore and burst out excitedly everything about the apartment. Beck and Jade just smiled as everyone exchanged hugs, knowing how hard it had been for them to find somewhere that met their needs. Andre was thrilled that they were about to become neighbours and was just in the middle of giving Jade a big hug when suddenly the pale girl realised not everyone there was happy for them. In fact, Tori had her arms crossed holding onto her shoulders and was looking away with a distant and empty stare.

Jade frowned as she watched Tori just walk upstairs without saying a word and as soon as Andre had released her from the hug, she excused herself and followed the tan girl upstairs. Jade quickly found her, sitting on one of her large beanbag chairs in the corner of her bedroom, staring down at her hands and twisting the rings she was wearing on her fingers.

'Leave me alone' Tori responded half heartedly as the pregnant girl approached her.

'Hmm no I don't think I will actually' Jade put her hands on her hips. Tori kept her eyes downcast but made an audible sigh.

'Whats up?'

'Nothing' Tori replied instantly. The pale girl rolled her eyes and cautiously lowered herself down onto another beanbag chair next to her. She landed ungracefully in the centre of the squishy seat and grimaced holding her belly.

'Well.. it looks like I wont be getting up anytime soon so you might as well speak while we're both down here.' Jade replied as she wriggled trying to make herself comfortable. Tori shook her head still refusing to talk

'Come on Tor.. Why are you upset?' Jade said seriously.

'Because..' Tori's voice had already cracked, as she attempted to hold in tears.

'Keep going' Jade encouraged her, frowning as she saw tears dripping from Tori's brown eyes.

'Because after everything thats happened..' Tori stopped, catching her breath through her tears, 'Somehow you living here, the pregnancy, all those ridiculous middle of the night car-trips to Northridge to buy the "good salad". Somehow you became like a sister to me. And once you leave, things are just going to go back to being the way they were before.. and you'll hate me again.'

Jade was taken aback as she saw how much this was genuinely upsetting Tori. After everything she had done for her recently she couldn't understand how Tori could ever think that. Tori had become one of her closest, closest friends and even if they didn't always get along, she didn't really believe she hated her did she?

'Tor, are you serious right now? Things are never going to go back to the way they were before. You basically saved my life.. my daughters life!' Jade took hold of the tanned girls hand and squeezed it comfortingly 'You know more than anyone, maybe even more than Beck how hard these past few months have been for me. You were the one who looked after me when I was so sick. I'm not joking, that's the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me.'

'Yeah well I wasn't going to leave you by yourself.' Tori croaked still not meeting Jades eye.

'You helped me beyond what I deserved and I'll never forget that.' Jade sighed. Taking a deep breath it was silent for a moment as Jade contemplated carefully what she was about to say.

'I remember the day I went to the abortion clinic..' Jade began quietly. 'I was a complete mess just sitting in my car for hours and I remember thinking I had to do it because there was no other way.'

Tori finally looked up, her eyes brimmed red. Jade had never spoken about what happened that day and she had never pushed her, knowing it was an extremely sensitive topic. Jade looked extremely hurt as she spoke and had placed her hand on her stomach stroking her bump anxiously.

'I felt like I wanted to die. I couldn't go home, I couldn't go to Beck's. I just kept apologising to her.. because it wasn't her fault her mum was a complete failure.'

'Jade..' Tori said upset.

'No I need you to know this! Having somewhere to go and knowing that you wouldn't turn me away was a big part of the reason I drove away from there. If I hadn't had you then I might have done something really awful that day and regretted it for the rest of my life.'

Tori couldn't stop crying and Jade put her arms out and enveloped her in a hug. They didn't talk for a while as Jade just stroked Tori's hair, both of them processing everything they'd just talked about. They were mid-hug when someone knocked at the door and Andre poked his head inside.

'You two alright?' the dreaded guy frowned seeing Jade with her arms wrapped around his girlfriend.

'We're fine Andre, just give us a few minutes yeah?' Jade replied pleadingly. Andre nodded and closed the door quietly behind him. Tori sat up and wiped the tears from her eyes.

