I do not own if I did then a lot of things would be different. Sorry took so long to update I got this week off and am taking advantage of it. Thanks for the reviews. I'm posting an authors note next I need the readers advice again on what to do next.

John knew he had to go and find Dean he'd messed up and he now knew that Sam hadn't found him other wise he would called or something. He grabbed few weapons and took off on foot telling his wife he'd be back later. Bobby went with him for safe measures lately the town had started adding vamps three by three. The latest had been a friend of theirs and they were going to stop them one way or another. "You take west I'll take east." John said.

"I'll check the place they used to stay first." Bobby said. "Just be careful, John. Ricki's not going to be easy to kill she's already pissed at us that we took out her family." He told his friend.

"I know I just hope she doesn't take the revenge out on my boys. They didn't do shit to her." He said before they split.

Bobby cut through the fields and reached the house before too long he looked inside finding Sam asleep. He knocked on the door. "Sam I need your help, you seen Dean?" he asked

"No, what's up?" he asked

"Just stay here and less it's Dean, your dad or me do not open this door, Sam."

"Let me come with you." He said

"No, this isn't your fight, it's me and your dad's." he said. "Dean and you got out, unlike your dad I'm glad you did, this isn't a life for you two."

"Thanks Bobby, just find Dean." he said

"I will oh and if you see Ricki avoid her at all cost Sam, she's a vamp now."

"Okay I will." He said shutting the door back and putting the bolt lock on before going back to the leaving room, but not back to sleep.

Bobby took off up the driveway and he heard a loud crash and when he looked through the trees he saw Ricki with somebody and he knew it wasn't another vamp. He went around the trees, came up behind her, and almost froze when he saw who she had. "Dean." he said before taking out his stake.

Ricki let Dean drop and turned around to face Bobby. "Think you can kill me, you can't." she said before she started back away. "I'll be back Singer and this time I'm coming for John." She said. "This is just a warning for you both, I will kill them." She said disappearing into the trees.

Bobby didn't wait he went to Dean inspecting the wound. It was bad, but it hadn't hit the artery. He picked him up slowly and made his way back to the house 

stopping couple times. He wasn't who he used to be and Dean wasn't as young as he once was either. "Sam open up." he said.

Sam opened the door when he heard Bobby. "Oh god what happened?"

"Ricki, she got the drop on him I think. I don't know why he didn't have any weapons with him."

"He always has a stake and a knife." Sam said. "It looks bad."

"Get the first aid kit." Bobby told him getting Dean's jacket and shirt off. The wound was still bleeding he was having second thoughts about the artery theory. "Sam hurry up with the kit." He said

"Here." He said handing it to him. "What happened, why didn't he know Bobby?"

"She's got a soul, but apparently that doesn't matter to her. She was always insane as a human so guess it doesn't help now either." he told him as he started cleaning the wound. It took another five minutes for the blood completely stopped coming out and Bobby covered the wound and helped Sam take him to the bedroom. "Let him sleep it off, Sam. I think he'll feel better in the morning. When he wakes up give him some pain killers. I'll be back in the morning I gotta go find her before she gets your dad." Bobby said. "Sam, don't let Dean start hunting again. No matter how much your dad tries to get him to. It'll only lead to disaster again and you two had enough of that." He told him before leaving again.

Dean woke up when the sun came up shining into their room. His head was killing him and the sun hurt his eyes from the headache he still had. The last thing he remembered was seeing somebody behind Ricki before he passed out. He sat up finding Sam waking up beside him. "You're awake." Sam almost yelled.

"Don't yell, my heads killing me here." Dean said.

"Sorry, I thought you were dead for awhile, Bobby should be here in few hours. He's the one that got you away from Ricki." He said

"I thought he was another vamp at first." Dean said. "I'm going take a shower then find some food."

"I don't think we got anything Dean."

"I forgot where we are." Dean told him.

"I'll go to the house and get something." Sam told him.

"Go to a store." He said taking his clothes off. Sam stopped his search for the keys he had with him when Dean pulled his jeans off. He wanted him, but Dean wasn't back to normal again so no way was he going to jump him now. "What you looking at?" Dean asked

"The man that I love." Sam said giving him a kiss. "You feel better I'm going show you how much I love you." He said.



Dean grabbed the keys that Sam had picked up and put them on the nightstand. "I'm feeling fine and I think that I can manage."

"Bottom or top?" Sam asked as Dean pulled his shirt off throwing it on the floor.

"Don't care." Dean said before Sam pushed them towards the bed. "Sammy oh shit." Dean said when they hit the bed falling back on it.

Sam didn't waste time he got on top kissing Dean till they needed air. "I want you." He said "I thought you were going to die on me." He added making a trail of kisses down Dean's torso. Nipping and biting his way down to his aching cock that was already for him. He took him into his mouth and sucked hard just like he knew he liked making him moan. Dean held him to him as he continued his sweet torture. Sam pulled back looking at his lover with a smile. His eyes were closed, head back biting his lip trying not to let go completely yet. Sam went up to him pinning his arms down and kissing him. "Let go." He said before going back down to finish.

