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Chapter 11

After a month of recuperating Cassie was going crazy just sitting around. Dean couldn't blame her their days consisted of walks in the park and playing board games pretty much. Sam and Cash had taken off a couple days after the accident to go hunting. They called every few days to check on Cassie and let them know they were still alive.

Because Cassie needed a lot of rest they had rented a small house for a few months to allow her the time she needed. Dean wished with all his heart that they could have a stable life enough to own a house and maybe have a few kids. His wishes were not something he had to tell Cassie she knew them just by the way he watched the kids on their walks.

The end of the road for Dean was only two short months away and Cassie dreaded with it everything inside of her. No amount of research could bring them the answer they desired she decided. All of them including Dean though he denied it; had done searches to find a way out or around the deal. Sam never mentioned Ruby by name at least aloud but Dean had insistent they didn't want her help no matter what.

Cassie watched him as he considered the cards in his hands. His brows were furrowed and his lips were tight, she knew he was bluffing but she let him think she was oblivious to the way he played or so the she thought.

"Okay grandpa any day now," she teased him as she eyed her sexy husband.

Just because she couldn't jump him didn't mean she didn't want to. It was very hard to be around Dean and not have sex. Until the accident they made love at every opportunity. Just looking at him sometimes made her wet, though she wouldn't ever tell him that. His ego was big enough as things were.

Dean looked up with a smirk, "Hold your horses, missy," he said before he put down a three and waited for her to play.

The phone rang just as Cassie was about to fold and she got up to get it. Dean smiled he knew that was a sign that the game was over. Cassie beat him many times in poker over the last few days but if he got her to wonder what he was thinking he could always get the upper hand. He could read her better than she imagined, too bad the time they wanted together was limited.

"It's for you," Cassie said as she handed Dean the cell.

"Hello," he replied before he pulled her in his lap.

She had been healing up nicely and though they couldn't make love just yet some things they could do including quite a bit of foreplay.

"Dean, we are going to California and wondered if you two wanted to come along," Sam said into the phone.

Dean looked up at Cassie and considered if for long moments, he asked her but she only shrugged.

"I think we will stay here for now, you two have fun," he said as he smiled up at Cassie.

"Okay we will call you when we get there if you change your mind let us know," Sam said as it occurred to him that his time with Dean was winding down.

After he hung up Sam looked at Cash who was lying on the bed naked. She leaned up when she saw his face.

"What's wrong?" she asked before she bit her lip as he sat on the bed.

"I don't know maybe we should do California you know at another time ..."

"Hey we can go back to be with Dean but you know him if we hang around to close he will only get upset. He doesn't want you hovering," Cash said as she moved her hand over his arm.

Sam considered her words. He knew she was right. A week in California wasn't going to matter one way or another.

Cash could tell he had changed his mind when Sam got up and took off his jeans, Cash stood on her knees so she could reach and grab him to take his shirt over his head. Sam let her pull it off of him before he smiled at her.

"Slow down now we have time," he said with a grin at her.

Cash pulled him on the bed and Sam with his long legs crawled over her while he looked down with lust in his eyes. His eyes changed from pale brown to green. Cash put her arms around his neck then leaned up to kiss him opened mouth.

Sam adored her body with his lips, first her mouth, her neck, her breasts he loved to suck and lick till she couldn't be still beneath him. He moved further south to her stomach where he peppered kisses, her thighs and he smiled up at her before he slid he fingers down her sides.

"Sam," she breathed before he put his mouth on her soft spot.

He looked so innocent Cash thought before he made her body melt.

Sam had learned how to make her feel wet before he pushed his mouth against her nether lips.

Cash never got tired of him surprising her with little changes in his technique. At times he even tried to act shy by allowing her to be in charge. She knew the real man was passionate and loved to give but relished the feeling when he lost himself inside of her. Sam was an enigma, with his tall muscular frame and soft heart. Cash realized she was falling in love with him but didn't know if she could allow that to totally happen.

Even though Cash was lost in her thoughts for several long minutes she felt everything Sam did to her. He was thorough with his tongue and she shivered at the tingles that it created. Her hands found themselves wrapped in his long hair as she caressed his scalp. The waves that came had her wanting him inside of her, she moaned as he worked his way up her body before he moved to reach for the condom.

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Meanwhile, Cassie and Dean watched the sunset from the back porch of the rental. Cassie was snuggled in Dean's arms as they sat on the swing.

"Penny for your thoughts?"

"I like it here," she said.

Dean pulled her closer to him, he couldn't reply because there was nothing to say. He had purposefully gotten the house so they could do the things that time wasn't going to allow. He wanted her to have normal with him, to be the guy that took her to eat at nice restaurants. He wanted to show her off at a play or just go to a local theatre to watch a movie. He could give her that for a time. As much as he hated her being hurt it least it gave him a chance to do normal with the woman he loved.

Cassie was concerned when he was quiet. She was afraid she had hurt his feeling because their life wasn't about houses, sunsets and quiet evenings on the porch.

"Dean aren't you ready to get back to hunting?" she asked as she nudged him in the side.

Dean turned her to face him in the dark, "I want to be here with you and I'm sorry that it can't be longer," he said before he excused himself and went inside.

Cassie was stunned. His voice sounded funny like it was overly deep she thought he might be crying but she didn't know why. She went after him and found him in the fridge getting a beer. For a moment she thought maybe she misunderstood his swift retreat. He looked fine not really upset, certainly not in tears.

"Dean? You okay?"

This time he didn't hold back as he took a long swig of the beer.

"I don't know if I have ever seen things more clear," he said as she stood in front of him.

"What?"

He sat down at the table and she sat across from him.

"I never believed in fate Cassie but when I met you I think a part of me believed for a moment. All those years hunting I thought it was all I could do to help the people in this world. The times I thought of you frustrated me to be honest, even when you were the one that sent me away I thought maybe I could get you back…"

"Dean why are you saying all of this?"

"Cas, the thing is you and my fate are wrapped up into one. If I had only not made this deal even though I love Sam I think you and I could have made it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry all I can give you know is the little time to be normal," he ended as he took another drink and watched her through lowered lashes.

Cassie got up but Dean stopped her from coming to his chair. She was hurt and no matter how down he felt he wouldn't allow her to hurt herself by kneeling by his chair.

"Come on, Cass we can walk a bit before bed," he said with a smile as he got up and took her hand in his.

She smiled up at him, "Okay, that's sounds good," she said though her mind was full of all he had sad to her.

TBC