'Sorry' Tori apologised

'I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you for years.' Jade said guiltily.

'I'm sorry for rubbing on your boyfriend in my first class.' Tori apologised. Jade laughed slightly and shook her head.. How did all their problems always seem to route down to that one moment.

'You're forgiven.' Jade said firmly 'And look, just because I'm moving out doesn't mean I don't expect you over all the time. I'm gonna need you around to make sure I don't screw her up too much.'

'You're going to be a great Mum' Tori replied truthfully

'And you're going to be cool Aunt Tori who takes her to the movies and on outings when her Mum and Dad drive her crazy.' Jade smiled. Finally Tori let out a small laugh.

'Even to the marine park?' Tori joked, watching as Jades face turned to one of horror

'If... you keep her away from the dolphins' Jade compromised. Tori burst out laughing and Jade pushed her lightly in the arm for tricking her like that before laughing along with her.

'Come on lets go downstairs before the others finish celebrating without us.' Tori suggested. She stood up and looked in the mirror making sure you couldn't tell she'd been crying before turning back to face Jade.

'Yeah I wasn't joking before.. You actually are gonna have to pull me up or I'm gonna be here a while' Jade attempted to pull herself up but failed. Tori giggled and put her hands out to help pull her pregnant friend up. The two shared a hug before joining their friends downstairs. It felt good that they'd finally got everything out in the open and when they returned downstairs everything was a lot lighter and happier.


A couple of days later and Jade had packed all of her things back into the duffle bags she'd brought with her when she'd impromptually been kicked out by her parents. It felt strange seeing the guest bedroom so empty after it had been so full of her stuff for the last 5 months. It was the room she'd found out for certain she was having Elsa. The room she'd bonded with Tori over movie nights, cried herself to sleep, video chatted Beck and so much more. Beck carried her bags to the car and waited outside for the now ex-housemates to finish saying goodbye. The two girls stood across from each other in the living room both feeling surprisingly melancholic about the situation.

'So.. that's that' Tori spoke first.

'Yeah' Jade replied awkwardly. They stood there in silence both just looking at each other, unsure what to say.

'I just want you to know that I don't hate you. I um.. opposite hate you.' Jade mumbled, looking down at the floor. 'And I'll never forget everything you did to help me.. so yeah thanks'

'You're welcome' Tori replied softly. Jade nodded, feeling a lump rise in her throat. As much as she'd never believed it would happen, she had really liked living here. She'd grown to feel at home there and she was really going to miss living with the tanned girl. Tori had been her rock for the past few months and their friendship had grown immeasurable amounts. Before Jade knew what was happening Tori pulled her into a tight hug and added 'I love you too.'

Jade smiled, desperately trying to hold back tears and nodded. 'See you at school tomorrow?'

'See you at school.' Tori smiled back. Tori opened the front door and let the pale girl out. Jade folded her arms across her body and made her way down the pathway to where Beck was waiting by the car. The tanned guy saw her desolate expression and offered her a sympathetic smile as she immediately fell into his arms and burst into tears.

'Shh it's alright' Beck comforted her, rubbing circles on her back.

'Ugh.. this is so stupid' Jade snivelled.

'Its not stupid.' Beck reassured her 'I think it's just hard, because you finally grew to be friends.' Jade nodded as Beck just encased her in his arms.

'You ready to go?' Beck asked once her tears had finally died down. Jade nodded and looked up at her boyfriend and pecked him on the lips. They climbed in the car and Beck squeezed his girlfriends hand supportively before turning the key in the ignition and beginning the short journey to their new home. Jade smiled looking down at her baby bump and then back up at Beck. Everything was changing, but for the better. It was a brand new beginning and she was looking forward to every minute of it.


So many tears lol!

Anyway! Important question time.. what do you think Elsa will look like when she's born? Is she gonna look more like Beck or more like Jade? Let me know what you would like her to look like because it's not long until she's going to be born :)

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