Sam was about to take him back in when somebody opened the door to the house. He knew it was probably Bobby so he didn't stop what he was doing. Their friend could wait right now they needed this. "Sam, don't stop." He heard Dean saying and he started back up taking him back down far as he could go and sucked, he was deep-throating him now when the bedroom door opened.

"Fucking hell." Sam heard and this time he knew it wasn't Dean, it was their mom. Dean was too far gone to hear anything and came yelling Sam's name at that moment too. Sam couldn't decide what to do so he finished what he'd started before saying anything to her. Luckily she'd left the room instead of waiting.

"Sorry, didn't know you'd be here." He said.

"I came to check on you two. I thought you were still sleeping."

"He woke me up." Sam said.

"I noticed, that's not why I came here though, is he okay?" she asked

"Yeah, he'll be out here in a few minutes." Sam told her.

"Sam where'd you go?" Dean asked coming out the room.

"Mom showed up." he said. "I'm going to get us breakfast, I'll be back soon." He said giving him a quick kiss, but Dean grabbed him before he could pull away.

"You owe me." He whispered. "Tonight you're mine, baby boy." He didn't care that their mom was standing there he let his hand slide lower before Sam grabbed it. He was the one not comfortable in front of others doing things especially their mom.

"I'll stay till he gets back." Mary said

"I'm fine mom." Dean said when Sam left. "She got the upper hand that's it want happen again." He told her.



"No it want, because you aren't coming back here again." She said.

"What?" Dean asked shocked. "I can't do that mom."

"Yes you will, you're going to leave Christmas night and you're not coming back here. I can't have my sons dying in this battle too. I'm trying here Dean, I don't want you to go, but I can't have you stay and get hurt again. I will not lose you and Sam. I already lost your dad to this stuff long time ago, he's to obsessed with it to care who gets in the line of fire." She told him. "When you leave don't come back, that's not a choice either you're leaving and not coming back here. Sam and you got your own life now, I'll visit you when Bobby does, but I don't want you two coming back here." She said again. "That's an order Dean, that's your last order too, you take Sam and leave."

"Mom I'm not leaving you, I can't that's why it was so hard to leave the first time."

"I'm giving you freedom Dean, you're taking it, you're going to leave with Sam and not come back. Ricki wants you dead, Dean."

Dean stopped what he was about to say. "What?"

"She's out for revenge; Dean that's why she went after you baby, Bobby and your dad with couple other hunters went after her family and killed them. Now she's coming after them. You are the next on the list Dean." she told him.

"Mom, she lives in LA so she'll come after me there too." He said.

"No she want, because after tomorrow night she want be alive." Mary said.

"NO." Dean yelled. "Mom you're not doing anything stupid, I know that look dad trained you just like us." he said. "I'm not leaving when you're…"

"Dean, I changed my mind you're leaving today." She said. "I want have you here putting yourselves in danger."

"I'm not leaving, mom, screw college, I'm not leaving when I know that…"

"Yes you are and when Sam leaves tonight you'd better be with him." She said. "Because if you are not then god help you." She told him before she walked out the door as Sam came back in. "The cars out side." She said.

Dean couldn't believe what he was thinking, after all the time he spent trying to get out he was thinking about coming back. "Sam you're leaving tonight." He said.

"What the hell you talking about, I'm not leaving?" he said

"Yeah you are, you're going back to college and I'm staying here." He said.

"No I am not, I'm not going without you and you're not staying here." Sam said.

"I'm not arguing with you, Sammy you're leaving tonight." He said again.

"If you stay then… then this is…" Sam didn't want to say it.

"What Sam what is this if I stay?" Dean asked

"It's over between us." Sam said.



"Fine then it's over, but you're leaving and I'm staying that's just a fact." Dean told him. "I'm not letting our family be killed because of some bitch." Dean told him.

"Then it's over." Sam told him.

"It's over then." Dean said turning his back to his brother, his lover, the one person he couldn't live without. It was killing him on the inside at the moment, but he couldn't let Sam know.

"You're not serious." Sam asked letting his emotions show.

"Yes I'm serious Sam, now get your shit and leave and you'd better be on that bus back to Stanford by tonight." He said not turning around he couldn't if he did he'd break.

"I love you Dean." Sam said. "I want let…"

"I Told you to get out." Dean said throwing the alarm clock at the wall. He couldn't look at Sam he didn't want this all he wanted was to protected his family and if that meant sending Sam packing and maybe once this was over going back and begging forgiveness then he'd do it on his hands and knees.

"You make me leave Dean, when you do come back; I'm not taking you back." Sam said. "I want keep doing this it's either me or hunting." Sam said.

"You can't give me that choice." Dean said finally turning around.

"Yes I am it's an ultimatum Dean you choice it's either hunting or us; you can't have both anymore and I'm making you choice me or that shit?" Sam asked. "You got till seven to decide because that's when I'm leaving. You got exactly thirteen hours to decide; when I leave it's over for good." Sam told him before he walked out the bedroom then the house. Once he got outside he finally broke down sliding down the door Sam cried. Dean stood there he was too broken at the moment to feel anything Sam had just pretty much ended it with them and he had nothing now. Dean grabbed his coat, keys, and went outside ignoring Sam who was still there as he took off in the Impala.